Chapter 4：Blind Desire

"When we get intimate, I'll let you fuck me but I'm fucking you too," he says taking me by surprise. I've thought about it. He has always been the top and it looks like he isn't giving up control.

I stand up and walk over to my seat on the other side of the desk and look at him after I sit down. His gaze is piercing through me and he's got an expectant hint in his eyes too. Inhaling deeply, I sigh as I exhale and nod my head, "Okay."

Chandler chuckles while sitting back in the chair with his hands behind his head. A smirk forms and he looks at me, "Don't worry, you'll have fun," he says and the chill that runs down my spine says otherwise.

After a moment of silence and us just staring at one another, he gets up and walks around my desk, stopping in front of me. I roll my chair back and turn to face him. He raises his right leg first and sits down on my lap bringing his left leg up. Straddling my lap, he cups my face and puts his lips down gently against mine.

I take a moment to savour the taste of his tongue that has the taste of coffee on it, glide against my bottom lip, leaving the taste behind. Granting him access by opening my mouth, he takes the chance and sticks his tongue in my mouth.

His tongue glides across my teeth, across the roof of my mouth and against my tongue. Using his tongue he pulls my top lip into his mouth and start sucking on it. His tongue swirls around mine and moans. I take it as a hint and stick my tongue into his mouth.

He immediately starts sucking on my tongue as if his life depended on it. His arms drape over my shoulders and he lifts himself up slightly using me as an anchor and sits right up against my stomach and chest on my erection that I've been failing to keep down.

He chuckles inside my mouth and I can feel the embarrassment flush up my cheeks. He starts circling his hips slightly and grinding his erection into my stomach while he swallows my tongue into his warm and moist mouth.

I moan at the intoxicating feeling and desire for more. The rumble in my chest from my moan makes Chandler whimper lowly and start bobbing his head.

My office phone rings and the intercom goes off, "Mr Stone, your two-thirty is here, shall I send her in?" My assistant says and I hear Chandler whimper. I growl in anger.

I pull him away and look at his face. His eyes are still closed and tears are seeping out of the corners of his eyes. I wipe the pads of my thumbs against the corners of his eyes, wiping away the tears and scrunch my nose at the discomfort of my jaw. Time passed by fast without my knowledge while the two of us were in a world of our own.

"As much as I don't want this to end, I have to attend to my work and you need to head back. We'll meet up at your place this evening or do you want to go out to a restaurant to eat?" I ask and he lazily opens his eyes. He nods his head and I take it that he doesn't want to cook.

"I'll text you the address okay?" I say while he leaves my office. He has a reluctant look in his eyes and as reluctant as we both are, we have no choice. I'll see my partner later and we can carry on where we left off tonight.

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"You fucking like my dick up your ass don't you Alex," says Chandler with a mocking smirk on his face as he rams himself into me.

If I knew that this was the outcome of asking him to be my partner, I wouldn't have it any other way.

When we got here after supper, he pushed me down and started fucking my body after he tied me up and put a gag ball in my mouth.

I can't answer him and I can't complain about the pain he's inflicting on me but behind the pain, there is a pleasure that's undeniably mouth-watering.

My eyes roll to the back of my head as I reach my climax from his strokes around my cock and his powerful thrusts. I hear him grunt and his load enter my body that furthers my orgasm. He plunges deep inside me for the final time then pulls out.

Dropping down next to me, he unties my hands and takes the ball out of my mouth. He pulls me into a hug and kisses my cheek.

"We should plan our wedding starting tomorrow," he says and I'm too exhausted to open my eyes and complain. "I want a baby too, a handsome baby boy that will look like you Alexander," he adds and my mind comes out of my sated state.

I raise my head and open my eyes, he has a mocking yet loving look in his eyes that makes me melt.

"Are you ready for round two?" he asks and my eyes widen. Before I can answer him, he gets up and hovers on top of me.

"Chandler," I start but he suddenly moans confusing me. He gets up and lines me up against his entrance and slides down on me with a whimper.

My hands fly to his waist and I hold him so that he doesn't get hurt and when I'm balls deep inside him, he looks down at me with watery eyes and a smile.

After a while of his walls adjusting, he starts moving his hips.

Tonight is the first time I felt so blissful. To be with Chandler like this makes my life more meaningful – I can see us having a crazy future together filled with love and sex.

I can't believe that I was blind to the fact that I had someone so beautiful and sexy beside me all this time. If I never took Wei Lan and his partner's advice I wouldn't have found this side of my Chandler – with the years ahead of us, I bet the desires between us will be even more fulfilled and I can't wait to spend my life with him.

This is the way it should be, Chandler together with me - forever.