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Lu Zhinian would rather let Ning Xiaotang cry than let her lose her temper. But this time, she didn't mention the child.

Lu Zhinian sends out the doctors and nurses in the ward, closes the door, and looks anxiously at Ning Xiaotang. He thinks that she didn't vent her anger because she was looking after her face in front of everyone.

"Xiaotang, I know you feel bad in your heart. Now there's no one. You don't have to hold on."

He covers the quilt for her again, takes out the wet towel, and cleans her face carefully before leaving.

Lu Zhinian gave her time to cry. When she was tired of crying, she went to sleep.

Ning Xiaotang can't come out for a while and a half. She covers her face and cries intermittently. She is out of breath, as if she is going to use up all her tears in this moment.

Lu Zhinian comforts Ning Xiaotang in a soft voice, hoping that she can figure it out.

"You've done a good job, Xiao Tang. It's not your fault. Don't blame yourself for all the problems."

Ning Xiaotang has broken down. He can't break down any more.

He wrung his eyebrows, as if he had just learned that the child had not been saved. He choked again. He took a deep breath and his eyes were scarlet, but he did not shed tears.

Lu Zhinian felt the shaking of his hands' shoulders, and his heart was like being pulled by someone.

But she has really worked hard to learn to take care of herself. She has worked very hard

I'm afraid Ning Xiaotang can't get out of this shadow in her life. She blames herself for the abortion. She thinks she killed her child.

"In the year of Lu, our children are gone Why? I'm so careful. I love him so much... "

Maybe the man's gentle voice broke the last line of defense in Ning Xiaotang's heart. Her bad mood suddenly couldn't be restrained any more, and she rushed to her heart. Her tears flowed more violently, and she couldn't help crying.

Lu Zhinian stood up, put his hand on her shoulder and said, "I'll stay here with you. You can sleep."

Ning Xiaotang shrank in the quilt, silently covered his face, and his palm was slightly wet.

As the child's biological mother, she loves her more than anyone else in the world, but she doesn't even have a chance to see the world, and her life is ruthlessly deprived!

But Lu Zhinian knew her. Although she always said don't have a baby, giving birth makes her ugly, every time she talks about the name of the child, whether it's a son or a daughter, the smile in her eyes can't pretend.

Finish saying, rather small Tang unexpectedly really lay down, the facial expression still disguises very well, did not let Lu Zhinian see a flaw.

"I'm ok. I'm not hungry, but I'm a little sleepy. I'll go to bed first. If you don't feel comfortable sleeping on the sofa, go home and sleep. Come back to see me tomorrow morning."

Ning Xiaotang and Lu Zhinian did not speak well many times, and now they are one of the few.

When the doctor went to work, Lu Zhinian stopped the attending doctor who operated on Ning Xiaotang last night in the corridor and asked, "Dr. Yang, yesterday was too urgent. I didn't have time to ask. Do you have time now? If we have time, let's talk about it? "

Dr. Yang looked at his watch. Although he was almost late, he took Lu Zhinian's situation into consideration. Out of the compassion of the doctors, he nodded and agreed.

They found a quiet place.