On the way, Gong Yingxian couldn't help asking, "what did the doctor tell you just now?"
Ren Yu joked, "say how cute you were when you were a child."
Gong Yingxian feigned anger and said, "seriously."
"What's the matter? What do you want me to know?"
"... No."
"Don't worry, I didn't talk about anything important. The doctor just said, I'm helpful to your recovery." No matter how uneasy and helpless Ren Yu was, he wouldn't reveal it on his face. He can understand Qiu Yan and Dr. Pompeii's desire to protect Gong Yingxian. After all, they are the people who have witnessed Gong Yingxian's worst state and accompanied him all the way.
This also made Ren yu feel particularly heavy. He always suspected that he had done a lot of wrong things. Even he liked Gong Yingxian without authorization, maybe it was wrong. Not to mention their current relationship, they know it's wrong, but they can't resist the temptation of desire. They can't help worrying about the future.
Gong Yingxian was silent for a moment and said, "there's something you want to help me."
"What?"
"Deep hypnosis."
Ren Yi turned his head and looked at Gong Yingxian: "the doctor has refused."
"But I didn't give up." Gong Yingxian stared at the front, his eyes calm but unwavering, "deep hypnosis can really let people find a lot of memories that they think have been forgotten. This time, I have more clues and will gain more from my memory."
Ren Yu said in a deep voice, "but the doctor said it was dangerous, and I couldn't help you. The doctor has refused."
"Deep hypnosis is dangerous because there are things I fear most in my memory and my close relatives. I can't get out easily. But I'm not so afraid of fire now, and when I'm hypnotized..." Gong Yingxian glanced at Ren Yu, "I'll feel much safer if you're by my side."
Ren Xuan stared at Gong Yingxian for a long time. His mood was very complicated: "I... unless the doctor has confidence to protect you, I can't watch you take risks."
"I'll convince him that you just need to be by my side."
Ren Yi sighed: "Ying Xian, I have advised you many times. Don't spell it too hard."
Gong Yingxian did not answer. When he was too young to protect his family, it was a nightmare for him all his life. Now he is strong enough. He will never allow anyone to hurt Ren Yu. He will do anything to catch Ziyan.
By all means.
The car stopped steadily at the gate of the squadron. Ren Xuan untied his seat belt: "be careful on the road. Don't stay up late. You really can't sleep in the branch."
Gong Yingxian nodded.
Ren Yu was still in a panic. He didn't say much and was ready to get off. Gong Yingxian suddenly pressed his shoulder.
When Ren Xuan turned back, Gong Yingxian leaned over and kissed his lips.
Ren Xuan's wide eyes showed a look of surprise.
Gong Yingxian seldom takes the initiative. Most of the time, he is awkward and reserved. Even if he writes his desire in his eyes, he doesn't open his mouth. Ren Yu thinks that Gong Yingxian is also very cute.
The kiss was a little tasteful. Gong Yingxian let him go and said softly, "go back."
Ren Yi smiled faintly: "Why are you so active today."
Gong Yingxian's eyelashes shook and stared straight into Ren Yu's eyes: "can't you?"
"Of course."
Gong Yingxian described Ren Yu's facial features with his eyes. He didn't let go of every detail on his face, because it all belonged to him. He moved in his heart and asked, "can only I?"
Ren Yu was stunned.
Gong Yingxian asked in a tough tone, "only I can, right?"
Ren Yu was at a loss for a moment. He didn't know what Gong Yingxian meant by saying this sentence.
Seeing Ren Yu's delay in answering, Gong Yingxian's heart sank and his breath was a little unstable: "only I can do those things to you."
Ren Yu realized that if some problems were blindly avoided, they would overflow sooner or later. He took a deep breath: "Ying Xian, do you know what our relationship is now?"
Gong Yingxian didn't speak.
Ren Yu explained with some difficulty: "there is a relationship between adults, which generally refers to..."
