It was so painful during chemotherapy that I didn't cry much for hours.
After answering Qi Ma's words, she suddenly wants to cry. It's also possible that she is really uncomfortable these days. Either she vomits or she suddenly has a little pain on one side, which accumulates together. At this point, it's going to break out.
In addition, Li Nanshao did not accompany him.
She forced to cover her face and eyes. For a long time, she held back the tears in her eyes and sucked her nose twice.
She heard Qi's mother push open the bathroom door and take two steps inside.
"Qi Ma, I'm fine. Let's take two more aloe capsules tonight." She still covers her face and doesn't want others to see her crying because she can't go to the toilet.
It's a shame.
Qi Ma didn't speak. She took another step towards her. Then she reached for her wrist.
Bai Xiao was caught in the moment, touched the familiar temperature, Leng Xia, let go, looked up, just know, not Qi ma.
It's Li Nanshao.
"Can't go to the toilet?" He looked down at her, pointed to the cast aside Kaiselu, and asked faintly, "this is useless?"
Bai Xiao didn't know why. Seeing Li Nan Shuo standing in front of him and hearing him ask this, he couldn't help rolling out his tears.
Holding her mouth, she tried not to cry too hard and ugly, and nodded to him silently.
Li Nan Shuo couldn't help sighing, then released her wrist, turned to look at the disposable gloves beside the pool, put them on, and squeezed some bath gel on her index finger and middle finger.
White hours did not see, feel super humiliating, sad, embarrassed.
Constipation this thing is enough to make people shy to speak, she also let Li Nanshao to help her.
I've never dreamt of such exaggeration, and those who write novels dare not.
Li Nan Shuo is ready, then walk to her in front, low voice way, "the waist bends a little lower, hugs my leg, may have a little pain."
"I'll do it myself..." White hours low head, voice with mosquito call like, small voice back.
"If you can help yourself, can you still sit on the toilet and cry?"
These two words aroused the echo of layers in Bai Xiao's mind.
Yes, it's very tough. Nanshuo never gives people any face. Do you have to be so magnanimous about this kind of thing?
She took a deep breath, closed her eyes, with a strong sense of shame, bent down and hugged Li Nanshao's leg.
Before he was ready for it, Li Nan Shuo suddenly bent down and got close to her back. He had wiped it with his fingers. First it was cool, then it was hot.
Bai Xiao couldn't control himself at all, and his whole body couldn't help shrinking forward, trying to avoid his fingers.
Li Nan Shuo pauses, low voice way, "you relax a little bit, otherwise affirmation will be more painful."
Li Nan Shuo's finger, want to stretch into, how to relax?
Bai Xiao's blood rushed to his face and forehead. He wanted to talk back, but he couldn't say a word.
Hesitated for a while, still can only force oneself, slightly adjusted posture, let oneself try to keep more natural posture.
"Do you remember the time you went into the trash can?" Li Nan Shuo suddenly asked her softly.
Bai Xiao was stunned, and then he reflected. What Li Nan Shuo said was that the night he proposed to her, she went into the recyclable trash can to find the thermos bucket he had thrown away.
At that time, she thought that maybe she would never have that kind of memories with strong smell in her life.
Now want to come, still oneself too naive.
There is no worst, only worse.
Just immersed in the memories with a strong smell, Li Nan Shuo's fingers have been put in.
Bai Xiao was unprepared, so he could not help but shrink in pain.
Li Nan Shuo only put in a third of a finger, white hours tight to him not to enter.
I can't help it. I can only take it out slowly. Before I take it out completely, I can see that the gloves are stained with blood.
He was stunned, and his heart was pulled up for a moment.
No wonder she just sat on the toilet and cried, bleeding, it must be very painful.
He didn't say a word, didn't take back his fingers, but picked up the shower gel on the side and poured it on his fingers.
He didn't dare to let Bai Xiao see it by himself. He must be more nervous when he saw it.
"Pain..." Bai Xiao put his arms around his legs and said, "why don't I take two more aloe capsules?"
Li Nan Shuo listen to her so beg oneself, the heart is instantly soft, want to loosen her.
However, look at this situation, if not done well today, tomorrow will certainly be more painful, let alone two aloe capsules, 20 are not necessarily useful.
"It's going to be ready in a minute. Just a little more lubrication, and a little more patience." He thought about it, and said softly.Before chemotherapy, the doctor had already told him all the possible conditions after chemotherapy, including constipation.
At that time, he thought, there is a way to solve constipation. How serious can it be?
Now I see it with my own eyes, and I know that constipation can be so serious.
Twenty minutes later, white hour was too painful to stand up.
Li Nan Shuo took off his gloves, washed his hands with hand sanitizer, and saw the white hours when his eyes were swollen with tears.
"The doctor said that there would be a second chemotherapy in ten days, but what should we do?" Bai Xiao sobbed and asked intermittently.
It's impossible to love in life. When she thought of going through this situation for the second time in more than ten days, she wanted to die.
Li Nan Shuo is distressed, and feel really a little funny, hand for white hour put on pants, hold her up, back to bed.
White hours lying in bed, he covered his face with a quilt, crying constantly burping.
It may look really funny, but I've experienced it before and I know it's not funny at all.
Li Nanshao knew that she was very sad and painful. She had shed a lot of blood just now.
He took a deep breath, adjusted his breathing, sat on the edge of the bed, across the quilt, and put his hand around her shoulder.
"So, after the next chemotherapy, even if you don't want to eat, you have to force yourself to drink two more mouthfuls of oily soup, and even if you hold your nose, you have to pour it down." He spoke softly and reasoned with her well.
"Even healthy people, even for a few days have no oil and water, even a little clear oil, only drink porridge, only eat a little fruit, not constipation is strange, do you think I'm right?"
Is it reasonable?
Bai Xiao pushed Li Nanshao's hand across the quilt. After listening to his two words of comfort, he didn't feel much comfortable, but felt more uncomfortable.
"But I just smell it. I think it's rotten. How can I force myself to eat what smells rotten?" Bai Xiao reluctantly forced himself to calm down a little bit and said in a hoarse voice.