It didn't take long for her to come back.
Just this time, when I came back, I had a little burden in my hand. "Here you are."
"What is this?"
"This is what my mother prepared for you. You are a girl's home. You can't go out without money! Here are some silver coins and jewels for you. Take it. "
"I don't need these."
Xu Manyi's face appeared rare serious!
"Zhixu, you have to take these! Mother knows, I can't give you anything. You want to live your own life and leave here, Niang can understand. But what I don't trust is that you are alone outside, lonely and helpless. If you don't have money, your life will be very hard. You take it, let the mother feel at ease, better. How are you
She is a kind-hearted, Ling Zhi Xu will not be disrespectful to this point.
"Well, I'll take it."
"That's good. In the future, if you have time and opportunity, come back and see us. Even if it's a glance, it's fine. "
"Well."
She was still a little worried. "Zhixu, you and the third prince? You
"What do you want to say?"
"Does the third prince know what you are going to do?"
"Why should I let him know?"
"You? I thought you had such a good relationship before, but now you're leaving, he doesn't know. Is that ok? "
"What's wrong with that?"
"It's nothing if you don't like him. But can we not be so far away? The third prince is a good man. You are so... "
"Stop!"
Xu Manyi really stopped. After stopping, he said immediately. "Zhi Xu, what's the matter?"
"I mean, you don't have to talk about it anymore. Because I don't want to hear it at all, do you understand? "
"What's the matter with you? I thought you were very strange before. Have you not made up since you quarreled with the third prince? "
"I don't have so much leisure to fight with him."
"What's the matter with you?"
"Nothing. You don't have to be curious about this. I accept your kindness and kindness. But I hope you don't tell anyone about my departure. "
"Can't you tell your father?"
"Yes, I can't say."
Ling Zhi Xu really thinks so, no matter what, she won't change her mind.
"Well, I see. Since you say so, what else can I do. But, Zhixu, I hope, in your heart, we can be your family. Any difficulty, you can say it. "
"Well."
In her heart, she never regarded Ling's family as her own.
The sense of distance in her heart can be felt by Manyi.
"I know that in your heart, maybe we are not your family. But, to be honest, I really hope that you can listen to us. We were together as a family, although something unpleasant happened. But, after all, we are together. "
Ling Zhi Xu can understand what they say, these things have been said to this point, what else to say?
"Can't you feel it? I'm not suitable for this place at all. You should be clear when I say so? "
"I know that if one day you find a good home, you must tell me. Because, I know you have a good home, I will bless you, happy for you
She can leave at any time. In fact, Hua Mo ran won't hold on to things in Qingluo's place.
If he wants to go, he has no choice.
But said to leave, lingzhixu now must want to understand one thing. That is, if you leave now, will you regret it.
Sitting in a tree, looking up at the sky, it is like a big gem with a bright whole body, emitting light.
She covered her chest with one hand. At the moment, her heart was beating peacefully. However, it has appeared twice.
After that woman fulfilled her wish, she had no such pain for a long time, but now, why did the pain come back.
Ling Zhi Xu really don't understand, this is why, but now I think, maybe, this is not the problem that I can understand.
She wanted to keep herself away from worldly things, so that she would not be involved in them.
But when she left, she hesitated.
The reason is not only because of Qingluo, but also because of the summer dust.
Yes, it's summer dust.
At the beginning, she was not willing to admit that she would be so anxious because of a man.She has always thought that she can do this without caring about anyone's ideas. But, in fact, it's just wrong.
Unconsciously, this person has entered his heart and can't let himself do other things quietly as before.
"Xia Mochen, what are you going to do? Why are you doing this to me? What the hell do you mean! "
What does it mean now? How could it be like this?
Why does he let his heart no longer calm, then he can withdraw from the whole body, and then turn into nothing? What the hell is this!
She decided to leave, but, there is no way, completely relieved to leave, think about it, or not so free, so now I can only let myself to find him, find him, ask clear.
