Chapter 871

[sanguine]

Yan Lishu was surprised, "can tattoos be pasted?"

Qin Mu let out his cell phone from under the pillow and opened Taobao to show him.

"Song Ruoxi wanted to pull me to get my tattoo, but I was afraid of pain, so I posted a fake with her. I didn't expect to be seen by you, but you recognized me with that?"

“……”

Yan Lishu did not mention how much he regretted. He knew that he should not let Qin Mu leave at the beginning.

"I'm sorry, it's all my fault. If I stopped you then, we would not have missed a year, or even let you..." Miscarriage.

Later, Qin Mu understood what he wanted to say, even if he didn't need Yan Lishu to point out.

Qin Mu mentioned that abortion, tone very sad, "I know that when I was pregnant, I had been pregnant for more than a month."

"Why abortion? Why don't you give birth to the baby... "

Yan Lishu felt that he had asked for nothing.

At that time, Qin Mu was a young adult. He couldn't even take care of himself. How could he be able to support his own children.

"Do you want to hear the truth?" Qin Mu suddenly looks up and looks at him in the dark.

Seeing the man nodded, Qin Mu told him, "reality is not a novel. I can't run to a place where I don't know me alone, and give birth to a child whose father I don't even know."

"I'm afraid of pain, I'm afraid of having children, and I'm even more incapable of raising children. The only way I can think of is to kill this child. I went to the hospital for examination. The doctor said it would cost thousands of yuan to operate. I couldn't afford that much money at that time."

At that time, Qin Zezhang didn't care about her at all. Chu Jingyun paid her several hundred yuan a month for living expenses. Sometimes she didn't have enough lunch. She still used song Ruoxi's meal card.

"Why don't you ask Yan Xun or song Ruoxi to borrow money?"

Yan Xun and song Ruo CI are both rich. If they really want to raise thousands of yuan, they can still do so.

"They didn't know I was pregnant, and I didn't dare tell them."

"Then why didn't you come to me?"

"I didn't know it was you that night. How can I find you?"

"You didn't know it was me, then you were..."

"Ah, you said this. You have a scar on your waist. I asked you before."

Yan Lishu remembers that Qin Mu did ask him once.

He had forgotten what he said at that time.

"Later, I saw on the Internet that medicine can flow, so I went to the drugstore to buy medicine."

"Does it hurt?"

Yan Lishu could not imagine that she was so small at that time, but she had to bear this crime.

“……”

Does it hurt? It naturally hurts.

After taking the medicine, it didn't take long to start to react.

Curled up in a small bed, it hurt for a long time.

Later, she was bleeding for several days. She was afraid that she would die.

Until a long time later, she had nightmares.

Yan Lishu heard her saying that it hurt, and his heart began to smoke.

Hold her tight. "I'm sorry."

Qin Mu was very calm and said, "there's nothing to be sorry for. This is my own choice. It has nothing to do with you."

She had no idea who he was then.

Yan Lishu has been saying sorry in her ear, over and over again.

Yan Lishu didn't fall asleep all night. He looked at the people in his arms in a complicated mood for a whole night.

It's heartache and chagrin. I swear to be good to Qin all my life.