Chapter 128

In such a daze late into the night, I kept thinking about the little things that have happened these days. So many things have happened in just a few months, more than the total of her more than ten years... And it's not calm

At this moment, when I think about it again, my heart is still not calm. Those things will always set off waves at the bottom of her heart

There are few happy things, but more pain. So many things are squeezed, which makes her a little unbearable. When can a broken heart return to peace? Can she let everything go?

A lot of problems are in front of her. She really wants to escape... But she knows that she can't escape at all!

She sighed low. Suddenly, she seemed to hear some slight movement outside the ward door. She raised her eyes and was surprised to find a black figure flashing outside the window

And I haven't seen you leave for a long time

The light in the corridor was so dark that she couldn't see each other... She could only feel a dark shadow. She opened her eyes to see who it was? It's just that the dim light can't be seen at all!

It seems that there is such a dark shadow at the door every day... She never dared to explore who it would be?

Just, tonight, she especially wants to know! But also afraid to know

She got up, got out of bed and walked towards the door!

"Who?" she tensed instinctively.

The air was quiet, and she opened the door. I wanted to find out, but I was frightened by the suddenly extinguished lights around me. At 12 o'clock every night, the lights in the corridor of the hospital will be turned off on time... She just forgot, and suddenly it became dark all around, which made her really afraid!

"Don't be afraid, it's me!"

The magnetic voice is a little hoarse.

Even if I haven't seen him for a few days, his voice is still easy for her to recognize!

Her body trembled slightly. She turned and wanted to close the door

The next second, a healthy arm is across the crack of the door!

At this moment, Xihan himself could feel his fingers trembling hard all night... His arm was clamped... Her strength just now... Very heavy

"I'm sorry, I can't do it!" the hoarse voice took a trace of apology and a deep longing for her. He thought that little Yao didn't want to see him, so he could restrain himself and disappear in her sight. However, he found it really difficult to do so! Every day, he tried his best to bear his heart to see him, but every minute and every second, he was thinking about her. Every night, he would come and stay at the door of her ward for a while, but he never dared to see her... Afraid that she would see her upset... Even more afraid of her indifferent sight when she saw herself

He looked forward to the little Yao Jing as before. He was a little good to her, and she was ecstatic to throw herself into his arms!

However, it seems that it is very difficult for her now. There are too many insurmountable gaps between them.

He wanted to give her freedom, but it was even more difficult to implement it!

He suddenly found that he was not so relieved... The idea of eager to have her became more and more profound. Even if a man like him put down his body, he also wanted to save her! Just because of this woman, he can't give up at all! He thought that if she would forgive himself, he would change himself. He would try to love her and love her deeply! Just because no one can replace the feeling this woman gives him.

"..." the body is a little cold. This man... Is really selfish! Did he know that when she saw him, she would think of her dead brother and the unborn child... How cruel it was to her

Pulling the door again, she seemed to want him to retreat in spite of difficulties. However, no matter how strong she was, she couldn't shake the man in front of her!

"Give me a chance to make up for it?" he put down his body again

“……”

Silence... The only response she gave him was silence

Night Xihan knocked hard at the door and exerted his greatest strength every time. However, his arm was like iron. He didn't feel any pain at all. It wasn't that he didn't hurt, but that he didn't want to show up in front of his woman.

If such a small Yao essence can vent his hatred for him, he will be happy even if his arm is disabled!

Night Xihan suddenly opened and closed with the same force as crazy. However, she found that the more she tried, the more uncomfortable her heart was, and the more she couldn't vent the pain and depression at the bottom of her heart!

Did he think she would be distressed?

Does he think she'll come back to him like nothing?

Does he think she will love him as before?

No

No more

Never again

Unable to close the door, she feebly put down her fingers clutching the door handle.

Turn around and walk towards the bed!

"Yexi Han!"

He roared in frustration. He wanted to keep his voice down as much as possible, but he was really too anxious. Her indifference frightened him!

No resistance, no anger, no hate for her, even more frightened him!

Even hating him is happier than ignoring him coming at the moment!

At least, how deep is hatred? It proves how deep love is. How can we talk about hate if we don't love?

“……”

Silent

She just hopes that there will be no more him in her life! Why, even this little request is not satisfied with her?

"Night Xi Han, what do you want!" he was annoyed. I've never been so angry! God knows how much he wants to hear her voice, even scold him. It's good to accuse him of his crimes one by one, but she is so stingy that she doesn't want to give him a word!

How can he not be angry?

That's him. Can't pretend at last? His cold attitude made her feel cold again. She knew that this man would not change anything at all?

The night wind blew, the leaves rustled outside the window, and the cold temperature in the ward made her shiver! She is cold, not because of the rapidly falling temperature, but because of the man's cold voice!

Looking at her shivering, mu Lingtian was in great pain... He knew he shouldn't be angry, but he was really angry! So that he couldn't control his emotions at all!

These days, she is thin again. She is already thin again... Such a thin her makes him more distressed!

She took off her coat and came forward to wrap her body, but she avoided it!

She was like avoiding the plague and hurriedly avoided his concern.

His arms were stiff in the air. Then he approached her again and wrapped her whether she wanted it or not!

This time, he regained his usual hegemony. Even if she didn't want it, he had to force it on her!

"I don't want your false kindness!" she said angrily, her arms still waving, trying to get rid of his shackles!

