Chapter 519 I Can't Promise

Chapter 519 I can't agree

Gu Nuan pondered for a moment, then thought of Lady yang's mouth, and finally shook his head.

"No, I can do it all by myself. Although I'm from the city, I'm not that delicate. I've been to... Primitive tribes. It's much harder than this. I can adapt to it."

Huang Qingquan couldn't help but say,

"Okay, I'll go back and get someone to help you move the bed over, and then I'll help you move the rest of your luggage over, just cooking... I'll bring your food over tonight, and I'll get someone to help you put on the stove outside tomorrow."

Gu Nuan nodded. After Huang Qingquan left, she came out of the office, locked the door, and slowly walked towards her small dormitory.

There was a gingko tree in front of the dormitory, so she took a small stool and sat under it, holding two eggs that a child had brought her, and quietly looked at the three classrooms.

The eggs should have been cooked in the morning. By the end of october, the weather was not so hot and the cooked eggs would not change for a day.

She actually had no appetite, but she still forced herself to eat, even if not for herself, but also for the child in her stomach.

She looked down at her belly. This child came at a bad time, but after all, it was still her flesh and blood. She couldn't bear to part with it.

The first child had already turned into a pool of blood, and she had also experienced the pain of south africa, and now she finally left. No matter what, she still had to give birth to this child.

Let him grow up with the mountains, grow into the tenacity and silence of the mountains, grow into the simplicity and kindness of the people in the mountains.

Thinking of this, she covered her stomach with her hand and said softly.

"Baby, you have to be good inside."

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"Mom came to this remote mountain village, but this is the safest place."

"...

"Although it is extremely inconvenient to rush to the market here, mother has brought enough money to come over. It is also very convenient to buy chickens, ducks, geese and eggs. Every family in the village has them. Mother will not treat you badly and will help you to recover."

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"Baby, you have to be obedient. Don't mess around inside. It's far from town."

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"Mom will take you and live a good life in the mountains."

Gu Nuan sat under the gingko tree for a while, then got up and went to the office again. He took out today's homework and started correcting it.

There weren't many students. There were only a dozen students in the two classes. The homework was corrected quickly, but zhou tian's essay was revised one by one.

As soon as she finished marking her homework and walked out of the office, she saw a figure shaking at the door of the dormitory. She hurried over and saw Huang Qingquan standing at the door with a lunchbox in his hand.

When he saw her coming, he immediately walked up to her with the food box in his hand, and then said to her:

"You don't have a table or a stool in your dorm. Just eat in the office."

Gu Nuan nodded, then turned around and opened the office door. The two of them walked in together. Huang Qingquan opened the lunch box, which was filled with fragrant green pepper slices and heart of vegetables, and a large bowl of bone soup.

"You want to eat so much tonight?"

Gu Nuan was startled and looked up at him. Before that, dinner consisted mainly of simple noodles or porridge.

In fact, after coming here, three meals a day were relatively simple, even at noon, the most eaten was scrambled eggs, meat and other things had to go to the town to market to buy back, and no one in the nearby villages sold anything.

"You are pregnant. Naturally, you have to eat more. The child needs to be nourished."

Huang Qingquan urged her:

"Hurry up and eat. It won't taste good when it gets cold. I brought it over to you with a thick cotton jacket."

When Gu Nuan heard him say this, he realized that he was wearing a thick cotton-padded jacket. But now, it was not time to wear a thick cotton-padded jacket.

She quickly picked up her chopsticks and started eating, while Huang Qingquan helped clean up the office, which was a little messy when she was correcting her homework.

He tidied up and tidied up, just as Gu Nuan had finished his meal.

Huang Qingquan sat down and looked at her. Gu Nuan was startled by the cautious look in his eyes. Then he quickly asked,

"What's wrong?"

"Xinrui, you... Will you come and live with me?"

Gu Nuan froze and dropped his chopsticks on the ground before he could put them down.

Go back?

Gu Nuan looked up at him, and he was also looking at Gu Nuan. Although he was a little cautious, his eyes were still so serious and careful.

After a long time, Huang Qingquan blushed and spoke shyly.

"I... I hope you can stay with me, so I didn't ask anyone to help you move the bed."

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"Xinrui, I will take good care of you."

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Gu nuan opened her mouth and tried to say something, but her throat choked up and she barely spoke for a long time.

"But I..."

"I will take good care of this child, too."

Before Gu Nuan could finish his sentence, Huang Qingquan hurriedly picked it up.

"I will treat him as if he were my own."

"I'm not worried that you're not good to the child, but -"

She hesitated and did not continue.

What was she going to say?

She had no right to marry. She was not a child abandoned by her boyfriend. She was a married woman.

All these years, her heart was full of sorrow. How could such a broken self have the nerve to tell in front of such a simple man as spring water?

Especially after he expressed his feelings for her.

