Chapter 528 - Love Is Heaven But It Hurts Like Hell!

"I do." Lucas answered.

"Then... Don't talk like this!" Johnson said making Lucas sigh.

"Yes... It's hard to control your desires when you see the girl your love in front of you is hard... But , Lucas... You need to wait for your time... Until she accepts you! But trust me... It will be the best time ever when she accepts you..." Johnson said making Lucas sigh.

"And as for the other thought... Yes, you deserve her. You both deserves each other... But if you think, you both are so good for each other then none can do anything. It's you who should hold on to each other and know that you both are made for each other. Think in a positive way and make her understand that you can wait for her until she is ready!" Johnson said.

"But Johnson... I just couldn't stop thinking if she deserves better than me? What if I am not upto her?" Lucas asked.

Lucas, to be honest you shouldn't let this though come in between in the relationship. You both love each other and feel good with each other. You both know that you both love each other and that is enough. Trust me, if you let these thoughts get into your head, then it will only break your realtionship. If there is something bothering you, talk with her. But if she doesn't want to talk anytime soon. Give her time... She will figure herself and come to you!" Johnson said.

"If she thinks, that she deserves better than you then she won't stay with you but leave you alone and would have gien away from you a long back ago... Heck, she doesn't even accept you but she did. She knows that you love her more than anything. A girl only want someone who love her to his death but not someone who thinks she deserves better than her love. She has her eyes on you not on other guys... Then you need learn from her that, she only wants you in your life and only you! You are important to her." Johnson said with a smile.

"But just don't leave her just because of some silly thoughts!" Johnson said making Lucas sigh.

"Not when, you already took a decision to marry her. She trusted you. And loved you! Make her know how much she means to you!" Johnslm said as Lucas got up from his couch and shrugged his shoulders.

"It gets hard when I look into her face... She is just so innocent for me. She doesn't even had a boyfriend before. She doesn't have any experience in this. But when it comes to me... I am a man... Who played around with many girls... And used them for my desires but still... This woman loves me... Why? What did she sees in me? She is not a woman who desire my empire either... She loves me genuinely... I can see her love in her eyes that break my heart." Lucas said.

"Lucas... Can I tell you something?" Johnson asked as he got up from the couch.

"Every person in this world is different... But people who crave for Love sees their heart and how much they held their pain in them and how strong they are mentally." Johnson said.

"Yes, you were a Playboy. She loved a big playboy... But, you have shown her that you have changed. You changed for her!" Johnson said with a smile.

"You showed how much you love her. And how much you wanted in her life. She saw how serious you were with your love. You have talked about a girlwith your parents for the first time and she likes how serious you were with her!" Johnson said making Lucas take a deep breath.

"How do you think I made Samantha believe me when she is broken from inside? I am not a playboy but I had my shares in girls... But she never looked or asked about such things... I changed myself and stopped going out with woman's... I showed my interest in Samantha and made her know that I am serious with her! You already know about Samantha. It was way harder for me to go through this phase but trust me... All these is worth it. We have never thought if we deserve each other or not. Maybe, she did... But, if she kept thinking that then she won't have take a step forward towards me. Even if she doesn't, I would have taken a step towards her because I need her in my life... I only wanted her in my life and just look at us now, we are happily married." Johnson said with a smile.

"Love do really hurts... But it's a heaven to live in! That love burns you up... But be ready to cry and heal... And mend your relationship!" Johnson said as he looked at Lucas making him smile.

"As I said the love is heaven but it still can hurt like hell... You need to be careful with every step you take. You need to be sure about this love and make things work yourself. See if she comfortable or not with whatever you are doing! Change yourself more and more for her if you want her!" Johnson said.

"Love is all about sacrificing and pain... Remember to keep your ego away when you want your realtionship to be stable." Johnson said with a smile.

"Relationship is hard for everyone as we need to do adjustment with the other person in every little thing. But you need to be happy to share everything with your love!" Johnson said as he looked at Lucas.

"I need this understanding in my brain. God." Lucas replied making Johnson chuckle.

"Don't think about anything... Just go with the flow..." Johnson said and Lucas nodded his head at him.

"Don't think if you deserve her or you are going to ruin her innocence and stuff! You love all of her innocence. Try to keep them like that in her and ruin her with your pampering!" Johnson said with a chuckle making Lucas smile.

"Samantha is lucky!" Lucas said making Johnson smile.

"I am lucky to have her in my life!" Johnson replied making Lucas nod his head at him with a smile.