"Don't play with a child's temper. His body is his own. If he catches a cold, he can only feel uncomfortable!" he looked at her delicate and trembling body. If he had done it before, he would have been cruel to ignore it, but at the moment, he couldn't sit idly by. God knows how much he loves her. He can't see her self abuse at all!

"Even if she is dead, what does it have to do with you?" she said angrily. If it goes on like this, she will be forced to death by this man sooner or later!

"Don't say die!" he was slightly angry, because she didn't cherish herself, but also because she abandoned herself! Even if you hate him, you shouldn't talk about your life!

Bend down and pick her up when she is unprepared!

"Asshole, what do you want? You put me down!"

Night Xi Han shouted defensively. He hugged her horizontally, which really frightened her! What does he want to do to her?

"Stop it, little Yao Jing... Give me a chance to make atonement. I swear I won't hurt you again..."

He ignored her struggle, put her on the bed, gently covered her with a quilt, and his voice became very soft!

"I don't need any of these! You don't have to... I don't need your hypocrisy at all!".

He didn't expect her to treat his kindness like this!

"Stop making trouble..." he opened his mouth and continued to coax her gently.

"Get out, I don't want to see you..."

"Don't even think about it!" he refused overbearing!

"Go away, don't bother me... Don't bother me..."

"Don't think about it!"

"Woo... You bastard, you're not human..." fingers clenched fists, and his hair beat him. Why, why do you treat her like this? Does he have to be so cruel? Wouldn't even give her this little request?

Does he know how much courage she needs to face him?

Does he know that she needs time and space... To gradually forget some painful things?

He doesn't know. He just wants to be happy!

Even reach your own goal by no means!

"Damn it... What the hell did I do? You can forgive me?" he roared! He put down his figure. For the first time, he needed to be nice to her. He wanted to keep her around, but she made endless trouble with him

His love for her is worthless in her eyes! She is not rare

"; I won't forgive you..." because she can't forgive herself. How can she forgive him

"I will do until you forgive..." maybe he didn't do well enough, she didn't want to forgive him! However, in order to keep her around, he is willing to change all his bad habits, including his hot personality... Until she forgives her

"No... you can't do it at all... You only think of yourself, only for yourself, regardless of other people's feelings, you are selfish..." with tears in the corners of her eyes, she accused him!

"Shut up! If you are not me, how can you deny me... Whether I am selfish or regardless of your feelings, these are just to keep you and be afraid of losing you!" he spit out coldly, his palm clenched into a fist, his cheek stretched tight in the night, stabbed by her words and wanted to get angry, but he endured it again when he looked at her shaking with anger. How could she think of him like this... What did he do all this for?

Night Xihan's heart is cool. It's a high sounding excuse. So he's right to do all this? Is it all because of her?

She can't afford it!

Not rare!

"How can you let me go? Haven't you tortured me enough? Do you have to kill me or drive me crazy before you let me go and you'll be satisfied?"

The thin shoulders trembled and burst into tears. She was so tired and painful. Why did this man entangle her with so many terrible things?

Her strong complaint made him tremble at the bottom of his heart. He clenched his hand and tried to control his anger at the bottom of his heart.

Take a deep breath, hard, slowly spit out, "you blame me, blame me... I can't give up you!"

His low hoarse voice echoed in the ward

Her shoulders suddenly stepped down. She was like a doll with her soul removed. There was no blood on her beautiful face,

Tears quietly slipped down her cheeks. She turned over and stopped looking at the man! The body is shaking, the heart is cold, and tears pour down with the moment when you close your eyes

"Have a good rest, I'll go first..." he pursed his lips. He stared deeply at her pear blossom tearful face and frowned, "I'll take you out of the hospital tomorrow..."

"Let me go, will you..." she sucked her nose and brushed the tears on her cheeks with her hand. Open your mouth!

He frowned faintly, as if thinking about something important.

"Impossible!"

Spit out three firm words between his lips, turn around, he left with heavy steps... Out of the ward, he didn't leave quickly, but leaned against the wall, took out his cigarette and smoked

She wants to get rid of herself? This is absolutely impossible!

Even if they imprison her by despicable means... They will be entangled

You can also feel the smoke in the air!

She knew he had just left, and she could just escape from here!

It was just four o'clock. Without hesitation, she quickly walked through the corridor... To the back door

She should hurry up and leave when he finds himself!

It seemed that everything was going well without any accident. She left the hospital soon!

In the empty home, there is still no shadow of my parents. They haven't come back yet... I really miss my parents and miss them so much

Left a note in their room!

She was afraid that they would not see her when they came back. She was worried that they would worry about her... Because she had to leave for some time!

Back to the room, she quickly packed up her things and looked at her room. She thought she could not come back for some time!

Since he refused to let her go, instead of watching the man suffer, she could only choose to leave!

It's good to go to a place where he can't find himself, as long as he can no longer see this man!

Take out your ID card, bank card from the drawer

There are several bank cards in it. They are all given by the man. She has never used them!

She didn't take those cards, but skipped them and picked up her bank card. The card had only more than 1000 yuan. She wanted to have enough money for her to leave this place!

When she was ready to close the drawer, she stopped!

Reaching out to pick up those cards again, she threw them into the trash can. She wouldn't want anything from this man... She would throw away everything that reminds her of him!

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