She is very good every day. She has a good meal and a good rest. She has no taste and tries to eat two more because she has to give her children a supplement. I can't sleep at night, so I'll squint more during the day. Usually go out, in the community around, far away with bodyguards. Li youyou asked her to go shopping. She was afraid that she was worried and went with her. Li youyou also knew that she might be in a bad mood, so the movies she took to see were sweet love movies, and the restaurants she took to were all stewed with light ingredients. Go to her house and watch the comedy variety show, all for her, she knows.

She was not young at that time. As long as she was not happy, she didn't want to pay attention to the kindness of others. It's all kindness from others, and she will try to do it.

Besides, she's a mother, too.

Even if she doesn't think about herself, she has to think about her children.

The child grows up day by day, originally only can move occasionally in the middle of the night. And now, he seems to be showing his own energy, she has to eat, she has to be calm, she has to be emotional.

However, after watching many love movies, she thought about herself and lengs city. No matter how many comedies she saw, she couldn't laugh at all. Even if Li youyou and the baby sitter are laughing, she can't laugh.

The only thing she can do is that lengsi city told her that she must live a good life and give birth to children. He will come back. It's just a matter of time. She will have a good baby and wait for him.

But after returning home from the hospital that day, she packed a lot of things, including this baby diary. She can't use the computer for the sake of her children, so she writes a little every day when she has nothing to do. Write when you are in a good mood and write when you are not. When your child is older, you can also let your child see what his father has done for him.

She thought for a moment and began to write: "today is Friday. Oh, it's too early in the morning. Saturday. The weather forecast is clear, the cold air has passed through, but the temperature is still a little low, but it is a pity that the first snow of this year has not been seen

For a long time, she did not take the pen, and the beautiful pen characters she had practiced had no skeleton. The bedside lamp was dim. She looked at the filament of the light bulb and thought for a long time, but she still wrote: "today, my father's friend called and said that my father was still in it, and his life was not very good. He is too proud to be happy in it She also reflected on herself and said with a bitter smile: "in fact, what can I say about him? My mother recalls her own past They all feel that they have been too rigid and too proud, and they always hold him close. Want to approach, but also afraid of injury, in such a forward and backward, but hurt him, also hurt our feelings

"His friend scolded me today. I think he was right. As a wife, I'm really unqualified. At that time, in my eyes, maybe he was not as important as my family and myself. I was born in a bad family, so I feel inferior. I don't want to be looked down upon, but I don't know that respect is mutual at first. I put myself in a lower position than others and refused all his help. I think only in this way can I prove my ability. "

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