"What's the matter?" Looking at Feng Baiyi from a distance, she has a smell of tobacco on her body. Su Yan frowns suspiciously. His face is so gloomy that even his brows are wrinkled. It seems that there is a layer of pity in her eyes.
"It's OK. You go to rest first. You can't watch TV too long." The breeze white Yi says.
At dinner the next day, Feng Baiyi is a little absent-minded. Su Yan suddenly holds his big hand. Then she notices how gloomy and tired his face is at the moment, but the whole person is as old as ever, and her eyebrows are deeply condensed together.
Slowly, she turns her eyes to Su Yan's face full of concern. Feng Baiyi smiles heavily and holds her hand up. Her eyes are full of fatigue, with deep love and helplessness.
"What's the matter?" His hand is as warm as before, but looking at his expression at the moment, Su Yan can't help but feel worried. Something important must have happened, and his face is so bad.
"It's OK. As soon as ling'er left, she suddenly missed her." After a look at Su Yan, he looks at her worried eyes. Feng Bai Yi seems to be burned by fire. He is a little flustered. He is always calm. He doesn't know how to get through these three days. Only one day, he feels that life is like a year.
The hospital in three days.
Su Yan in doubt with the wind Bai Yi to do a check, and is to change a hospital, and the last time, the doctor and alone the wind Bai Yi called in, Su Yan don't know how!
This time, the wind white Yi or very calm came out!
"Why do we check so often? It's not good for the baby! " Su Yan said to pull the hand of the wind Bai Yi, found his hand cold, the palm is actually sweat. "Why? What's the matter with you? "
"Nothing!" The wind Bai Yi is still two words, hastily looked at her one eye, the line of sight immediately shifts, as if dare not look at her, in the eye also twinkles the glittering and translucent thing, this lets Su Yan very uneasy.
As soon as they walked out of the corridor, they saw Zuo Shaofeng walk in from the outside with a gloomy face. When they met, the depression on his face was dispelled immediately. "I called Feng Baiyi and he said you were checking. I want to have lunch with you at noon!"
"Brother, I have a baby!" Su Yan tells Zuo Shaofeng happily.
"Eh!" Zuo Shaofeng's vision is to look at the wind Bai Yi, some worry, but instantly cover up, let surprise full of handsome face, loud voice: "good! That brother is going to be an uncle, isn't he? Brother is very happy! Let's go to dinner! "
Dining room box.
After ordering, Feng Baiyi goes out to make a phone call, while Zuo Shaofeng says to add a dish, and then goes out.
Su Yan is eating alone in the box.
Outside.
"What's going on?" When Zuo Shaofeng looks at Feng Baiyi, he knows that the situation is not good.
"The doctor suggests abortion, because the child does not have fetal bud and fetal heart rate!" With these words, Feng Bai Yi closes his eyes in pain, but his whole body is as cold as falling into the ice cellar.
Zuo Shaofeng was also shocked. "Why
Su Yan didn't wait for them. She opened the door and looked out carefully. She found that they were talking at the end of the corridor.
He saw the wind white Yi figure seems to be particularly rigid, and two people's faces are dignified.
What happened to him? Looking at what they discussed behind her back, it seemed that they didn't want her to know. Su Yan's wrinkled face flashed a hurt expression quickly. She wanted to say something, but her open mouth closed silently. They might be studying Ling Qi's business!
Since she didn't want to know, she didn't have much to do.
But just about to go in, he turned around uneasily.
She was shocked to find that Feng Bai Yi's fist was on the wall of the corridor.
Looking at Feng Baiyi standing upright on his back, he seems to be venting some emotions. At this time, she wants to tell him that no matter what happens, she will always stand beside him and face with him, but
Su Yan's intuition is that something has happened, which seems to have something to do with her. She sees Zuo Shaofeng reach out and pat Feng Baiyi on the shoulder. After a meal, Su Yan finally chooses to go back to the house.
Everything seems to have never happened, and they didn't see her go out. After she went in, she had no appetite. What happened to Feng Baiyi? Why is my brother heavy, too? Why did she do B ultrasound twice in three days? Is it about the baby?
She knew that if he was willing to tell himself something, he would never be so troubled. She suddenly felt panic and thought about his tired look. In the past three days, she often saw that she wanted to talk but stopped and forced her face to smile. She was in a state of murmur and panic!
"Let's go in! After a long time, the baby will be suspicious! " Zuo Shaofeng said in a deep voice, with the same heavy expression on his face.
The wind white Yi slowly turns around, the original handsome cold face is painful at the moment, that kind of pain surges into the heart, but can't vent under, he just can a fist wave on the wall, on the back of the hand outflow bloodstain, again ache also don't have in the heart ache.
