Song Mother patted song Xiaoya's hand, "Xiaoya, mother is really wrong! The most regretful thing in my life is that I didn't grasp the happiness that really belongs to me. People always know the value of each other after losing them. "
Song Xiaoya knew that her mother was referring to Uncle Wang, and suddenly she couldn't help feeling sad.
"Mom, what's the matter with you and Uncle Wang? Where's Uncle Wang? "
Mention that person, Song Mother tears flow more fierce, for a long time, just shook his head.
"I don't know where he went. After he knew my relationship with Chen Lijian, he moved away from home the next day. At first, I didn't care about it. I didn't regret it until Chen Lijian attacked me for the first time, but what face did I have to face him at that time?"
“……” Song Xiaoya was very upset. She sighed in her heart, "Mom, how can you..."
She sighed heavily, and she hated her mother.
Uncle Wang was so kind to his mother that his mother did such a thing to him.
But this kind of thing, as a junior, she has no right to criticize too much.
Song's mother really has no face to say such a thing in front of her daughter, but she really regrets it, but there is no regret medicine in the world.
"Xiaoya, I'm sorry! Mom, I'm sorry. It was mom who was wrong before. Mom's wrong is ridiculous. "
Song Xiaoya was shocked and quickly stopped: "what are you doing? Why apologize to me? "
Song's mother wiped her tears, but she couldn't stop her tears.
"Xiaoya, in my life, the person I'm most sorry for is you. Only now do I understand that I've always been too confused. Before, I was too persistent to song Yongjun. I always lived in the past and criticized you too much. I even had a fantasy about song Yongjun. He treated me like that, and I was angry with you."
Referring to the past, song Xiaoya's heart is like being tightly entangled by a vine, flashing a touch of suffocating pain.
She did blame song Mu before.
That man drove their mother and daughter out of the house on a snowy day. Later, song Yongjun asked her for money like a vampire. At that time, his mother didn't care about her feelings at all. She even helped song Yongjun talk and beat and scold her. When she was angry, she scolded her why she was a daughter and why she wasn't a son. If it was a son, song Yongjun would not go out I don't want them, mother and daughter.
She knew that her mother was also very sad, so she silently endured her mother's abuse every time.
In her life, she had been desperate for her family, and no longer expected her mother to be kind to her. But now her mother apologized to her.
She was suddenly relieved.
After so long, she didn't want to care about anything.
Song Xiaoya took song's mother's hand and shook her head, "Mom, let's go! Don't think about that any more. "
Song's mother closed her eyes, tears fell down her wrinkled face, and she nodded her head in pain.
"Well, we won't talk about it any more!"
She lost Wang Jianguo and the best person in the world. Chen Lijian is the punishment of heaven.
These words she wanted to rot in her stomach all her life, but for her daughter's happiness, she had to say all these things.
She held song Xiaoya's hand tightly and said earnestly: "Xiaoya, I remember that day after you left. No wonder I saw Junhao so familiar that day. He came to me five years ago and asked me where you were. I said I didn't know. He even knelt down and begged me. He knelt down straight in front of me. I was shocked by him, but I was real I don't know where you went
“……” Song Xiaoya put her fingers on her side and could not help holding them tightly.
Song's mother said: "Xiaoya, Junhao really loves you. It's not easy to meet someone who really loves you in his life. Don't wait until you miss them to cherish them. Mother's experience is the lesson of blood and tears. Mother doesn't want you to live a lifetime with regret like me."
Song Xiaoya dropped her eyes, and a tangle flashed in her heart.
In her mind, she kept replaying the relationship of the three members of their family during this period.
Often think of those warm scenes, she can not say the heartache.
"Mom, I know. I'll think it over!"
Song's mother holds song Xiaoya's finger tightly, silently encouraging her.
"Mom believes you, Xiaoya is the best girl in the world. She will never repeat her mother's mistakes like her mother."
“……” Song Xiaoya put a smile on her face, "Mom, don't talk about it. You will live here during this time, and wait until you have a good body."
Mother song shook her head, "no! Chen Lijian was arrested in prison, and no one would threaten me any more. "
"Ma..." Song Xiaoya wants to stay.
It's strange that five years later, song's mother made her feel more intimate than five years ago.
Song's mother shook her head and told her: "Xiaoya, you must take good care of yourself in the future. It's easy for husband and wife to get along with each other, but it's more difficult to get along with each other. It's not necessary for a man to lower his head after a quarrel. With mutual tolerance and understanding, he will love you more."Song Xiaoya bit her lip and nodded, "OK, I know."
Two people are talking, song Ruiqi came back from school.
When song's mother saw such a big grandson, she was so overjoyed that she swept away the haze in her heart.
"Come here, boy!"
Song Ruiqi looks at the stranger at home, opens her eyes curiously, and looks at Song Xiaoya perplexedly.
"Mommy, who is she?"
"Reggie, this is your grandmother. Please call grandma!" Song Xiaoya said gently to song Ruiqi.
Song Ruiqi looked at Song's mother up and down, and then called out: "Grandma!"
"Eh!" Song's mother was so happy that her tears came up again.
She felt around in her pocket and pulled out a few hundred crumpled dollars.
"My child, grandma has nothing but a few hundred yuan. Take it and buy toys."
Song Ruiqi dropped her eyes and looked at the crumpled hundred yuan bills in her mother's hand. She didn't reach for them.
He leaned in Song Xiaoya's arms and shook his head at his mother. "Grandma, daddy and Mommy will buy me toys. Keep the money for yourself."
Song's mother turned red and rubbed her hands in embarrassment.
"Don't give up, child! Grandma is useless. Grandma has no money. She should have given you more. "
Song Xiaoya was so sad that she couldn't say it in her heart. Her voice choked and said, "Reggie, go on! It's from Grandma. It's from Grandma's heart. "
Chen Lijian beat her just now just to rob her of several hundred yuan in her pocket. She would rather be beaten by Chen Lijian, but now she gives all the money to Ruiqi
Song Ruiqi got her mother's permission and happily borrowed the money.
"Thank you, grandma."
Song's mother said with a smile, "good! Well, let's not talk about that. It's getting late. I'll go back first. "
Then he got up and left.
Song's mother is now injured, even walking is lame, she is not willing to let her go back.
She quickly got up, took song Mu and said, "Mom, you live here! At least wait until you are well! "
Song's mother sighed and patted song Xiaoya, holding her hand.
"Xiaoya, your mother already knows what you want. She doesn't want to humiliate you. Do you understand?"
What kind of person is she? What kind of family is the Mu family? She doesn't want to give Xiaoya any more trouble. As long as her daughter lives well, she is better than anything.
It's a pity that she didn't realize this before.
She was weak and always lived in the past. It was Chen Lijian who woke her up.
Song Xiaoya looks at his mother's back as she limps to the door. Her nose turns sour and her eyes turn red quickly.
"Ma!"
Mu Junhao came in from the door. Looking at the scene, his handsome eyebrows immediately wrinkled.
"Ma, what's the matter? Did I neglect you? Why are you leaving? "
Song's mother said with a smile: "Junhao, I want to thank you for what happened today. Chen Lijian has been arrested. There will be no more danger at home. I'd better go back."
Mu Junhao looks at Song Xiaoya, who is standing by the sofa with dim tears, and a trace of heartache flashes in his heart.
"Mom, you live here. Xiaoya is very boring at home alone. You should be with her."