"Bootycall, you don't have to treat me as a primitive man. I know everything." Gong Yingxian was angry. "Do you want to say that based on this relationship, I can't make that request?"
Ren Yi lowered his head and didn't know how to answer. In fact, he didn't need Gong Yingxian to make any request. He wouldn't have an affair with others. But he secretly pretended that they were in love. He didn't want to be pierced.
Ren Yu didn't speak. In Gong Yingxian's opinion, he simply acquiesced. He secretly clenched his teeth: "you know I have a habit of cleanliness, so..."
"I know." Ren Yu said quickly, "just as you say." He opened the door to get off.
Gong Yingxian grabbed Ren Yu, but Ren Yu shook off his hand abnormally.
The action froze both of them.
All along, Ren Yu has been very gentle and tolerant to Gong Yingxian. Except that Gong Yingxian didn't listen to the command and touched the chemical tank, he didn't lose his temper with him.
Gong Yingxian immediately felt uncomfortable and even felt a trace of grievance. He couldn't believe looking at Ren Yu: "are you angry with me?"
Ren Yi had to turn around and explained, "no, I just..." he looked at Gong Yingxian's face, but he didn't know what to say.
"Is it hard for you?" Gong Yingxian's voice trembled imperceptibly, "just with me... Can't you?"
Ren Yu showed a wry smile: "what kind of person am I in your eyes? Is it the kind of person who casts a net everywhere and shows mercy everywhere?"
Gong Yingxian couldn't answer. He always cares about Ren Yu and Qi Xiao.
"Even if you don't say it, I won't find anyone else. You can rest assured." Ren Yi reluctantly smiled, "I'm gone."
Gong Yingxian still dragged Ren Yu's arm and clearly didn't intend to let go.
Ren Yu accentuated his tone: "good night."
Gong Yingxian suddenly hugged Ren Yu from behind and surrounded him with two iron arms, holding him tightly without leaving any room.
Ren Yu didn't move.
Gong Yingxian whispered in Ren Yu's ear, "don't be angry with me."
Ren Yi sighed helplessly, "OK." Relying on his Gong Yingxian like a child can easily soften his heart.
"Keep your word."
"OK."
Gong Yingxian held her for a long time in silence before releasing her hand. Ren Yu got out of the car, waved to Gong Yingxian, turned and left.
Gong Yingxian watched Ren Yu's back until he went upstairs and drove away.
Ren Yu tossed and turned all night.
He chose to like Gong Yingxian. He also chose to agree to Gong Yingxian's requirements. Now, if he feels wronged, it's too hypocritical. He's just sad.
I'm sorry that Gong Yingxian didn't respond to him as much as he did to Gong Yingxian 11, and he knew it for a long time, but he still stuck to me. Yes, it's just sad.
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Two days later, Ren Ying received a notice from the Corps asking him to study. There are a lot of studies and meetings every year. Usually, Ren Ying tries to find an excuse not to go, but he has just been punished recently and decided to be obedient and report honestly.
Their learning content is roughly divided into two categories: Ideological and practical. Ren Yu's least favorite is listening to the party class. He can sit and sleep every time, but he can really learn things, such as special case analysis, squadron management and training, familiarity with advanced technology or equipment at home and abroad, and he is more willing to listen.
This is the latter.
Yan Jue happened to be in the squadron leader selected. After the previous two events, they had become friends and naturally sat together.
Yan Jue glanced at him: "didn't sleep well, such a big black eye."
"Oh, there was no police situation this week, which made me stay up all night playing with my mobile phone." Naturally, Ren Yu would not say that he was worried. He was worried about the pervert who wanted to blow him up but was still at large. He was also worried about emotional things. Where could he sleep well.
Yan Jue puffed: "do you also play games? Take a break and start a game."
Ren Yu said with a smile, "no problem. How are you playing? Tell me in advance if you want food. I'll try not to scold you."
"Well, I'll see who scolds me then."
