Besides, he didn't have any feelings for his sister. He was infatuated with her. Yes, he said he was. Sister is so beautiful, so beautiful!
And she looked at Yu Jinglan, just a moment, her heart suddenly rose a inexplicable uneasiness, she thought, brother Yu will love his life?
It seems that in this world, no one can be the treasure in his hand for a lifetime! Think like this, Mou Guang can't help but turn dark.
Xing Jiabai's eyes turned, a pair of peach blossom eyes flashed, a touch of heartache, she is concerned about the tone of Yu Jinglan and song Sitong talk, right? So gentle!
Just like how sad he is at the moment, she stands beside Yu Jinglan instead of herself.
"I don't accept any of your gifts. I'm sorry. Please come back." Song Sitong walked into the bedroom and slammed the door.
Xing Jia Bai pursed his lips and said, "you go back. Si Tong needs time. I'll talk to her slowly. She's here now. You can rest assured!"
Song Yin's heart was full of gratitude to Xing Jiabai. Mou Guang met him and said sincerely: "thank you, Xing Jiabai!"
"Don't mention it. Who are we with?" Xing Jiabai's words successfully caused Yu Jinglan's frown. "Well, let's go. It's daybreak. I want to make up for sleep! Ask for half a day off tomorrow, boss, please approve
Yu Jinglan's cold voice was still hoarse, "she'll give it to you!"
"I understand!"
Song Yin is quietly led upstairs by Yu Jinglan.
She felt that her happiness was stolen, which was not fair and aboveboard. She was even annoyed, even guilty, and even looked down on herself. In a few minutes, Yu Jinglan was distressed by her tangled eyes.
He held her hand, let her shake into a fist, and grasped her with his big hand: "Yinyin, stop thinking, give her some time. She's stronger than I thought. She'll be fine. "
"I'm fine!" Song Yin said low. "Thanks to Xing Jiabai, otherwise we will continue to worry. We can rest assured that our elder sister is with him. Let's take the rest of the time!"
As soon as Yu Jinglan's eyes were tight, he looked at the way she was grateful to Xing Jiabai. He looked at her and gently lifted her chin. His lips touched her gently, which was very gentle. "Are you so grateful to Xing Jiabai?"
"Well! Because he has been quietly helping me, never need to return, just quietly help! He is a good man
"No purpose is the most terrible, no purpose is the greatest purpose!" Yu Jinglan doesn't think so!
Song Yin looked at him seriously and didn't like his words, "brother Yu, why do I suddenly feel uneasy today? Feel like we've cleared all the barriers, but still can't be together? "
"Why do you think so?" Yu Jinglan was stunned.
"Because I'm not sure if you love me all your life!" Song Yin looked at him and murmured.
Yu Jinglan frowned, "I want you, Yinyin, as long as you!"
He said low, song Yin almost felt his hand shaking: "I want you."
He wiped his lips from her cheek and gazed into her eyes, her eyelashes half drooping and her dark eyes moist. "Tell me, you will never belong to anyone else, tell me!"
"I don't have to tell you," she whispered, "don't you know my heart yet?"
"I know your heart, yes! I know! " He seemed to be comforting himself. "Why are you upset?"
"I'm afraid of fate. Many times, we can't control fate." Song Yin murmured, with a vague mood.
Yu Jinglan hugs her, his lips cling to her. "No, it's up to me, not heaven!"
She passively raised her head, tears from the corner of her eyes down.
"You're crying again." He whispered, picked him up, went to his house, opened the door, went in and closed the door.
"Don't turn on the light!" She didn't want him to see the uneasiness and fragility of her eyes.
He leaned over to kiss her on the lip. "Silly child, too happy, that's why you are so worried about gain and loss!"
"Well! I Know! Do you really want me for life? " She asked him carefully and softly. Song Yin found that she was expecting his answer so much at the moment.
Yu Jinglan's thick eyebrows were tangled, and her manner became more tense. "All my life, I want you! Sure and sure! No one can rob you from me, you are my private property! I'm on my own
But she was not allowed to be his personal belongings This idea let her heart not from a heavy, sour feeling like half a lemon in her mouth.
Song Yin's feather eyelashes tremble, and there is a desolate helplessness in her soft voice. "Just property?"
"Of course!" Yu Jinglan didn't notice her tone at all.
If it is property, it may be discarded one day, because no one will use a thing to the end of his life!
"Don't make yourself like a poor little daughter-in-law. I'm sorry for you." As soon as her sharp eyes narrowed, her slender body was close to her, and her warm breath was on her cool cheek. A feeling of itching brushed her skin, and even her whole body became numb. "You are my property, my love! All my life"Love?" She was stunned. In the dark, her blush floated on her cheeks. She pursed her red lips. Her shy appearance was enough to tease every man.