Why? Slowly close your eyes, suppress the pain that can not bear in the black eyes, the wind white Yi silently raised his head, the doll is so kind, why God should treat them so cruelly, why the fate should give him and the doll such a fatal blow.Suggest abortion! These four words, just like a sharp dagger into the chest of fengbaiyi, can't tell her the pain, even can't tell her, dare not tell her, she is still immersed in the joy of pregnancy, how can he cruelly tell her to abortion?
"If you really have to get rid of it, you can get rid of it earlier. The side effects of drug abortion are less. It's better than surgery!" Zuo Shaofeng is also very sad. This is his first nephew. Before he came to share the joy with them, he received such news. He can't bear it for a moment, but he understands Feng Baiyi's mood better.
"Don't tell her yet!" Feng Baiyi's voice is a little hoarse. He hasn't slept well in the past three days, and he is exhausted. Now he's sunken into gray black. His figure, who was always proud, has lost a lot of weight in just a few days. His fatigue and shadow are shrouded. Feng Baiyi's whole person is very gloomy. The comfort and ease he used to have with Su Yan have disappeared. "Go in!"
Quickly tidy up the mood, the wind white Yi restored calm, two people walked into the box.
As soon as she enters the door, she sees Su Yan fiddling with the dishes in a daze. Her small face is also tangled. Watching them come in, she wrinkles her nose. "How did you come back? I'm full!"
"Have some more!" Zuo Shaofeng opened his mouth with a smile. The same smile was a little stiff.
"Good, have some more!" Feng Baiyi sat down and helped her with chopsticks.
Su Yan's eyes fell on the back of his hand. Seeing that there were some blood stains on it, she felt a pain in her heart and frowned anxiously, but she didn't ask anything. She just took out the OK bandage from her bag, and then silently pulled his hand and stuck it on one by one.
The wind white Yi looks at her careful movement, she does not ask, not surprised, just the eyes are full of worry, the wind white Yi heart a pain, immediately explained: "accidentally touched under!"
"Well!" Su Yan nodded, sour nose, thinking that he must have encountered difficulties that he can't say to her, he carried it alone, must be afraid of her worry!
She believes in him. No matter what happens, she believes that he will handle it well. She is just worried about him, worried and worried.
Left little breeze secretly sighed a, opening a way: "the food here is good, eat more, breeze white Yi, you also eat more!"
Nodding, Feng Bai Yi is afraid of Su Yan. She picks up chopsticks and starts to eat. Although she doesn't know what to eat, she still eats. She doesn't want doll to worry about him or her.
Late at night, Su Yan lies on the bed early, but she doesn't feel sleepy. She just lets herself close her eyes, and her mind is very clear. She knows that there must be something, otherwise Feng Baiyi and her brother won't always have eye contact, and they seem to have a lot to say. Before leaving, Zuo Shaofeng hugged her and told her that everything should be strong!
The bedroom is very quiet. Feng Baiyi also lies on the bed and hugs her tightly.
Under the pain of black eyes as burning ashes, infinite pain and contradictions fall in the eyes, can only embrace her, give her strength, give her a day.
She buries her head in her neck socket. Su Yan doesn't move, but she breathes slowly. She clenches her hands silently.
I heard the sigh of the wind.
That night, she knew that Feng Bai Yi had no sleep all night.
The next day, she told him, "husband, you can't accompany me every day. Ling Qi hasn't found it, have you?"
"It's OK. I'll deal with the company's affairs in a few calls!" He said in a deep voice.
"Don't accompany me today. I want my brother to accompany me! I just want to ask him about the bracelet! " Su Yan finds an excuse.
He was stunned for a long time and nodded. "Good! I'll let him pick you up! "
When Zuo Shaofeng picks up Su Yan to leave, she sees a haze in the sky, like it's going to rain. It's a bit cold in late autumn. She still feels very cold after wrapping her coat.
***
Zuo Shaofeng hugs her heartily, but she follows Zuo Shaofeng to leave. Su Yan comes to Zuo Shaofeng's home and doesn't say anything. She just looks at him, which makes Zuo Shaofeng feel guilty.
Finally, Su Yan finally asked, "brother, don't you tell me what happened?"
Zuo Shaofeng was stunned and immediately covered up with a smile. "Doll, what can I do for you? Do you think too much, women's imagination is so rich! "
Su Yan came to the French window, looking at the haze of the sky, eyes a misty. "You all have to hide me, don't you?"
"There's really nothing wrong, you girl Zuo Shaofeng doesn't have the heart to see her sad. "How can I tell you if I have nothing to do?"