Ren Yu only wished he could not disappear on the spot.
It's not the first time Gong Yingxian has made a surprise remark. Instead, he often says something that is completely inconsistent with his cold appearance. It's probably because Gong Yingxian doesn't care about his social rating, so he says what he wants to say, and then throws the problem to others.
Ren Yu had a hard time saying. He didn't even think about what to say now.
Gong Yingxian looked at Ren Yu reluctantly: "why don't you dare to look at me? Do I make you uncomfortable?" He deliberately lifted his bathrobe.
Ren Yi subconsciously took a step back: "what are you trying to say?"
"I've been saying what I want to say." Gong Yingxian stared at Ren Yu, not giving him a chance to breathe, "have you ever fantasized?"
Ren Yu became angry with shame: "what is the purpose of asking such questions? Do you want to humiliate me?"
"I have the right to know about me. You kept it from me before. Don't you think you owe me some truth now?" Gong Yingxian narrowed his eyes slightly, "don't lie to me again."
Ren Yi fidgetily picked a short stubble of hair, which was still hard to say.
Say no, this lie is unconvincing in the adult world.
Yes, he can't imagine how Gong Yingxian will react.
So Ren Ying did a very counseling thing. He decided to escape: "I don't want to discuss this kind of problem. You have a rest." Then he strode to the door.
As soon as his hand touched the door handle, he felt the wind behind him. Then, the just opened door was pushed back by a big hand and closed tightly with a bang.
Ren Yu's heart beat faster. He glanced at the hand on the door from his side. His five fingers were white and slender, and his nails were round and clean. It looked like a beautiful hand only suitable for writing. In fact, he was very accurate and powerful. He noticed that the four metacarpophalangeal joints of the hand did not have obvious ups and downs like normal people, which was the joint deformation caused by boxing all year round.
Sometimes when Gong Yingxian is angry, Ren Yu is really afraid, such as now. He could feel Gong Yingxian behind him, and he could also feel the warm breath gushing on his back neck. He could feel Gong Yingxian's anger only from his rapid breathing rate.
So he didn't dare move.
Gong Yingxian also pressed his other hand on the door panel and trapped Ren Yu between his arms and his tall body. He leaned close to Ren Yu's ear and whispered, "want to run?"
Ren Yu's heart trembled.
"Answer my question."
Ren Yu took a deep breath: "a normal man, seeing a beautiful woman have ideas, may be just an instinctive reaction, which doesn't mean what he will do."
"There is." Gong Yingxian looked at Ren Yu's red ears from behind. He felt like a small claw gently itching. He touched the earlobe with his lips, "turn around."
Ren Yu was so nervous that his palms were sweating.
"I said, turn, pass, come." Gong Yingxian ordered.
Ren Yi closed his eyes and slowly turned around. When he turned sideways, he had tried his best to shrink back, but he inevitably met Gong Yingxian's body.
Ren Xuan forced himself to calm down and summoned up the courage to look directly into Gong Yingxian's eyes. The deep meaning in those eyes made him unable to understand.
"What kind of fantasy is it?" Gong Yingxian continued to ask.
Ren Yu felt his head was about to explode. He gritted his teeth and said, "I don't remember!"
"Is it the same as you and Qi Xiao?"
"I don't know, I don't remember..." Ren Yu felt hard to argue.
"Have you ever imagined me kissing you, holding you, and you..."
"Enough!" Ren Yi stretched out his hand to push the palace away.
Gong Yingxian grabbed his wrist and nailed it to the door. A pair of eyes stared into the depths of Ren Yu's pupils. They were as sharp as animals. He said coldly, "didn't you say you didn't have any idea about me? How many lies do you have to tell?"
Ren Yu growled, "What do you want to prove, Gong Yingxian? Prove that I'm disgusted with you... As I said, those are just instincts, instincts! You're also a man. Do you have ideas about the air when you fucking react in the morning? I tell you, I don't like you. I always like Qi Xiao. You don't have to worry that I have unreasonable thoughts about you, let alone Don't worry, I'll harass you. Don't you think you're too, too amorous? "
After he roared in one breath, his whole ventricle was trembling. His whole body was cold, as if his blood had been evacuated in an instant. Even if Gong Yingxian was recruited in this way, there was no joy of victory in his heart. He just felt sad and ridiculous. He didn't even understand whether such forced sophistry was for the "friendship" that was already impossible to maintain, or for the little dignity left in front of Gong Yingxian.
