The first seven or eight hours of chemotherapy, white hour pain is really unbearable.
The night before, when the needle was pricked, it was already too painful. The whole left arm was burning. After dripping, I knew that the pain of the needle was just a prelude.
I feel like vomiting all the time. The gastrointestinal reaction is very serious.
However, the pain on her body was more painful than the reaction of the gastrointestinal tract.
She had no strength all over her body. Her mouth was dry and her throat seemed to crack. She clenched her fist and tried to suppress the urge to spit out.
She has vomited two or three times and her stomach is empty.
She looked at Li Nanshao, who poured hot water for her at the table at the end of the bed. He had been with her for seven or eight hours, from last night to now, more than four in the morning.
Li Nan Shuo wants to get some fruit for her to eat. She has eaten nothing since she ate the roast duck at noon yesterday.
But white hour now do not want to eat anything, just want to end infusion immediately.
A small towel in my hand was soaked with cold sweat.
She can't remember how painful she was when she was born. The memory of that kind of pain has been blurred. Now she only thinks that the pain of chemotherapy is only a little better than that time.
Li Nan Shuo heard her move on the bed, immediately carrying hot water, turned around and walked quickly to her bedside, asked her softly, "do you want to throw up again?"
White hours face pale, forehead is full of cold sweat, the whole person seems to be out of the water, with all his strength, nodded.
Li Nan Shuo didn't know how to relieve her pain. He tried to put her hands and feet lightly, helped her sit up, took the garbage can and pointed it at her mouth.
He took her hand and stroked her on the back.
White hours immediately spit out, this time spit is just drink a few saliva, in front of the three times, have spit empty stomach.
The pain lasted for more than seven hours. It was killing her.
Seeing that she couldn't spit out anything, Li Nan Shuo took a tissue paper to wipe her mouth. When she wiped her mouth, her hands were shaking slightly.
Bai Xiao put his hand around him and put his face in his arms. For a long time, he squeezed out a sentence from his mouth, almost crying, and begged him weakly, "can we not hang up the rest of the bag?"
Bai Xiao is really a pain tolerant type. She has not been afraid of injections since she was a child.
But now I just feel that the pain one week before the operation is less than the seven hours.
Li Nan Shuo naturally can't agree with her this request, although looking at the white hour suffering appearance, he is simply sit still uneasy, distressed to death.
But before chemotherapy, the doctor said that the drug concentration for the first time must be very high. It will be very painful. It will be easier to get through the first time.
For the sake of Bai Xiao's body, we have to endure everything.
He stretched out his hand, hugged Bai Xiao tightly, bowed his head to kiss her wet hair, and said in a soft voice, "well, if you can bear it, there will be a last bit. The doctor just said that it will be two hours at most, and you can hear it, can't you?"
"When it's over, you can punish me any way you want, but we have to keep the remaining two hours. I'll be with you all the time, baby."
"Think about it. After every chemotherapy, your body will be healthier than before. Think about me, think about the child."
Fortunately, he came back in time and could accompany Bai Xiao. He couldn't imagine what Bai Xiao would do without him?
He put his arms around her, gently shaking, and his eyes were sore.
In the past, no matter how seriously he was injured, even if it was life-threatening, he never shed a tear. But when he looked at the pain of Bai Xiao, the pain in his heart was much more painful than his own injury.
He felt that the reason why Bai Xiao had this disease must be to have a child for him, so he was to blame for all the hidden dangers left behind.
Her womb was fragile. He also told her that he hoped she could have a child for him. Although it was good to have her own child, in his heart, the child was not as much as one tenth or one percent of the white hour!
Bai Xiao shrank in his arms, closed his eyes and didn't speak.
Maybe it's the side effect of the medicine. Now she even feels difficult to breathe. It seems that there is something heavy on her chest. Someone pinches her neck, not to mention talking and chatting.
Li Nan Shuo's words, she listened in.
What's more, with all the operations done, is there any reason why we can't stick to it?
Some patients want to live, have no chance, she had the chance to live, naturally to cherish.
It will be better and better after this time.
Just now I vomited once, and the discomfort of my stomach was relieved a little, but my thirst became stronger and stronger.
"I want to drink water." For a long time, she whispered to Li Nan Shuo.
Li Nan Shuo immediately put a straw cup in front of her and gave her a few drinks.
Bai Xiao subconsciously reached out and held the water cup. A small part of his arm showed up. The vein of infusion was purple and black. It was really frightening to watch.Li Nan Shuo stares at her small arm, waiting for her to drink the water and put down the cup. At the same time, she reaches out her hand and covers her small arm gently.
"Pain..." Just touched her, white hour immediately shrunk.
It's really painful. The tendons are stretched open. The feeling of medicine flowing through them is like magma passing through them, and then slowly flowing through every tendon in her body. She is suffering all the time.
"Arm pain?" Li nanshuo asked her immediately.
Bai Xiao thinks about it. In fact, Li Nan Shuo holds her and feels pain when he touches her. When he feels it carefully, he seems to feel pain all over.
She took two breaths and whispered, "put me on the bed. It hurts all over..."
Li Nan Shuo was afraid that she would feel uncomfortable when she met her. She immediately put her down and let her lie down.
Lying on her side, she turned around and said nothing.
When it was almost dawn, the doctor came in for a look and almost hung up.
"Is it all right that there's so little left?" Li Nanshao immediately asked the doctor in a low voice.
His eyes were red, and he looked haggard all night, staring at the doctor.
The doctor looked at the medicine bag, thought about it, and said, "only a few milliliters are left. It's all right. Now I'll pull it out?"
"Pull it quickly!" Li Nan Shuo heard that it didn't matter, immediately ordered.
The doctor pulled out the infusion tube, Li Nanshao pressed the pinhole on the back of her hand and put her hand into the quilt. At the same time, she seemed to feel better all at once.
"Give her a sleeping pill, or she will hardly be able to sleep, and poor sleep will also affect her recovery." The doctor whispered on the side.