After going upstairs, Beiming stayed in the room all the time. He wanted to do something, but when he wanted to be named, he got on the scene of long Chuhan's car and left, and he didn't even have the heart to do it.
He went to the balcony, lit a cigarette and smoked silently for more than two hours.
It wasn't until about nine o'clock in the evening that Mingke came back in silence. When he pushed the door, there was no figure of him in the room, but there was a smell of tobacco, which came from the balcony.
Knowing that he was smoking there, she ignored him, went in, put her handbag on the desk, took a nightgown from the wardrobe and went to the bathroom.
Just closed the bathroom, just about to lock up, suddenly, the bathroom door was pushed open a gap.
The cold face of Beiming night appeared in her sight, secretly congratulating herself that she had not taken off her clothes. She was relieved, looked at him and said: "what? Do you want to use the bathroom? Then you use it first. "
Opening the door, she passed him and stepped out.
Suddenly his waist was tight, but he had already pulled him back.
"For what?" She was still a little flustered, maybe more powerless.
Here, no matter what he wants to do, she can't stop it. That's what she promised to stay with him for a year. Didn't she know that for a long time?
He closed the door of the bathroom. He didn't give her a chance to struggle. He helped her pull off her clothes
The sound of the water on and off the shower is rustling, but it still can't cover the heavy breathing sound of two people in the bathroom.
Mingke didn't have the ability to resist at all, and now she didn't want to fight. Since she couldn't resist, she learned to enjoy it. She didn't know who said that, so she closed her eyes and let him do it at will.
From the bathroom back to the room, sweating, and from the room back to the bathroom, two people are washed clean, he once again took her back to bed, a turn over will she again under the pressure.
However, this time, he just fixed his eyes on her, not for a moment, and did not act recklessly, nor did he have an impulsive desire for darkness.
"Not enough?" Mingke asked faintly.
Beiming night took a hard breath and looked at her colder: "when are you going to have a cold war with me?"
"I didn't have a cold war with you." There is really no angry expression on her face now, and it will not make people feel sad. On the contrary, it has never been calm.
Because it's calm, not sad, not resentment, it makes Beiming night more anxious and flustered.
Growing up, he has never been so flustered. He is flustered because he is really afraid that this woman no longer cares about him. Has she really given up on him?
He doesn't allow it. How can he allow it!
Bow, he buried his face in her neck nest, dumb voice light overflow: "girl, we make up, OK?"
Fame doesn't speak and doesn't want to say anything against one's will. In fact, there's no such thing as reconciliation now, but everyone is tired. He has his own difficulties, and so does she.
He for his mother, for their imperial family to revenge beimingxiong, she has no right to blame him, but beimingxiong is her grandfather, now, she is not angry, just cold.
"I know I shouldn't use you, especially you and Liancheng..." Beiming night did not look up, still buried in her neck nest, said in a dumb voice: "I have no choice, girl, she forced me to die, I almost watched her die in front of me, if I don't agree, she will hurt herself. She is the victim of this incident. She suffered a lot in those years, but your grandfather What he has done wrong should be borne by himself. The only wrong thing for me to do is to take advantage of you and Liancheng. For other things, I never feel that I have done anything wrong. "
"You are not wrong." Mingke closed her eyes. In fact, she really wanted to hold him. She knew that he was suffering and that he had a bad life these years, but she couldn't persuade herself to join him.
She really does not hate him, but really can not do not care about these things, if with him, how can she be worthy of her grandfather? How can she be worthy of her dead mother? She didn't take care of her grandfather for her mother. She couldn't do anything.
Beiming night's cheating on her has always existed. Maybe he once had sincerity, but he cheated her from beginning to end.
Long Shanshan's affairs are arranged by him. What about Dad's falling down? Even if he didn't do it, dad wouldn't have had an accident without his plan with long Shanshan.
He even nearly killed himself to make his grandfather believe him.
Such a crazy man, such a crazy move, all just for revenge.
Maybe it's not his fault, but if they change places and face a person who personally sent his relatives to prison, or even nearly died of a heart attack, can you still be with him without a heart attack?
At least she can't do it. With him, her conscience will be condemned all her life.
Beiming night is still holding her tightly, still buried in her neck nest, close your eyes, smell her fragrance, do not speak, do not know what to say.He doesn't want such a day. He wants his little woman to rely on him again and give him a chance to hold her in his arms and take care of her forever.
It's just such a small request. Why isn't she willing to meet it? Why can't she forgive him?
"I said that you are the only woman in my life. I will not want anyone else except you in this life." His hoarse voice rang again, and the breath fell on her neck, hot and hot.
The arms that held her tightly were strong and powerful. It was a warm embrace, but the tighter it was, the colder it was.
He still closed his eyes and said in a dumb voice: "don't mind the existence of Yu Feiyan. She and I have never had anything before and will never have anything in the future. Since she likes long Chuhan now, I will help her. Even if they can't be together, I will take care of her in the future. But, girl, I just want to take care of her because I owe her. I don't have a little love for her. I didn't have a little deviant behavior with her in the past. You believe me. "
Mingke bit his lip and his nose was sore.
How difficult should it be for him to say such a lot of explanations? But he still said, the heart is not without a little moved, but now, a heart really tired.
Gently climb up on his shoulder, know he is excited, she can't say a word of comfort.
The relationship between the two people is really strange. There is no quarrel, no mutual resentment, and it is not a cold war at all.
Just, everything is very light, everything is light.