Serena didn't sleep well. In the middle of the night, she was awakened by a noise. Women and men were arguing outside the house. The chaotic words were like a storm. She couldn't understand them, so she didn't listen. However, even if she didn't listen, she couldn't sleep any more.
She was thinking about how to wake Lu Zhengkang up, thinking: dreams and memories must have limitations, as long as you do some unconventional things, you can make dreams collapse, after all, things that never happened always need more attention to deal with, as long as the little makes the most of the slow, Lu Zhengkang will wake up because of active thinking.
Serena was in a much better mood when she saw such a possible and workable road. She immediately got up, jumped out of the window and strolled around the outskirts of the city at night.
After a while, it was getting light. Serana looked back and saw the smoke rising from her home. She secretly ran back to her bedroom, picked up the deer's head, went downstairs to the kitchen, and leaned against the doorframe. From this angle, she could see the woman's busy back in front of the kitchen stove, and her aging. However, aging can't be used to describe this state. She was just decadent, and riding a bicycle could make her once smoked Blood ghost run for life also can't catch up with the strong body, no longer so energetic.
The light of the fire reflected the fine wrinkles on her face. Her skin was loose and greasy, just like the white linen tarpaulin on the firewood pile. Looking at her skin alone, she felt sad for no reason. Fortunately, when the woman turned her head, Serena saw her eyes were bright. Instead of being sad, she felt relieved.
Serena thought, this ending is also good, men change their minds, women unfeeling, has always been like this.
The black painted iron door was knocked. The sound was loud. The woman frowned, closed the stove and hurried to open it.
Serena thought it was the man who came back and chased him out. As a result, after the door opened, another man's appearance was revealed. He was wearing a gray frock. He was simple, honest and pure, but the woman's expression became really sad. She shook her head and wanted to close the door. The man in gray wanted to stop him, so they wrestled with each other with their own eyes Sound communication.
The woman used a lot of strength, her forehead was sweating, and the man in grey was panting. He just stood against the door, but he didn't really push hard. But his posture was like a man fighting with Jiang Chao. His legs were shaking, his face was taut, his eyes were staring big and wet.
The woman shook her head again and again, and finally closed the door. She locked her tongue and let out a Kata sound. She held on to the door plate like a jerk, her back undulating. When she looked back, her face became normal again. She waved to Serena and said, "let's get the meal."
Serena walks to the kitchen with the deer's head in her hand. She is at a loss about the relationship between the two. She finds that she still hasn't seen through the truth of her marriage. At least, she can't guess who the man who just knocked on the door is.
It was a silent and awkward meal. The woman kept her head down. Once again, Serena tried to feed the deer's head, but she didn't respond.
After dinner, the woman handed Serena two coins and told her to take the No.19 bus to school. She repeatedly told her to study hard. Finally, she said, "don't come back. Go to your father."
Serena didn't understand. She put the deer's head in her bag as usual. She went out and walked along the road. She saw the man in grey wandering in an alley. He also saw Serena and gave her a gentle smile. For some reason, Serena was afraid of this expression. She frowned, didn't reply and trotted out of the alley.
Walking along the road for a while, Serena saw some big cars stopping at the side of the road to let pedestrians in and out. She knew it must be a public transport tool, so she got on the bus naturally.
Sitting in a window seat, the world in front of you is separated by a transparent barrier. It's like looking at a picture. Mountains, fields, roads, pedestrians, buildings, power poles, pile by pile, piece by piece, from far, near, and then far away. The closer you are to the horizon, the more you can stay in your sight. In this way, things close to you are fleeting.
Serena always has some strange ideas in her mind. She never thinks so much, but at this time, she can't help falling into a semi sober meditation. Some things about mathematics, philosophy and social life, such as distiller's grains in a vat, float and sink with the rotating liquor, and dissolve in the pungent aroma.
She suddenly woke up. The car arrived at the station, but it was not the school. It was a railway station, and her thinking was not so clear. She just followed the people who got off the train. She was very passive. She looked around. The building was very large, but not very high. It was like an ant nest in the forest, protruding a flat hill on the ground, and countless ants came in and out.
A lot of people, a lot of voices, here, you will be confused, Serena is the first time to come to such a place, she came out of the crowd, facing eight or nine young beautiful men and women, dressed in fashion, they say hello to Serena, take her to stand behind the line in front of the ticket gate.
Serena deliberately left the group of men and women and ran to the back of another team to stand. She saw that the people in front of her were holding a piece of red paper, so she searched for her belongings. Finally, she found an old wallet in the middle of her schoolbag, which contained some business cards, some folded cash, the red ticket she was looking for, and a picture of the whole family And the mother's part was torn, only Lu Zhengkang, and two old people.Serena was dazed for a moment, but the middle-aged ticket collector was not dazed. She snatched the bill from her hand, punched a hole with a clip and handed it back to her.
If the journey of life is too strange, it is hard to avoid the suspicion of grief. She embarks on a new road and leaves the old people. Serena is slightly sad. She gently touches her schoolbag, and the deer head is still there. The outline of the antlers can be seen from the outside.
When she got on the green train, the whole process was very natural, and she was not in a hurry. She just took the deer head out of the bag and put it on the small table. Suddenly someone was shouting the name of Lu Zhengkang outside the window. Serena was surprised and quickly poked her head out of the window. The woman was standing on the platform. Her clothes were more and more simple and old-fashioned, holding a red one in her hand Serena picked up Mickey Mouse's canvas bag. It was heavy and heavy.
The woman seemed to want to say something, but the train started slowly. Serana leaned half of her body out of the window. The woman chased her two steps, but didn't continue to chase her. She just waved her hand very hard and motioned serana to withdraw. The woman's face was more and more decayed, and her yellow skin was tightly attached to her muscles, no longer greasy. Why? Serena could not guess, but looked at the woman's expression of pain and joy, and was stunned for a moment.
She took a deep breath, sighed slowly, and finally returned to the car. A nearby electric pole whistled by the window. Later, her head would have to be cut off.
Serena didn't feel scared. She just continued to look around with curiosity.
Railway and highway give people different feelings. If the highway is free, the railway will be bound. Looking at the two rails close to each other on the sleeper, the wheels press on them, and several rails crisscross each other, complex like a knotted fishing net.
It's day time now, but some people are tired. In one car, all living beings are in a state of state. But generally speaking, during the day, people still have to be more active, smoking, playing cards, singing together and eating all kinds of food.
Serena opened the canvas bag, which contained clothes and food, especially a bag of tea eggs, six of which were still hot. She took three at a time, and it was delicious.
At night, most of the sleepy people will sleep awkwardly, and even lie on the dirty ground.
Serena didn't feel sleepy. She looked out of the window at the dark field. The train running under the night was like a boat on the sea, from an island full of lights to the next one. The train itself left serana's impression - the intestines of a huge creature, the air turbid like the evaporated gastric juice, slowly moving in the night like scorpions, while people lay in disorder, like stones, debris, grass roots and mud to be digested.
Day and night and hours later, the destination arrived.
Lu Zhengkang's college days.