Chapter 74

With the door of the office, Ren pointed to the stool: "sit."

They sat face to face at their desks, and Ren Yu looked at Li Sa.

Li Sa's character is bright and clear, not pretentious, and some boyish. As the only woman to integrate into the squadron, she did not encounter any obvious resistance, which relaxed Ren Yu who was worried and doubtful at first.

But I'm afraid what happened this time has had a great impact on her.

Before Ren Yi spoke, Li Sa took the lead in saying, "team Ren, the instructor talked to me, and I also did psychological intervention. In fact, I don't have to exaggerate. I'm fine."

"It is our responsibility to pay attention to your physical and mental health. I don't think there is any 'exaggeration'. You shouldn't take risks in the situation at that time. What happened later also made me and the instructor worry about you." Ren Yi stared at Li Sa, "everyone can see that you are in bad shape. I don't want you to perfunctory me with a 'nothing'."

Li Sa lowered his head, fiddled with his fingers and didn't speak.

Ren Yu said, "did his death scare you?" The scene was too bloody for ordinary people to digest.

But Li Sa shook his head decisively: "I used to serve in the fire brigade for two years. I saw everything I should see. I'm not afraid."

"What are you thinking?"

Li Sa was silent again.

Ren Yu waited patiently.

For a long time, Li Sa said, "Ren team, what's the situation when you see someone die in front of you for the first time?" She explained, "I'm not talking about the invalid rescue and death, or the people who arrived at the scene have been killed, or... Just like him, he was alive one second before and the next..."

This time, Ren Yu was silent. For a long time, he said, "the second year I joined the squadron, I was just allowed to enter the fire." He recalled what happened that year, but he still remembered, "there was a fire in a community. After we arrived, someone called for help on the balcony on the fifth floor. It was an aunt, similar to my mother's age. She was trapped in the anti-theft net and couldn't escape. The fire had burned her. She screamed and kept calling for help."

Li Sa listened with bated breath.

"The captain took us up. We used the fastest speed possible to lift the ladder, spray dry powder and clip the anti-theft net. Across the anti-theft net, the aunt grabbed the captain's sleeve and begged us to save her. At that time, her skin had begun to carbonize and her hair was on fire. We wanted to tear open the anti-theft net with our bare hands, but finally..." Ren's eyes were dim, "She died in front of us."

Li Sa trembled gently: "this... Is different. That aunt is very poor, but LV Boqing is a murderer."

"I know you'll say that, but you're not indifferent to his death because he deserves to die, are you?"

Li Sa pursed her lips and nodded gently.

"Just as I thought. You're not the only one with these puzzles, which proves that you're becoming a qualified firefighter."

Li Sa looked at Ren Yu puzzled.

Ren zhengse Road: "Firefighters face life and death every day. When a person needs our help, we never consider whether he is innocent or guilty. The only thing we need to consider is how to save people. Although this time we are not to save LV Boqing, but to prevent him from hurting others, we are just a firefighter who has awe for life, compassion for the same kind and compassion The most desirable quality. "

Li Sa was stunned.

Ren Yu said softly: "A living man dies in front of you in the blink of an eye. If he is a good man, you will feel guilty and painful for your failure to save him. If he is a bad man, you can't even give yourself enough reasons to mourn for him, but you feel sad. What you are sad about is that your life withers, which has nothing to do with who it is. This is a very normal emotion. You don't have to worry about this."

Li Sa took a breath, and the breath was obviously shaking: "Ren team, why do you know what I'm thinking."

Ren Yi smiled faintly and didn't answer.

As a firefighter, he has endured almost all the pain.

Which veteran firefighter has not cried bitterly at night because of his powerlessness.

Li Sa wiped his face and remained silent for a long time. Then he smiled shyly: "I'm adjusting myself too. I'll be fine in a few days."

"If you still have any blocking places, come to me at any time. Although the instructor is very smart and eloquent, he can't go to the front line and doesn't know the psychology of soldiers as well as I do." Ren Yi winked at Li Sa.

Li Sa smiled and nodded.

"Oh, and according to my experience, you are probably doing meritorious service this time. Wait for the news of the detachment."

"I really don't care whether I make contributions or not." Li Sa said frankly, "if you really want to give me a reward, you always know what I want."

Ren Ying stared at her: "Li Sa, can you tell me why you want to be a soldier so much? At first, I thought you wanted to be a cadre for the transition, and you also have the conditions to be a cadre, but I found that you are too persistent on the front line, which may not be a good thing."

Li Sa and Ren Yi looked at each other with firm and calm eyes. Suddenly, she stood up and took off her coat.

When she began to take off her sweater, Ren was stunned: "Hey, you..."

Li Suli took off his sweater and wore a close fitting vest inside.

Ren Yu's face sank.

