Long Chuhan doesn't speak, but he doesn't look at Mingke any more. He doesn't know where to cast his indifferent eyes. The two rows of eyelashes, which are as thick as a fan, half cover his eyes, so that Mingke can't see through what is hidden in his eyes at this moment.
After calming himself down, Mingke took a long breath, looked at him and said, "if I don't want to say it, I won't force it, just I still want to advise you, if you can, don't work for eagle, OK? I don't believe that you are such a vicious person, and I don't believe that you would like to kill others for no reason. "
All the people in the eagle are killers. According to his conditions, there will be no small people in it. What's more, if she guesses correctly, the dead blue is still one of the four killers.
If he can live with one of the four kill eagles, how low can his status be?
What she is most afraid of now is that even he is one of the four killers of flying eagle. If that's true Heart a tight, name can be hard to pat his head, do not allow yourself to continue to think.
"I I've made a mistake since a long time ago. I can't clean it up in my life. " I don't know how long it took, long Chuhan finally spoke. He didn't look at Mingke, and he didn't know what he was looking at, but his voice was hoarse with a kind of despairing indifference.
Mingke's heart was pulled by the desperation in his words, and a little bit of bitterness flashed by. But she still took his big hand and said seriously: "it's not too late to mend the sheep. Brother, as long as you have the heart, you can do it. Don't work for the eagle, don't kill people any more."
"Do you want me to give up resisting?" Long Chuhan smiles and suddenly looks up at the wall in the distance. His smile is bitter and helpless: "do you think that if I give up, those people will leave me a way to live? It's impossible. Maybe now they will leave me alive for some purpose, so that the people of flying eagle mistakenly think that they can live as long as they are from the capital. But Once the flying eagle completely disintegrates, they don't need me to be a specimen. At that time, they will also kill me. "
"Brother..." Mingke felt a pain in his heart. Although it is clear that what he said may be the truth, what can he do now? She really didn't want to see him do bad things, and didn't want him to make mistakes again and again.
"Do you feel disappointed and hate this cousin in front of you?" Long Chuhan suddenly looked down at her and asked with a smile.
"Brother, are you still blaming me?" Mingke felt guilty, but he didn't know how to say it and didn't want to say it.
There's nothing to explain. From the beginning, she suspected him and deliberately investigated him. Now, what's the use of explanation?
Wrong is wrong, sorry for his things have been done, she does not regret, just feel bad.
"What do I blame you for?" Long Chuhan just laughed. Although the smile was bitter, he didn't feel reluctant: "I don't blame you, but I'm really afraid you look down on me..."
After a while, he continued: "in fact, I'm not a killer. I'm a flying eagle. There are only a few people who don't need to kill."
Mingke looked up at him, a little surprised.
Long Chuhan continued calmly: "but I want to help them kill people, because I want to help them deal with a lot of data problems, so as to facilitate them to start."
Mingke's finger tips trembled, and his heart suddenly contracted strongly.
Data Did he make the logo on the photos she saw on his laptop?
Is he going to help the man named blue to kill himself? However, since he wanted to kill her, why did he save her last night?
"Disappointed, isn't it?" Long Chuhan doesn't look at her any more. He takes a breath. He suddenly leans to climb down from the bed.
Mingke said, "where are you going?"
"I'm thirsty." He said.
Mingke gently pushed him, and still pushed him back to the head of the bed. Without saying a word, she picked up the empty cup on the bedside table and went out of the room. She took a cup of warm water from the hall and handed it back to him again.
After watching him drink a whole cup of water, she took the cup from his hand, put it on the bedside table, stared at him and said, "since you help him, why do you want to save me tonight?"
"That's my job. I have to do it."
"And now? What's the point of saving me? "
Long Chuhan looked up at her, two pieces of white lips incited, but finally did not say a word.
Mingke said for him: "is it because you suddenly feel that you don't want to harm your cousin or relatives, because your conscience is not dead, you are not so vicious and cruel, or because you have already saved me when you don't know why?"
"Is there a difference?" Long Chuhan finally smiles. This smile actually has a little light taste. In fact, the meaning of these two statements is not the same? Since it's the same, what else to ask?
This rare ease also makes Mingke relaxed in an instant.
"There's no difference, but I hope you can choose between them and give me an answer." Mingke took a chair and sat down beside the bed. Looking at him, he said softly, "as long as you give me an answer, am I very low?"Long Chuhan breathes out a breath and suddenly closes his eyes. He doesn't know whether he wants to rest or not.
But Mingke is still sitting quietly by the bed, patiently waiting for what he will say when he opens his eyes to see himself again.
Finally, after more than ten seconds, long Chuhan really opened his eyes, looked at her, and said faintly: "when I was a teenager, I killed a person by mistake. At that time, I was young. I didn't know what to do. I only knew that if I was found out, my life would be over."
"And then?" Mingke asked.
"Later..." Long Chuhan breathed a sigh, a bit helpless: "someone tried to help me carry the crime, the price is to let me join the eagle, for them to process some data."
"Why did they choose you?"
"Because a year ago, I took part in an international computer application technology competition and won the championship. At that time, Beiming Liancheng was still young and its fame had not yet begun."
Name can move the lower lip, but still did not speak, just looking at him.
Long Chuhan continued: "you should be able to guess what happened later with your smart head. That person's death was counted on the head of the flying eagle, which made everyone think that he was killed by the killer of the flying eagle. For my own future, I became a part of the flying eagle from then on. "
Because he was confused for a moment, or maybe he was too young at the beginning and didn't have much courage to bear his own fault, so he fell into this vortex, but he didn't know that after he fell into it, the vortex would get bigger and bigger, and he would get deeper and deeper.
But Mingke is still very lucky, at least he is only responsible for data research, not personally killing people.
Although he also provided technical support when LAN killed her, now she doesn't complain.
I can't complain.
Now she only hopes that he can leave everything in the past and start his own life again, although, for the time being, she still can't think of any way to help him.
As for this time, the most important thing is to cure him.
Looking at him, Mingke said softly, "brother, shall we go to the hospital today? Your illness... "
"No problem." This Chu dragon is bitter and astringent. There is no remedy for it