Chapter 183 - I Will Wait For You!

"Finally, I got some alone time to spend with my fiancee!" Johnson said as he buried his face in Samantha's neck breathing in her smell making Samantha blush.

Johnson wrapped his arms around Samantha and slides her hairs to one side on her right shoulder and gave her a wet kiss making Samantha moan.

"You like that?" Johnson asked giving her another wet kiss on her neck.

"Yes!" Samantha answered making Johnson look at her.

Johnson turned Samantha around to face him and cupped her face in his palms.

"I love you so much!" Johnson said looking into Samantha's eyes and Samantha just pressed her lips against Johnson lips.

Johnson was taken aback seeing Samantha kissing him as soon as he said, I love you. Johnson is not at all sure, what's going on in Samantha's mind because she always reacts to his kisses and trying to be bold with him. She is trying her level best and kissing him but thinking he doing all this without loving him making Johnson crazy. Even tho, she loves him, he wants her to him from her mouth that she loves him too but Samantha is so hell adamant about not telling I love you too Johnson. 

Johnson reacted to her kiss as he wrapped his arms around Samantha and made her sit on the counter. He got between her legs and wrapped one of his arms around Samantha's neck deepening the kiss. 

Johnson tried to dominate Samantha but again he felt he doesn't want tol as she is trying so hard to deepen the kiss more. 

"Mmm... " Johnson and Samantha moaned at a time. Samantha grabbed Johnson's collar and made him come closer to her.

Johnson felt good seeing her struggling a lot for kissing him so hard. Johnson released Samantha's lips as he felt her breathless but at the same time, trying so hard to not stop the kiss.

"Take a deep breath first!" Johnson said with a smirk as looked at Samantha with a beetroot color face! 

"Huh?" Samantha asked as she tucked her hair behind her ear.

"Why do you always react to me and kiss me?" Johnson asked and Samantha looked at him with a frown.

"I mean... Why don't you say, I love you too me? If you are reaching to the kiss, what should I expect or think about this Samantha?" Johnson asked and Samantha didn't dare to look into his eyes. 

"Umm... Umm... " Samantha stuttered.

"Do you still need time?" Johnson asked.

"Hmmm..." Samantha answered as she still didn't dare to look into his eyes.

"Samantha..." Johnson called.

"Hmmm...." Samantha replied.

"Look into my eyes!" Johnson said and Samantha slowly raised her face looking into Johnson's eyes.

"Do you still need time?" Johnson asked as he cupped her face in his hands.

"Yes!" Samantha answered with her heavy heart because she actually doesn't need any time. Samantha is ready to tell him, I love you and want to tell him how much she actually loves him but she just wants time to show him how special he is to her. 

Samantha wants to tell Johnson, I love you too so beautifully as to how planned their first date. She wants to make that special surprise for him and wants to make that a special day for them! 

"Johnson... Please... A little time is enough for me! The day is not so long!" Samantha replied and Johnson just kept staring into her eyes.

"Trust me, please!" Samantha requested and Johnson sighed.

"Yeah..." Johnson replied but Samantha can see the sadness in his voice clearly!

"Johnson... Look, I want us to be perfect! You already did so much for me and I want to return it all... You made me feel good with your love and it's my responsibility to make you feel good with my love too! Just give me a few more days!" Samantha said and Johnson kissed her forehead.

"I told you many times and I am saying it again. Take your time. You are the best thing that happened in my life. My love is enough for us both. It just that my insecurities are kicking me and making me feel that I am not good enough for you!" Johnson replied looking into Samantha's eyes and she hugged him.

"No, Johnson. You are awesome in your way... You are more than enough for me. I already told you this to take this out from your mind. You are the only person who accepted me as I am! Without you, there is no Samantha! You again showered me, how to love and how to express the love and for that, I will be eternally grateful for you. I learned many things from you! You have a big and beautiful heart and I am so lucky to have you in my life!" Samantha said with a bright smile.

"You think, I am good enough for you? Because you feel so perfect to me even though you have flaws. Those make me see the beauty in it too! Your flaws are just as beautiful as your heart, Samantha!" Johnson replied.

"Johnson, I am telling you, again, and again, you are more than perfect for me. So, don't think of any other things, and just don't let them come into your mind. But if you do, it will create problems in our relationship and it's your wish at last! But please trust me, you are the only one I can lean on whenever I am going through something! I have this confidence in me... I hope, you will have this too!" Samantha said with a smile looking into Johnson's eyes.

Johnson took a deep breath and looked into Samantha's eyes. He nodded his head with a smile as he kissed her forehead again.

"Yes!" Johnson replied making Samantha smile brightly.

"Thank you!" Samantha said as she hugged Johnson tightly. 

"No, thanks to you. Talking to you openly always makes me feel good! Thank you so much, love!" Johnson replied as he hugged her back smiling brightly.