Chapter 178

Although Ren Yu could not go to the police, he could still guide the soldiers in training. Therefore, the day after returning to the squadron, he got up early in the morning and wanted to return to the familiar and regular life in the past.

However, just halfway through the morning exercise, the alarm bell rang.

That voice excited every pore of Ren Yu's whole body, but when he subconsciously wanted to run to the garage, he suddenly remembered that he was still suspended. Considering this, he was inevitably lost.

When the squadron was half empty, the rest of Ren zhuxun became even more energetic. At lunch, everyone kept complaining.

In the afternoon, he had free activities. He first called his father and played games. When his eyes were tired, he went to work in the vegetable field opened up by them in the backyard. Anyway, he didn't let himself idle for a moment.

Of course, he didn't forget the doctor's advice and won't be too tired.

Ren Yi is turning the soil in the ground. Phoenix and Miaomiao are playing. The spring sun is baking their backs, which makes people's hearts warm and lazy. They don't want to think about anything. They just enjoy this moment.

Just before long, a little soldier ran over: "Ren team, Dr. Gong is coming."

Ren Yu was not surprised, but it was a pity that there was a short peace. He said lightly, "you tell him I work. Let him come back another day."

"Ah?" The little soldier thought, why are their captain and Dr. Gong suddenly bad?

"Ah, what ah, go."

"Oh."

Ren Yi continued to dig the soil, thinking whether it was a kind of leek or Shanghai green today, but at this time, he was already irritable.

Before long, there was a sound of footsteps behind them. They were not from their squadron. They all wear insulated combat boots with thick ox tendon soles, and the ground is firm and steady. The sound of footsteps is natural, elegant and gentle. If they walk more carefully, the sound will be almost inaudible. It is obviously a pair of handmade leather shoes that are more expensive than his monthly salary.

Ren Yi straightened up and turned to look at the man.

Since that day, this is the first time that Ren Yi has looked directly at the palace to answer the chord.

Gong Yingxian looked at Ren Yu with good eyes: "the doctor should let you have a good rest."

"This job is nothing."

Miaomiao "meow", jumped to Gong Yingxian's feet and rubbed his calf.

Gong Yingxian stooped to pick up Miaomiao, stroked his head and said to himself, "I'm very busy these days. I've caught so many people from the organization at once, and I can't review them. There are a lot of data in the computer left by Qingyan. Although he destroyed it, Xiao Tan is trying to recover. In short, I've gained a lot this time."

"Good thing." Ren Yi continued to dig the earth.

"Zhang Wen and Ziyan are still chasing, but they are at a dead end and can't run away." Gong Yingxian continued.

"OK."

"My case, now..."

"You don't have to tell me that." Ren Yu said, "I just found it recently. It doesn't seem to have anything to do with me."

Gong Yingxian's eyes were dim: "Ren, you have reason to be angry, and I know you will be angry, but I still have to do so. I think I will apologize to you when everything is over. I'm sorry."

"The last time you used my father, you apologized, and I forgave you because I thought you didn't mean it. You're just too sympathetic. You're just not worldly savvy. You just made such a mistake for the first time. But this time, you did it on purpose. You know how uncomfortable I would be, and you don't seem to care."

"I care!" Gong Yingxian bit his teeth. "I don't want you involved in this matter. I know it will hurt you, but there are still many things I can't predict."

"You said you didn't want me involved, so why did you come to me?" Ren Yu's hand holding the hoe had already been tightly clenched.

Gong Yingxian whispered, "I miss you very much, and I'm afraid you're too worried without my news. Moreover, I need you to help me. Few people know about this plan. After Zheng Pei came, sister Yan, Cai Qiang and Xiao Tan were watched. The only person I can trust is you."

"Do you trust me?" Ren asked, "this sentence is too bullshit. If you trust me, we won't have this conversation."

"I trust you, but the police plan must be kept absolutely confidential." Gong Yingxian took a deep breath, "I didn't expect you to follow Yue Xingu, nor did I expect you to follow me. If I told you or stopped you, Ziyan might find something different. This plan doesn't allow any mistakes."

Ren Yu nodded: "I know you have your reasons. In fact, I still have many questions, but I don't want to ask. As I just said, I suddenly realized that it has nothing to do with me."

"You ask, I will all..."