What is the picture? What hope does he have? If his last bottom line is Gong Yingxian, don't hate him, then after these words, I'm afraid this bottom line has also been defeated.
Gong Yingxian's face sank at a speed visible to the naked eye. His eyes became colder and his expression was more cruel. He whispered, "good, good, I'm amorous." He gnashed his teeth and said four words of selfishness. He only felt a word and a knife stabbed into his heart.
Ren Yu took a breath and regretted: "I, I didn't mean that, I..."
"I just want to make sure that you have no thoughts about me." Gong Yingxian looked cold. "After all, you once said you were friends with me, but you lied to me so much behind your back."
Ren Yi clenched his fist and said in a dumb voice, "can you rest assured now?"
"Don't worry." Gong Yingxian smiled without anger, which made Ren's hair stand up.
"You can let me go." Ren Yu whispered, "Captain Qiu should be here soon. We still have something to do."
Gong Yingxian did not let go. He bowed slightly and looked straight at Ren Yu: "I'm a little curious."
"... curious about what."
"Most people said it was very comfortable."
Ren Yu understood: "I thought you were very exclusive..."
"Why should I reject sex? Sex is a means of reproduction. It is an animal instinct like eating and sleeping. Sex is also an indispensable part in the study of criminal psychology. I reject people."
Ren Yu can't understand now. He doesn't know what Gong Yingxian meant by saying these words.
"In view of..." Gong Yingxian gazed into Ren Yu's eyes and said coldly, "you happen to have a body that doesn't let me reject. I want to try."
Ren Yu stared round, shocked to a blank in his brain.
What is Gong Yingxian talking about? What is he talking about?!
"Why, didn't you fantasize too?" Gong Yingxian sneered, "do you think lying doesn't have to pay a price? You owe me this."
"You, you want to..."
"You don't like me, and I won't like you. In this way, things are much simpler. I'm a man. I just want to know what it feels like."
Ren Yu's heart was wrenched.
If Gong Yingxian had made such a request a few months ago, he might be very happy, but now he can't. If he really likes a person, the only ultimate belief is to have the same heart and mind. But Gong Yingxian won't like him.
Is it his fault that Gong Yingxian would have such an idea? He remembered what Qiu Yan had said. Did he use his friend's identity to give Gong Yingxian the wrong guidance?
What did he do and why did it happen?!
Gong Yingxian's eyes were red. Ren Yu was blurred and clear in his sight. It was clear and fuzzy again and again, which made him have a headache.
He had already been angered and stabbed, but he hid it. He wanted it too much. As long as he could have Ren, no matter what it was or how much it was, he wanted it. Even if he said he didn't like his Ren, he still wanted it crazily.
Ren Yi nodded, "OK." He pulled the corners of his mouth and made a careless smile. "What's the problem? I'll let you... Try."
Gong Yingxian said expressionless, "you can also be ambiguous with others when you have a boyfriend. It's really not a problem for you."
Ren Yu sneered, unable to defend: "welcome to the world of adults."
Gong Yingxian loosened Ren Yu.
Ren Yu wiped his face, turned and opened the door and left.
Gong Yingxian stood stiff in front of the door for a long time, suddenly swung his fist and hit the door panel hard.
A deep hole was left in the heavy solid wood door, and the sawdust scratched blood marks on Gong Yingxian's hand.
==
When Qiu Yan arrived, it was already very late.
When the three gathered in the study full of evidence, everyone put on a calm mask.
Qiu Yan calmly greets Ren Yu. Ren Yu calmly looks at Gong Yingxian. Although he finds that Gong Yingxian is wrapped in gauze, he also resists his habitual concern.
It seems that everything is calm, and who can see whose undercurrent is surging.