"Brother Yu, I'm finished. I'm really worried about gain and loss. I'm so afraid that happiness is like a dream. When I wake up, there's nothing left! Sorry, I hate myself so much! What a nuisance! I think I've become so narrow-minded, I don't like myself like this! But my heart is really like this, I will be jealous of your sister's every good, but you are not good to her, I am not happy! I'm hypocritical. I've always been. My mother robbed my aunt's husband, and I robbed my sister's boyfriend. In my life, I can't look up because of this! "
"Silly girl, you are a little fool. How can you be a dream? I want you, love you. " He said, burning eyes glued to her delicate face, burning her skin inch by inch. "You didn't rob me. I don't love song Sitong. Shall we not talk about all the things before?"
In the dark, the twinkling black eyes looked at each other.
She could hardly breathe when she was grieved. She was too familiar with this kind of eyes. Whenever he was lustful, this kind of expression would appear.
"Sorry, I shouldn't think too much, it's my fault!" Song Yin lowered her head and sighed, deeply remorseful. How did she become so careful? Why do you care so much? She hates herself like this! It's not natural and unrestrained at all, it's not easy to put down at all, it's very important to care about little things.
Because she could hardly believe it. Every time he looked at her, she felt that she couldn't believe it. She felt more and more like a dream. She was excited, nervous, insomnia, palpitations This kind of feeling, has never been.
At that time, the secret love for him, the heart only hurt, because secret love is the sword hundred turns thousand things, I love you, just my own thing!
However, when love became a matter for two people, she found that she was so tired! She became selfish and exclusive.
This fear of gain and loss made her afraid, afraid to face herself and Yu Jinglan, for fear that he would repent later, so when they cleared the obstacles, she became abnormal.
Sometimes she will be very sharp, sometimes inexplicably sad, sometimes happy as a bird flying in the clouds, sometimes silent as a pebble lying on the edge of the river bed.
She's extremely sensitive and sensitive. "Brother Yu, I'm really afraid, I'm afraid you won't love me for a lifetime, I'm afraid --"
Yu Jinglan finally can't bear it, grabs song Yin's arm and shouts: "Yinyin, put away your tension! Life is short. Do you want to live in this fear of gain and loss all your life? Or do you want to live a happy life without burden? High quality of life? "
"I know! I'm wrong She apologized, chagrined. "I want to be with you, happy!"
But, can you be happy?
"Yinyin, we are going to spend such a long time together in the future. I hope our life is only happy, not sad. In order to our marriage, we all struggled, struggled, and finally come to today. Can I ask you something? "
"Well!" She nodded, deeply disturbed.
"Don't think any more, don't even hint!" He said sincerely, steadily and deeply: "the past is the past. We can only face the future. Can we accept the future with the most happy mood? You don't have to do this again. You know, if you do this again, you and I can't stand it. Yinyin, I like what you told me when you were in Hongjing tonight. If you say everything is better, you will make it up to me! Don't do that again, will you? I can't stand it. You become worried about gain and loss. One day, I will be disappointed. At that time, we may hate each other! "
"Brother Yu!" She threw herself into his arms, immediately hugged him, and hid her cheek in the clothes on his chest. "I'm sorry, I'm sorry! I think I really need to see a psychologist! Brother Yu, I'm wrong! "
"Relax! Yinyin, relax Suddenly he turned on the light.
He saw the confusion in her eyes, he held her face, looked into her eyes, said: "Yinyin, tell me, at this moment, what do you see in my eyes?"
She looked at his eyes, usually he was calm and self-sustaining, only in love, will reveal for her crazy look.
Song Yin looked at the eyes. At the moment, there was deep emotion in his eyes, including heartache, reluctance, tension and worry.
She felt her heart lake rippling, and the red glow came to her ears all the way from her cheeks. She tried not to open her face, trying to avoid his too hot and bold vision, but he stopped, pulled her little face, and looked at her more affectionately.
Although they had a close relationship for a long time, she was still as shy as a virgin, not as skillful as Yu Jinglan.
"Say it! What do you see? "
She saw the feeling, saw the deep feeling.
She's so bad! She would be uneasy, would doubt his own mood, a sour nose, she swallowed tears, biting lips. "Love
"That's right!" He was relieved. "You know, life is very long, there is a long way to go between us, you have to trust me, even if I can't guarantee that I will only love you for a lifetime, you should also believe that at this moment, we are in love, and you can guarantee that you will only love me for a lifetime? Didn't you love me at the beginning and have to divorce? Yinyin, life is full of too many unpredictable, can we cherish each other's days together! Don't be like muxue, and become like a bull