"You won't." Ren Yu stared straight into Gong Yingxian's eyes, "I never asked you to tell me everything about your work. I'm also a national public official and I know to keep it secret, but everything should be adjusted according to local conditions. I thought you regarded me as a comrade in arms. As a result, only I thought so. When you need me, I try my best to cooperate and help. When you don't need me, you should keep it secret, even if you look at me because of you You don't care about the false pain. The reason is that I can't fucking lie? " Ren Yu had hoped to keep calm. After all, the doctor said he could not be angry. He treated his body badly for so long. Now he just wanted to take good care of it, but the more he said, the more excited he became, "Gong Yingxian, I don't know if you can understand this sentence. You have to keep secret from me in order to handle the case. There is nothing wrong with the cardinal right and wrong, but no one is willing to be used. Especially like me, I give unreservedly, which is finally used and ignored by you. You didn't consider me from beginning to end when you planned, even if others, you didn't ... thought about me. "

Gong Yingxian's lips moved and his eyes hurt. "You... Are right. It's my fault. I know it will hurt you, but I did it in order to catch Ziyan. Ren Yu, give me a chance to make up for you."

Ren Yu was silent for two seconds: "you are very smart and can draw inferences from one instance. Last time, you found that a sincere apology can be forgiven, so this time you don't make excuses and apologize directly, but I found that you don't think you're wrong. What you want is only a favorable result for you."

Gong Yingxian was stunned.

Ren Yu's eyes suddenly turned red. He said in a dumb voice, "I've thought a lot these days. I found that we really... Don't fit." He took a breath and felt that he couldn't go on, but he still forced himself to finish what he wanted to say, "I didn't particularly like this sentence before. I think as long as I like each other, most of the difficulties can be overcome, not to mention the differences in personality. Now I understand that it's not so simple. I see that there are all pits in front of us, and I can't fill them with my efforts. This time it has made me miserable, and I don't dare to think about the next time."

Gong Yingxian's voice was trembling. He suddenly realized that the former Ren Yu would be angry with him and shout with him. Now this calm and silent Ren Yu made him afraid: "Ren Yu, I will never hurt you again."

"You will. Next time you have to choose between me and more important things, you will still choose to sacrifice me. You use the results to weigh the weight. You think it just makes my father in a trance for a period of time, just makes me uncomfortable for a few days, and just makes me get shot through my bulletproof vest. As long as it doesn't cause major damage, it can be repaired." Ren Yu smiled bitterly, "I would never treat you like this, so I can't accept that the people I love treat me like this. Ying Xian, we... We... Break up." When he said this, his internal organs were in colic, so that he could hardly stand straight. He had to rely on the hoe in his hand to stabilize his body.

Gong Yingxian froze. In those deep and beautiful eyes, the pupil light went out in an instant.

Ren Ying can't look directly at Gong Yingxian's face. He knows that Gong Yingxian likes him. He knows that Gong Yingxian will be sad, and he is the same. However, in the foreseeable long future, such things may happen again and again. While he still likes this person, stop here. Don't in the end, the two feelings become chicken feathers, and the precious love becomes ugly hate.

Gong Yingxian's tall body trembled. Even Miaomiao felt the disorder of his breath and struggled to jump away from him. He clenched his fist and whispered, "how can you... How dare you say this!"

Ren didn't answer, and he didn't expect that one day he would say these two words. All forms of literary and artistic creation are instilling the idea that all lovers who have experienced the hardships of life and death will eventually live and die together.

That's just because the long and mediocre life behind is no longer worth expressing.

He used to think that everything he and Gong Yingxian had experienced was so magnificent and breathtaking that they were already destined. But people don't live in the drama all the time. It's the details that grind people.

Long pain is better than short pain. The more you taste, the more right you are.

Gong Yingxian's eyes turned red: "Ren Yi, how dare you tell me these two words? If something goes wrong, we'll try to solve the problem. Why do you say these two words?! do you want to give up me? Don't you say we won't be separated for a lifetime!"

Ren Yu's nose was sour and turned away. He didn't dare to look directly at Gong Yingxian's sadness: "it's your problem, not mine."

Gong Yingxian was struck by lightning. He hesitated for a long time before whispering: "... My problem. But you like everything you say about me."

"So you have nothing to fear?"

Gong Yingxian stared at Ren Yu's back. He was fully prepared to accept Ren Yu's criticism, but he still underestimated this person's influence on him.

There are only two things in the world that make him afraid to face. One is the flame and the other is Ren's refusal.

Gong Yingxian took a deep breath: "take back your words just now. No matter what you say or do, I won't give up when I die."

Ren Yu still didn't look back.

"I not only do criminal investigation, but also do scientific research. As long as I want, I have patience, especially for you." Gong Yingxian looked at Ren Yu with gentle and sad eyes. "You have a good rest. I'll see you next time."