Li Sa turned around and showed Ren Yi a piece of burned skin on her back and shoulder. Those ugly scars were like blood sucking monsters entrenched on her body, lined on the fine skin, which was even more shocking.

Ren Yu was speechless for a long time.

Li saping quietly put on his clothes, saluted Ren Zhuo and retreated.

Ren Yi leaned back in his chair and sighed.

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Ren Yu took a bath, changed his clothes, and even scratched his hair with hair gel, just to make himself look more energetic. Then he left the squadron and walked home.

In fact, he didn't go home for a week or two, but Ren always felt that after a long time, maybe too many things had happened in these days. So much that he calmed down and thought about it, he thought it was as incredible as making a movie.

When he got home, the table was full of food. Ren Yu glanced at it and it was all his favorite food.

He called the nanny in advance, and the nanny went back after dinner. At this time, it was actually past his father's usual dinner time. His father was obviously waiting for him.

When Ren Xiangrong saw Ren Yu, his expression was touched, but Shengsheng held back. He pretended to be angry and said, "don't you leave the hospital today, you can't come back early."

Ren Yu smiled: "I'll go back to the squadron to deal with some time. If I don't deal with it, I'll come back quickly for fear of delaying your old meal."

Ren Xiangrong snorted, "how's the recovery?"

Ren Yi shook his arms and legs: "there's no shit. What's carbon monoxide? I'm the son of the old fire fighting. I have antibodies in my mother's stomach."

Ren Xiangrong couldn't help laughing: "pure nonsense."

Ren Yu sat at the table: "Dad, let's eat."

During the dinner, Ren Xiangrong asked about the police.

Ordinary people only saw the first explosion in the hospital on the news. Behind LV Boqing's hostage taking, the media were not allowed to report it for fear of causing panic. Therefore, Ren Yu didn't tell Ren Xiangrong that he was more worried about himself.

After hearing this, Ren Xiangrong was angry: "these sundries are becoming more and more rampant. In fact, it is reasonable to say that the public security in the past is far from good now, and there are more arsonists, but now there is an Internet, and these perverts actually get together through the Internet."

"Yes, this is the biggest headache for the police now. The police think they have formed a sectarian organization."

Ren Xiangrong frowned deeply: "... Sect."

"It's crazy to worship fire and say that the burned people are purified people. This organization still has many members lurking in China, and may be related to the Gong family case 18 years ago."

Ren Xiangrong was surprised and said, "really?"

Ren Yu nodded heavily, "that's why I was anxious to find you last time to understand what happened that year."

"But I don't seem to be helping." Ren Xiangrong shook his head. "I'm old and confused. I really can't remember clearly."

"Dad, the police report you left behind has helped a lot. I also transferred the data of that year from the detachment. If these things hadn't happened during this period, we would have begun to investigate."

Ren Xiangrong looked dignified: "this is a... Big event."

"There is no Gong family case, which is also a major event, but now the water of this dental education organization is deeper." Ren Yi put down his chopsticks. "Dad, in fact, I told you this today. There's another thing I want to discuss with you."

"You say."

"From the fourth perspective, the fire in the bar to the explosion in Hongwu hospital, several cases in recent months are more or less related to this organization, and I sent the police. Especially this time, I helped the police catch three of them. I'm... A little worried about being retaliated." Ren Yu didn't dare to tell his father that the information about him and Gong Yingxian had already been hung on the blazing angel. Before, he didn't expect that the matter would be so serious. Now he has to pay attention to it.

When he was in college, he took a course in criminal psychology related to arson. Arsonism has a high probability of looking "cowardly". Men, introverts, low physical quality and personal ability lead to sexual depression. Arson can make them feel that their power is amplified through fire, and their control of fire makes them feel strong. As Gong Yingxian said, arsonism is mostly cowards.

This kind of arson is usually not to kill people, and the harm to people is only subsidiary to arson.

So at first, they thought that arsonists didn't have the courage to challenge the traditional image of "tough guy" such as police and firefighters. In addition, Beijing's public security was so good that they didn't pay special attention to it.

But after the accident in Hongwu hospital, Ren was really afraid, because his most important relatives lived in the exposed family address.

Although most arsonists are cowards, it is undeniable that many types of arsonists are much more dangerous. For example, people who satisfy their morbid heroism plot by setting fire and then putting out fire to save people, such as the antisocial personality who enjoys killing people with fire, and then, for example, religious sects.

Originally, LV Boqing should be in line with the profile of arsonists. His character, experience and appearance also make him look inferior to his courtship ability, but when a person is brainwashed by a sect, these profiles will be overthrown because his behavior is no longer under his control.

Therefore, Ren Yu said in embarrassment, "Dad, before the police kill this organization, I want to send you to a nursing home for a period of time."