Chapter 352 - I Need To Save Myself.

Alexi's eyes widened as Martin grabbed her wrist and bought her close to his chest as he wrapped his arms around her waist. 

Alexi looked up at him with her wide eyes as he looked into her eyes. 

"Martin..." Alexi said.

"Where are you going too?" Martin asked looking into her eyes.

"Away from you... I don't think... This will work out..." Martin cut off Alexi in mid-sentence as he pushed her to the wall and leaned her against it. She closed her eyes with fear and when she opens her eyes, she saw Martin so close to her and she can feel his breath on her neck. 

"Martin..." Martin cut off Alexi in mid-sentence as he pressed his lips against hers. 

He bites her lips as she isn't at all opening her mouth. She opened her mouth with a pain as he bites her lips. He pushed his tongue inside her mouth and kissed her hard. He didn't look at if she is pain or not... He kissed her passionately... He showed his love in his kiss. He showed his worriedness in his kiss. Everything making Alexi go crazy right now... His kiss is telling everything to her that he doesn't want to let her go... Away from him. But, seeing people talking shit about them... She couldn't keep this anymore. He deserves better than her. And so, she wants to leave.

But little did she knows that it's all Alexi's fault that is making things hard around them. But still, she is making it hard for herself to accept anything. All these are making her insane but still, she doesn't want to do anything which can mess their relationship. Seeing Martin getting affected mostly about this making her think that what if something big might happen between them? Will he still behave like this without talking out? Or just tries to escape from the situation? These are making them tough but they promised each other that they will both fight for the tough problems together with a ring about each other but when it suddenly came... He just vanished without asking her anything about the yesterday's thing and news, tabloid. Alexi is just trying to reach for Martin since morning but he didn't at all answer her calls and now, suddenly he showed up and now kissing her as if there is no tomorrow. Alexi kept her hands on his chest and pushed him a little but he didn't at all move a little. 

She again with force pushed him again and this time he stepped back as he stumbles back. 

"What are you doing?" Alexi asked.

"Kissing my fiance." Martin answered making Alexi chuckle.

"Didn't you remember this fiancee when you left this house with anger? Or when she continuously calling you for knowing about your whereabouts?" Alexi asked as a tear falls down from her eyes. 

"I am sorry..." Martin said as he steps close to her.

"Don't... Don't come close to me." Alexi yelled and Martin nodded his head as he again steps back. 

"I am really sorry!" Martin said.

"Sorry for what?" Alexi shouted.

"For not answering your calls." Martin answered.

"And?" Alexi asked and Martin shrugged as he steps closer to her this time.

"I said, don't come close to me... Can't you understand?" Alexi yelled but still, Martin stepped closer to her and grabbed her hands, and held them above her head as she is making him tough to come closer to her. 

"Alexi..." Martin called making Alexi stop moving in his arms. 

Alexi stopped and looked up at him with her teary eyes. Martin cupped her face in his hands and wiped teh tears away from her face and kissed her forehead.

"You are a blessing to me." Martin sakd looking into her eyes.

"Don't ever say that you will leave me... And go away from me... Ever! You are the love of my life." Martin said and a tear falls down from her eyes.

"Do not t ever go away from me. You are under my oath. More than my own self, I am in love with you. Are you getting it? I am in love with you!" Martin said again as tears rolled in his eyes too. 

"I told you many times and I will tell you again and again... You are the best thing that happened to me in my life." Martin said as tears started falling down from Alexi's eyes.

"Then... Why... Did you leave me?" Alexi asked.

"I didn't leave you... I didn't. I know you are innocent in everything. You did everything with your pure and kind heart but people around you aren't good enough as you think, My love. That's what I told you last night. Didn't I?" Martin asked.

"Then you are telling that Nick isn't good and all this is Nick doing?" Alexi asked.

"Will you believe me if I say yes?" Martin asked and Alexi sighed.

"I know, You will not... So, I am not telling you it's all Nick doing... In fact, I went to find him to break his bones as soon as I saw the news. But, I couldn't find him anywhere... Neither his home nor agency. But I got to know that he had a flight to take and when I called up the airport management, they said, he already took off..." Martin said making Alexi sigh. 

"Fine... It's not his fault but the paparazzi. But do you know how much I got hurt seeing him kissing your hands? I know, you just have good intentions but I don't easily believe people around me... I am a man, Alexi... I know... How a man's intentions are! And when it comes to his girl, he will be more possessive than you think..." Martin said as he looked into her eyes. 

"Everyone is talking as if I did wrong? Did I really do something wrong?" Alexi asked with tears in her eyes amd Martin shook his head as he again wiped her tears away from her eyes.

"You didn't, Love. You did what made you feel good. But this is just... You believe so easily... Why do you just think that Nick is good? I don't at all understand that?" Martin asked.

"Why do you think, Nick is not good, Martin?" Alexi asked making Martin sigh.

"Alexi..." Alexi shook her head as she cut Martin off in mid-sentence. 

"No, Martin... No... I don't understand what is the problem here in trusting someone... I know, Everyone has this thing without benefits none will be friends with us... But... it hurts when your own family can't understand what are you going through... Can't my mom trust me? Doesn't she know me? I did a lot for my family... But today, I am listening to a lot of them... It hurts like hell... The age, where I need to go to school and enjoy with other kids and should spend my tender age peacefully but I... I... With fears, I started working in an industry which I have no idea about... I made money and gave it into the home... Everything started changing... I got busy for making money without spending a proper time with my family just because we need money at home... If I didn't make any money, then there will not be any food on our table... Things were hard and I used to to have a lot of body pains... Still, I worked. Just because of my family... But today, My mom... Is feeling low by me... What did I do to make her feel that ashamed?" Alexi asked with teh fresh tears falling down from her eyes. 

"You did nothing wrong, Alexi... Nothing wrong... Maybe, she is just mad and angry at you... But it will fade away in time... Maybe, she didn't tell you in that sense and you misunderstood it... It happens, Love... You need to talk it out with your mom... It's totally fine... Whatever she told you, at last, all those are said by your mom... So, don't worry..." Martin said and Alexi shook her head in no.

"I wouldn't have felt bad if my mom didn't tell me that... I would have enough mental strength to accept if any outsider said that but... Whatever it is said by my Mom... My mother... I couldn't take it, Martin... She should understand what I am going through. I am a human too... I have feelings too..." Alexi said with tears.

"Alexi... Alexi... Stop crying... It's fine... She will understand things... Soon... She is just mad at why you went on a dinner with Nick... That's it... She will figure it out herself... You don't at all have to worry about it..." Martin replied as he wiped her tears away and kissed her forehead.

"I hope so too... It's good that she figure out things... But if she talks to me like this ever again... I can't control myself... Neither with you or anyone... This is making me go beyond my emotions... I will leave everything going on... And go away from everyone to save myself." Alexi said as she pushed away Martin a little and walked away from him.