Chapter 44 - Marking

>>Yohan

Calm down.

Calm down.

Calm the fuck down!!

Goddamnit!!!

I had my eyes closed as I tried to bring my brain to a normal temperature since it was heating up. I could feel the heat leave through my ears.

“Yohan?” Maya’s voice was close. Very close!

I opened my eyes and found her standing in front of me. Her hands clenching the lower part of her shirt.

She was nervous.

“Maya.” I gulped as I clenched my fists, “It’s too sudden.”

“Why?” She spoke softly, “You don’t want me?”

“No!!” I answered immediately, “There would never be a time where I wouldn’t want you but-” I looked at her and noticed her lightly blushed cheeks which were getting dyed by the orange hue of the setting sun, “I- You don’t have to do this. I feel like you said that on impulse.”

“No.” She clenched her shirt tighter, “I came here with that in mind.” She looked down embarrassed and for some reason I couldn’t believe my ears. Was this really happening?

It was too good to be true but more than that I didn’t want to hurt her. I wanted to take the steps carefully.

“The full moon is three days away, we can do it then.”

“No! Today!” She was quite assertive about it.

“But-Why? I mean, we can take our time.”

“Why are you so dense!” She looked down as she held my shirt over my stomach gently, “it took me so much effort to come to the decision and come here.” Her ears were getting red, “Idiot.” She cursed me in whisper, “Are you throwing my effort away?”

“No… It’s not like that. It’s just that I won’t be going through my rut until the full moon so you don’t have to force yourself.”

“I’m not.” Her grip on my shirt tightened, “I want to do it.”

As I looked down at her cute figure and adorable talking I almost melted. This was too much for me.

GOD!!!!

I placed my hands over my face.

It’s killing me!

I looked down at her again, “Are you sure?” I asked her and she nodded. I pursed my lips and sighed, “I don’t get it though. Why today?”

“Because-” She stopped, “B-because-” She was trembling, not out of fear but because she was embarrassed to say something.

It got me feeling weird too.

“Say it. I atleast need to know.” At this point, I myself didn’t know how I was talking so smoothly. I’m a complete wreck inside. My heart was pounding like crazy and I was having trouble trying to think straight.

“T-that-” She peeked at me, but only lifted her head for a second before bowing it again but I was able to see her flushed winsome face that probably loosened a screw in my mind, “I-I won’t be able to keep up.”

“Huh?”

What’s that supposed to mean?

“Idiot!” She yelled at me, “Why do I have to say it for you!!”

“Sorry…” I held her shoulders, “I’m just worried. I just don’t to hurt you.”

She gritted her teeth, “Look at yourself. You’re huge!” She yelled and whispered the next words, “As compared to me.” Another screw loosened in my mind, “If we do it during your rut You’ll-” She paused,”You’ll- you’ll break me…”

The fuse in my mind burst and the light went out.

“Ahhh!” Maya was startled when I suddenly picked her up and tossed her over my shoulder, “W-what are you doing?’

“We’re doing it.” I glanced at her, “Now.”

I didn’t think anyone could get any redder than how she already was but I was wrong. Her cheeks and ears flushed bright as I said my words but she didn’t retaliate.

She let me take her to my room and slam the door behind us.

***

Haaah

I balanced my breathing as I looked down at the most beautiful being in existence.

Her body trembled under mine and it was at that moment I realized how delicate she was as compared to me.

A small waist, soft skin and fragile frame.

The room was dim, lit only by the moon lamp that was on the side table.

“Are you really sure about this?” I whispered the words to her and she opened her eyes as she lay on the bed.

“Yes.” Her reply was softer, “I trust you.”

I gulped and thought about how it really is a better idea to do it now rather than in my rut. At least I’m sane and in my right mind.

During my rut, I lose all rationality.

“I have to mark you.” I said, “For us to become officially one.”

“Okay…”

I bore out my fangs, “Don’t be afraid.” She nodded, “It’ll sting but it won’t hurt as long as you accept it.” She nodded her head again, “Wrap your arms around me.” She brought her hands up, slid them against my chest, slowly sliding them up and then wrapped them around my neck.

“Ready?” I asked and she nodded.

I smiled to reassure her that everything was going to be fine. Then I took a deep breath and bit the back of her neck, sliding my fangs deep into her skin, into her veins, to leave a permanent mark of bonding.

After I was done I licked the place I had bit and she flinched..

Moving in closer to her face, I gently planted my lips next to hers and kissed her softly, then slowly made it rougher. Her skin stood up in pleasure

“I’m at my limit.” I broke the kiss and said, “I can’t hold myself back anymore.”

She gulped.

“Okay.”

Note: To your mate, you will always appear beautiful no matter what.. Even if to the rest of the world you’re ugly to your mate you would appear something like an angel.