Chapter 373

"At that time, I was too young to have any idea of death. Slowly, I realized later that I woke up in her pool of blood that night. I was afraid and had nightmares. "

Song Yi looks at him. There is no emotion on his face. His eyes are calm and his tone is calm.

Her lips moved and she wanted to say something.

Tang Si didn't give her a chance to speak. He continued: "I thought he would support me and treat me well. In fact, he didn't like me to have his surname, so my mother's surname is Tang."

"I think it doesn't matter. Maybe I was not born a beloved child. I just want to live and grow up peacefully. When I come to this world, I always have my meaning."

"He has always been bad to me. When I was four years old, that is, one year after my mother died, he married a new wife and took wenmu with him. Wenmu was only two years younger than me. When I was two years old, he gave birth to another son with other women. He just kept it a secret."

"With the arrival of Wen mu, my life is going well..." The tone of Tang Si's tone lightly paused, only said two words: "not good."

"Food, clothing, anything, is all he has left." Tang Si laughs: "it's ridiculous. He is younger than me, so I have to wear him."

"At that time, I went to school every day wearing small clothes that didn't fit me. I was withdrawn and other children regarded me as a monster."

"I've been living by myself all the time, and I gradually feel that I'm an unwelcome person when I come to this world."

"Although I'm small, maybe I'm born to be anti boned. The more people step on me, the more I climb. I don't believe in fate."

"So I will study hard and read a lot of books. If I make a small mistake, I will be scarred. Maybe the reason is that I make a noise when I eat."

Song Yi's brow tightened, and his heart became more and more heavy.

But Tang Si was like a calm storyteller, without any sad expression.

Tang Si continued: "when I was in grade one, Wen Mu pushed people downstairs. He said it was me. They all believed it."

"At the end of the day, I became the natural devil in their mouth."

"I think I'm going crazy. I can't stay in this family. I went to a militarized school and went back once a week. When I went back, it was always noisy and the relationship was very stiff."

"At the age of thirteen or fourteen, I read books, wash dishes, and do anything to make money. I never spent a cent on them again."

"At that time, my grades were good, and my teachers liked it. There were not many people who knew me, made friends, and knew many people. I knew that if I was a loner, I would have no friends, and there would be no channel to stand out without friends. So from then on, I began to talk and laugh."

"In order to integrate with them, I will learn to smoke, drink, fight, skip classes, and not hand in my homework with them, and become a bad student with good grades."

After a pause, Tang Si looked sideways at Song Yi.

He a pair of peach blossom eyes dyed smile, one eye hit her whole body tight, nervous.

The husky and sexy voice of the man penetrated into her ears: "but I won't pick up girls like them."

Song Yi was stunned.

Just listen to him continue to say: "family is everyone born to bring, there are, should cherish, there are family, there will be the rest, but I did not."

"At that time, I only had interests and utilization in my eyes. Playing with them was nothing more than reading safely, having more friends and having more roads."

"So, I'm here to pick up girls. It's a..." Tang Si thought about the words: "it's an emotion that has evolved into a husband and wife and become a family. I don't like it."

"I don't like deceiving people."

At this point, Tang Si laughed again and asked her, "but I didn't expect to be a bad student. It's very attractive."

"Song Yi, girls, would like me to be such a naughty ruffian?"

He is very calm, with delicate eyebrows and eyes. He looks at her askew, with a smile on his lips. The man has a pair of affectionate peach blossom eyes. Most of all, because of these peach blossom eyes, every time he looks at people, it makes people feel like a lingering kiss.

It's such an atmosphere that Song Yi's ears are a little hot.

When studying, the teenager who leans on the street and smokes carelessly under the street lamp is slender, handsome, provocative and wild, but he will be gentle when he looks at his girlfriend.

Which girl can't dream? Not like it?

Song Yi pursed her eyebrows and lips: "I like your skin bag."

Good looking skin bag, plus excellent strength, good character, three outlooks, everyone likes it.

Ruffian bad man, with a few divisions, a few deep convergence, the most people can't stop.

Tang Si seemed to hear the answer he wanted, and his smile deepened: "right? I thought so at first. There are some advantages in being good-looking, but it doesn't prevent you from going through a dark life

"In school, I have heard a lot of dark cases. If empathy is too strong, I will sink into it and can't get out. If empathy is too weak, I won't be a good policeman. So we have to make a comprehensive adjustment. "

"Gradually into the army, it was the first time in the instructor led to do the task, but I did not come back, I saved a person, also because of this was detained, days dark, psychological and physiological, there are torture, finally ran out, back to the army, and was punished by the army, they said I nonsense, said I deserted."Tang Si laughed: "I don't care. Anyway, it's not good. If I'm not in the class, I listen to the most."

"I'm looking for the meaning of my survival, perhaps to protect my family and defend my country, so that those newly born children who are not familiar with the world will not experience the darkness of my childhood."

"I tried my best, I didn't want to die, I was very tired, and I became the captain gradually." Tang Si: "in one or two years, I have been killed dozens of times. Every time I have picked up a life, I have been honored and respected by people because of my many war achievements."

"I think I've found the meaning of living."

Song Yi looked at him in a low voice: "and then..."

"And then..." Tang Si tone light: "a task, these accompany me all over the honor of all people left me, only one."

As soon as Song Yi's heart tightened, his blood seemed to be coagulated.

But he didn't say anything specific, he just took it lightly, and continued: "I and the rest of the people are arranged to be undercover."

"He died in the end."

"But the action is still going on. Only one person knows about this action. At the critical moment, I contacted him, but he Give up on me. "

"I thought I was going to die that time. I was so lucky that I ran out. But they won't hire me. " Tang Si lowered his eyebrows and said with a smile, "I think I'm sent by the enemy and I'm not clean."

When Tang Si was the captain, he was trusted by many people. Those people were gone. It was an accident. What he wanted to die for was himself.

He learned to trust others, to be loyal, to shed his blood, but he was abandoned.

Undercover.

These two words alone are full of too many dark events.

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