We'll talk about it later.
Jiang Han only knows that he needs a good rest now. Maybe he won't have any chance to rest from tomorrow. He will practice medicine, practice, and more importantly Jiang Han also like a nanny to take care of Su Xin sister, the rest of the life of his benefactor Cher.
Although it seems that xue'er has become the one who takes up the most time of Jiang Han, in fact, this life-saving benefactor is just a passer-by in his life. What kind of requirements does he have now? Jiang Han will naturally go back and try his best to meet them. Moreover, judging from the current situation, it is estimated that xue'er will not be able to stay for long.
In this case, what kind of hope does the girl have? Jiang Han will naturally be satisfied with everything.
A drop of water should be rewarded by a spring, not to mention saving lives.
Jiang Han still remembers the situation of that day. He firmly believes that if it wasn't for Xueer, he would definitely fall into the hands of Beiming family, and Jiang Han also believes that he would have no good end in their hands.
Therefore, Jiang Han is determined that she should pay for Xueer during this period of time. In the future, he will accompany Xueer according to the agreement during the day. After all, it seems that she is not in a good mood during this period of time. She can make use of the time in the evening when refining medicine. Anyway, she can only attack the orifices once a day, and it won't take long.
In this way, the time can be arranged.
That's it!
With these thoughts, Jiang Han also entered today's dream
The next day, Jiang Han still appeared at a fixed place according to his agreement with Xueer. This time, Xueer arrived on time.
However, Jiang Han can clearly see that Xueer's face is not as good as before. Although they haven't changed for only one day, Jiang Han feels that her whole life is just like losing her soul. The appearance of losing her soul almost makes Jiang Han not recognize her.
Cher It's not like that at all.
She used to be Naive, lively, lovely, which does not lose a little evil, a little wayward and just right, almost at a glance people seem to sincerely let people feel like, but now
As soon as Xueer appeared, her disappointed eyes didn't have a trace of facial expression. Maybe it was more a kind of worry, and the whole person didn't have a little spirit.
This kind of thing Jiang Han mostly thought of, with the passage of time, Xueer is also the time to make a choice, although Jiang Han mostly can understand that helpless mood, but now he can't help each other.
Once upon a time, he watched Mrs. Mu swallow her last breath in front of him, but what could he do?
In this world, nine out of ten things are not satisfactory, even everything is not satisfactory, but Who got rid of the fate?
At this time, after Xueer saw Jiang Han, Qiangyan squeezed out a smile, but she didn't speak a word. They just sat and stood quietly for a whole day!
Obedience or evasion is a difficult choice to make.
"I What should we do? " Just as the sun was setting, Xueer spoke the first sentence of the day to Jiang Han and to herself.
Jiang Han not only frowned and remained silent for a moment, but also said in a hoarse voice: "girl, you have to find a home after all. Since your family agrees with this, you must be the leader of the generation. Maybe It has nothing to do with me, but I I think it's still Your family won't hurt you
"You are exactly what they said!"
Unexpectedly, when Jiang Han said this, Xueer suddenly changed her face. Then she stood up and said in a deep voice, "why do I need others to arrange my own life for me? What's the difference between living and dying like this? It's even better to die happily. We've known each other for so long, but I didn't expect you to have the same attitude. "
"I..."
Jiang Han didn't expect that her casual words made Xueer have such a big reaction, and then he said again: "what do you want? Running away all the time? If you can escape, do you still use such daily distress? "
"What do I want? I want to be like a gladiator to cut down the enemies and disappointments in front of me. I don't know if you went to see the fight yesterday. The iron armor didn't disappoint me again. Even in the face of being unable to take all the valiant generals and the legendary human face and animal heart, I didn't shrink back. In this chaotic world, any disappointments are just a halberd. This That's what I really want to live
"Armored face? "
Jiang Han Wen Yan looked deep into the distance, took a deep breath for a long time, and said:" the iron armor face is just a poor man, he also has many things that can't be cut down, how much do you know? "
"Oh, I don't know. Do you know? Why didn't I see you on the field yesterday? I'm afraid you don't know him as much as I do A word finish saying, snow son stood up, although there is a trace not easy to detect in the eye not to give up, but still abnormal resolute.
"Yes, I don't know anything about armor. Those are just my guesses." There is a trace of fatigue in Jiang Han's voice.
"Life But that's itBeiming snow stood up, put down the last sentence, two people are not happy.
All that was left was Jiang Han sitting alone in the same place, watching the bleak sunshine of the desert and drinking silently.
He is not a God and can't help everyone.
He can't even save himself.
Since then, after this unhappy parting, Jiang Han has never seen Xueer's shadow. Maybe, after all, they are just passers-by of each other's lives. They leave each other in a hurry, pass by, and even have no time to say goodbye.
But every day, Jiang Han still chose to wait at the appointed place. Although he never waited for Xueer since then, he found that he seemed to like this feeling. Every day, he just sat alone in the sand and watched the sunrise and sunset. The sunset pulled out a long shadow behind him.
Desolation and extermination.
It seems that he was destined to be lonely from his birth, which complements the desolation in the desert and has a kind of coincidental taste.
Every day, Jiang Han always feels as if time is fixed. Even for so many days, Xueer has never appeared. However, Jiang Han feels that their parting was just yesterday. Compared with the eternity and desolation of this desert, the time of these days seems to be just a passing moment.
The passage of time is like the passage of life, but at this moment, Jiang Han realized eternity.
What is eternity?
Life goes by in a hurry, but every day Jiang Han repeats a picture and action, and still chooses to wait here, although Xueer never appears again Life passes, leaving only the restless soul.
And this desert seems to have a memory. Every time Jiang Han leaves, he always seems to see the scene where he and Xueer sat here talking and laughing together. Every time he beat up a family and plundered a house, he triumphantly returned to share the spoils after getting rid of the tyrant and pacifying the good. Their smiles are so innocent.
This picture has always appeared in Jiang Han's mind, even more and more clear. Jiang Han even feels that his soul has left an indelible memory here.
But it's all in the past.
Disappeared
Tomorrow, is about to meet the human face and beast heart, maybe this is the last time Jiang Han is waiting for Xueer, but he can't wait for her to appear again.
That farewell is a farewell.
Jiang Han drank all the wine in his gourd. Even the gourd was left here by him. It was a complete farewell.
Only that Still uneasy, some trembling souls let Jiang Han turn around, suddenly his heart has a hair, then he closed his eyes for a long time, Huo opened his eyes, and spewed out a few words in his mouth: "listen This is a requiem for you