This is also for the sake of people, so that they will no longer have anything to give up and unwilling.
Ling Zhi Xu decided to do so, immediately go out to find xia Mo Chen.
After he came out of the palace, he thought for a while and decided to go to Lingxiang.
A moment of peace can be found in her, at least for now.
Lingxiang was wearing a white dress and drawing with ink. At the moment, he just came from the outside.
"What are you doing?"
"Yes, sir."
Lingxiang immediately stops what she does, and then goes to the front of xia Mo Chen to salute.
He holds Lingxiang's arm with one hand, so that she doesn't have to be so restrained. "Why, girl?"
"Young master, why do you have time to come to Lingxiang today?"
"It's OK. Just come and have a look."
Xia Mochen went to the place where she had just painted, and saw this magnificent landscape painting. "Did you draw it yourself?"
"Yes."
"Pretty good."
Got the praise of xia Mo Chen, Lingxiang's small face suddenly a red, shy low head dare not look at him. "Lingxiang is just a little painting for a while. I dare not be praised by you."
"Don't be modest. Lingxiang, you are a rare woman. "
"Young master..."
Xia Mo Chen mentions the pen and adds a few strokes to the place where Lingxiang is still struggling with the painting.
Suddenly, the painting seemed to have a soul.
"Lingxiang, who did you learn from?"
"Since I was a child, some people have taught Lingxiang, but it's not good at learning Lingxiang, and it can't draw charm."
"It's not easy to draw a good picture. Lingxiang, come here and I'll teach you how to draw. "
"Yes."
Lingxiang walks over shyly, and Xia Mozhen gives her the pen in her hand.
She just stood beside xia Mo Chen, and then he took her cool hand.
The distance between the two people, suddenly close to a lot.
Lingxiang seems to be able to hear the strong and powerful heartbeat of xia Mo Chen. At the moment, his face is more red!
The palm of xia Mo Chen's hand, warm, gradually, convey her own warmth to her hands.
Ling Zhixu doesn't know where to find someone, but at the moment, isn't she able to find someone in sanwangfu?
"Is your Lord here?"
Ling Zhi Xu is still blocked by those people outside the door, but there is no way, she can only let these people help spread the word.
"Our Lord is not here!"
"No? All right, but when he comes back, tell him I've been here. "
"Girl, who are you?"
"My name is Ling Zhixu. You just need to tell her that. "
Ling Zhi Xu some gas, however, it is clear that he scolded himself, but also with that look at himself.
But why did she come here so unpromising? She was angry with herself and the summer dust. Angry that he is unreasonable, angry that he has no backbone.
In other words, she is full of anger, there is no place to vent!
However, xia Mo Chen is not in this place now, so where else can he go to find him?
She has no choice but to walk around. I hope she can meet again later.
But when Ling Zhixu walked through the teahouse, she heard that all the people in the teahouse said that there was a man who redeemed a woman from the Tibetan incense building, and that woman was the number one of the Tibetan incense building.
Such remarks, or attracted the attention of Ling Zhi Xu.
"You don't have any information from me. Do you know who that man is?"
"It must be the top officials in the capital. Otherwise, the owner of the Tibetan incense house will let the girl go?"
"Yes, maybe it's the emperor."
"Ha ha ha! I'll tell you, it's the grand third prince! It's a piece of gossip. Don't tell it, or you'll get yourself into trouble. "
"How do you know? That's the third prince! You can't talk nonsense about this kind of thing. ""How can I talk nonsense! My relatives saw it with their own eyes. And he's still on duty in the third prince's mansion. How can I not know? "
Ling Zhi Xu calmly after listening to these words, but his hands have been clenched into a fist.
Her eyes are full of anger!
Now, all she can think of is that she must find that guy!
And then
Yeah, find him, and then what?
What else can I do?
Think of here, Ling Zhi Xu clenched fist also loosened.
She couldn't find out what to do with her integrity. The anger she had just had was gone. What else can we do now?