Huang Qingquan saw that she had only said half of what she had said. After a long time, he hesitated and said it again.

"Xinrui, I know I'm from the mountains. It's simple and I don't have much money. But I will work hard. You don't have to worry about our bad life. I just have to work hard. After taking the exam at the school you signed me up for and getting the certificate, I can become an official teacher. In our place, there are two teachers in one family. Although life is not very rich, it can still go on."

Huang Qingquan looked at her and then smiled sheepishly.

"I know you don't know how to farm. Don't worry, I won't let you work in the field. If I get promoted and my salary is high, we don't have to plant so much. We can just plant some vegetables and eat by ourselves. We can devote ourselves to teaching. Of course, we should also teach the child in your belly well so that he can become a talented person and then go to the big city to be a person who can contribute to society."

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Speaking of this, Huang Qingquan's eyes lit up, and when he looked at Gu Nuan, his face was filled with longing for a better life in the future.

Xin rui, don't worry, our days will gradually get better."

Gu Nuan looked at Huang Qingquan in a daze, but his eyes were like a mirror, and there was a colorful past in them.

Gu Qishan, Lin Furong, Gu Ling, Jiang Haoxuan, Yu Lishen, Cheng Yuner, Yu Lishen... And grandma and father.

Of course, there was also the man's face, faintly in front of her, or joy or anger, every frown and smile, all lingering in her mind.

It turned out that she had gone through so much in the first half of her life...

Both men and women in this world are pursuing true love, and an ordinary couple in the mountains, in fact, is a daily routine, every day is a repeat of the first day of life, as if there is no fun.

However, such a simple life, in fact, has always been what she hoped for. There is no scheming, no deception, there is only plain and honest treatment.

Looking at Huang Qingquan's innocent and sincere face, Gu Nuan took a deep breath and then spoke apologetically.

"Qingquan, thank you, thank you for being so good to me, thank you for looking up to me, but..."

"Just what?" Huang Qingquan asked nervously.

"I don't deserve it."

"Xinrui, don't say that. You can't humiliate yourself because of this."

Huang Qingquan said to her in a hurry:

"It doesn't matter if you have children or if you used to have bad relations with other men."

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"The past is over. It's no use worrying about it. All I know is that when I'm with you, our future will be dull and happy."

Plain and happy!

This had always been what she longed for, and how much she wished for a dull and happy life.

Huang Qingquan's expression was serious and strict, and it could be seen that he had spoken to her after careful consideration.

It was not that Gu Nuan had never been confessed, but this time, when she was confessed by such a simple and sincere boy, not only her cheeks were burning, but her eyes were burning.

Huang Qingquan looked at her quietly. After waiting for a long time, seeing that she didn't respond, he couldn't help but ask again:

"Xinrui... Do you agree?"

Gu Nuan calmed down the ups and downs of his emotions and looked up at those expectant eyes, feeling even more guilty.

"Qingquan... I can't agree."

"Ah?" Huang Qingquan exclaimed in surprise and looked at her, "Why?"

"Because I'm not Dai Xinrui, and I'm not 23."

Gu Nuan paused and closed his eyes slightly before opening them again.

"I'm not an unmarried woman either. I'm a married woman!"

Finally, he said that he thought he could live in the mountains in Dai Xinrui's name for ten or eight years, but he did not live for six months, but he could not hide it anymore.

"What? Are you a married woman?"

Huang Qingquan was so shocked that his eyes almost fell out, then he shook his head and shouted,

"No, that's impossible. I went to the education bureau yesterday to look at your information. You only graduated from college for a year. You taught at school before..."

"You're talking about Dai Xinrui,"

Gu Nuan took the message and smiled bitterly.

"I'm not Dai Xinrui. My name is - Gu Nuan."

"Gu nuan?"

Huang Qingquan looked at her doubtfully.

"Are you really not called Dai Xinrui?"

Gu Nuan took a deep breath and nodded heavily.

"Yes, I'm not Dai Xinrui. I'm here to teach in Dai Xinrui's place."

"You are a married woman. Why do you do this?" Huang Qingquan was even more confused.

"The past is a long story,"

Gu Nuan smiled bitterly and said softly:

"Well, qingquan, every family has its own problems. I don't want to talk about my family, my... Husband. Anyway, it's all over. Can you... Keep this secret for me?"

Huang Qingquan looked at her and asked thoughtfully:

"You mean, you're not Dai Xinrui's secret?"

"Yes."

Gu Nuan nodded.

"I don't want anyone else to know. I want to teach here for a few years under the name Dai Xinrui."

"Okay."

Huang Qingquan pondered for a long time and finally nodded heavily, as if giving a promise:

"I promise not to tell anyone, including my mother."

Gu Nuan laughed at his promise. She believed that this simple, sincere and kind man would be able to keep this secret for her.