The class will begin soon.
This study lasts for three days. There are theoretical courses related to fire fighting, and advanced technologies and equipment will also be introduced. Two parts of which Ren Yu is particularly interested, one is the classic accident analysis of cold storage fire treatment, and the other is the introduction of a new equipment to be purchased from Germany next year. Ren Yu decides to take notes well. When the new equipment arrives, he can strive for more.
When the lunch break came, Ren Yu and Yan Jue finished their meal, went back to the guest room and played a game.
As soon as the interface opened, Yan Jue burst out laughing: "what's your name? What's it?"
"Just call it a goddess." Ren Yu looked at Yan Jue and said, "Oh, king."
"Did you choose this net name to neutralize your name?"
"Yes, otherwise a fireman named four fires. It's unlucky. I really don't know what my father thought."
"The old captain is a legend. Of course he has his intention to take this name."
Ren Yi said helplessly, "it's related to the five elements and superstition. I really can't understand. Haven't I seen enough fire in my life."
"Fight poison with poison."
The game began. Sun Qingming shouted, "Ren team, how about learning?"
"It's very good. I don't need to see you bastards for three days. It's clean."
"Then you can't wait to listen to other people's voices and watch their coquettish walk."
"Don't fart, come to the middle." Ren Yu said while playing, "let me introduce you. This is Yan Jue, captain of the special service squadron in the western suburbs. These three are from our squadron."
"Hey, brother." Yan Jue said with a smile, "your captain usually takes you to play games?"
"Yes, don't you play? It's boring in the squadron if you don't play games."
"I don't play with my soldiers." Yan Jue turned off the horn and said to Ren Yu, "I'm different from your concept of leading the team. I'm very serious in the squadron."
Ren Yi smiled and looked at him: "true or false."
"Of course it's true. They're all afraid of me." Yan Jue pursed his lips and smiled, "that's why I'm so amiable with you. I'm moved."
"Dare not move." Ren Yu cried, "I'm dizzy. Hurry to save me!"
At the height of the war, Gong Yingxian suddenly called in. Ren Shuo shook his hand and hung up the phone. After he hung up, he was shocked and felt that Gong Yingxian would think more about it. But now if he hung up, it would be too deceptive. Besides, Yan Jue was next to him, so he had to fight hard.
The game lasted more than ten minutes.
As soon as the game was over, Ren Yu immediately went to the corridor and called Gong Yingxian back.
After the phone was connected, Gong Yingxian didn't speak. There was no movement at all. Ren Yi could feel Gong Yingxian's ups and downs across the phone. He immediately coaxed: "I'm studying here in the Corps. There was a leader just now. It's inconvenient to answer."
Hearing the speech, Gong Yingxian breathed a sigh of relief: "Oh."
"What's up?"
"Can't you call if you're okay."
"Of course."
"Why don't you call me."
"I have nothing to do for a while."
At this time, Yan Jue came out of the room and said, "Ren Yu, let's drive first?"
Ren Yu quickly nodded and waved to him.
Gong Yingxian was silent for a moment: "who, the voice sounds a little familiar."
"Other squadron leaders."
"... Yan Jue?" Gong Yingxian seemed to recall the sound.
"Yes, he's here, too."
Gong Yingxian snorted, "then you're busy."
"You can come and see me." Ren Yu said, "I'm in the hostel of the Corps. It's safe here. You don't have to worry."
"I'll go."
Back in the room, Yan Jue had reopened the game and asked without raising his head, "it's the policeman surnamed Gong again."
"How do you know?"
Yan Jue paused for a moment and pursed slightly at the corners of his lips: "when it was him, your expression was different."
Ren Yi was surprised and subconsciously touched his face.
Is it that obvious?
They played games all noon and didn't want to go to class in the afternoon. Even Ren Yu's cheerful personality, which can get along with everyone, feels that Yan Jue fits in with himself. It seems that learning will not be boring these days.