It's the most frequently visited hospital. The last time I found out that I was pregnant, I also had a check-up in this hospital. But now I'm looking at the cold door of the hospital, and my courage is gone.
She just stood there, looking at the crowded door on the steps, and tried to walk in three or four times. But she thought that as long as she went in, the baby in her stomach would be completely away from her life, and her legs were as heavy as a kilo, and she couldn't even step out.
Her hand fell on her stomach, in fact, she couldn't feel anything, but it was as if she could touch her baby. There were tears in her eyes, and her heart was sour and bitter.
As soon as she thought that the cold utensils would enter her body and take away the baby's life, her heart was like being torn. The pain almost made her squat down and cry.
People come and go at the gate of the hospital. I don't know how many people have come or how many people have left. She just stands like this. From 10:30 a.m. to 5 p.m., even the doctor is about to leave work. She still stands there motionless, staring at the door and the crowd.
As time went by, when she took out her mobile phone and took a look, the whole person was at a loss.
It's almost six o'clock. Do doctors leave work at six o'clock? If she doesn't go in, will her hard work here today be in vain?
However, do you have to do a lot of checks before the abortion? Is it too late to go now?
She complained a little about her indecision, people have come here, why not go in?
But she didn't dare, and she couldn't give up.
Put the mobile phone back in the handbag, she put out her hand to wipe a sour corner of her eyes. Unexpectedly, she wiped a hand of tears.
Once the tears fall down, they can't stop. No matter how she wipes them, they can't be wiped clean.
But time is still passing, flustered, and finally she took a breath, and finally took the first step to the door of the hospital.
It turns out that taking a step is not so difficult. As long as you take the first step, you can take the second step.
She clenched her lips and told herself not to be soft hearted and reluctant. It's not that the baby is bad, but that she, as a mother, is too failed to protect him and keep him by her side.
Child, in the next life, don't reincarnate into her stomach, don't look for her useless mother
As soon as she closed her eyes, she stepped forward and quickly went up the steps.
I don't care about anything. I can't manage any more. I missed today. I don't know if I will have this chance in the future.
It's not a good thing for the child to stay in her stomach and say to her about Beiming night. Beiming night's attitude is better these days, but no one knows when he will go crazy again and strangle her for the sake of the child.
But what Ming didn't expect was that she had just taken a few steps, and even less than one-third of the steps. The man who didn't know how long he had been standing behind her finally sighed, and his slender legs caught up with her in two steps.
When her wrist was clenched again, when the shadow appeared in her sight again, when he pulled her into his arms and hugged her, she finally burst into tears.
Chengquan's little hands kept falling on his chest. She couldn't even change her breath. Her voice was hoarse, but she kept accusing him: "the child is yours. Why do you doubt me? Why force me? I have never betrayed you. I have never betrayed you. "
Beiming night closed her eyes, covered the bitterness of her eyes, and pulled her into her arms. She just hugged her, saying nothing, and didn't stop her beating herself.
The child is his. Let's take it as his. It won't be mentioned by anyone in the future. He really didn't expect that even when he used all his contacts, he couldn't find the person who violated her.
There was no sign at all. The man seemed to be completely nonexistent. No matter how he checked, he had no clue.
Maybe it's predestined. It's not bad to be a father.
She didn't know how long she had beaten him. When her hands were almost exhausted, he suddenly picked her up and strode down the steps.
Mingke woke up with a start. He pulled his skirt subconsciously, looked up at his calm face, and said in a soft voice: "the doctor is going to work, I I have to go in. "
"What are you doing in there?" He hummed softly and walked to the car.
Mingke is not as optimistic as he is. When she goes in to do something, her heart is broken at the mention of this problem. She lowers her head and looks at his lapel, which is held in her hand by herself. Her voice is unspeakably bitter: "I know you don't like him. I won't make you embarrassed. I didn't want to give birth to him, which will hinder you later. I..."
"Have you finished?" Beiming night went to the car, Yitang had opened the door for him, he held Mingke head into, put her on his leg.
When the car door was closed beside them, Mingke looked up at him again and said uneasily, "I'm not pretending to you, sir. I've figured it out. I don't mean to blame you at all, really.""Then why did you hit me just now?" She said that she didn't blame him. Although he didn't feel any pain when she beat him so hard, she beat her hands red and cried. She didn't blame him. Who did she blame?
Holding her hands in his hands and looking at the red one, his eyes softened and his long finger crossed the edge of her hand gently: "I didn't say no, what did you come here to do? If I don't find you today, have you given up on your own? "
Mingke didn't say anything. In fact, she didn't know when he would stand behind her or find her.
The car started slowly in the driveway, and soon drove into the traffic. Beiming night still rubbed her little hand. For a long time, they did not speak, so they sat quietly until the car drove back to the imperial court. She was carried back to her room by him and put on the bed.
"I'm sorry." Looking up to meet his deep eyes, she whispered.
"What are you sorry for?" It's not her fault. Why apologize to him? He is not so unreasonable.
Is it in her heart that his image has always been so bad that she is afraid of being like this?
Mingke doesn't know why she said sorry to him. Maybe it's because she stood outside the hospital gate for so long today and didn't dare to go in. Does he think she is deliberately delaying time and waiting for him to find herself?
But she really didn't have this idea, she just didn't know why, just couldn't walk in.