Hearing Su Yan's words, Feng Bai Yi's heart is aching. She lowers her head and doesn't dare to look at her. The car stops at the side of the road. Feng Bai Yi's quiet eyes can't help falling on the light color of ridicule. She actually makes such a stupid move.
It's so obvious that the doll can see his hesitation and struggle. However, it's really sad that the song doesn't end and the people disperse. But how could he tell her and ask her to wait for three years? Three years is not long, but more than a thousand days and nights, for a person, it's really lonely and long.
"What's the matter with you?" Su Yan looks at him and asks again.
Feng Bai Yi's mouth finally closed silently, and his hand clenched tightly into a fist.
Suddenly, I thought nothing, just hugging her thin figure, but all my desire can only turn into a long lament. "Let's go home!"
Said to go home, but did not move!
The brow coagulates together because of sadness, and the strong melancholy surges into my heart. Finally, I smile bitterly. The pale face of Qiuju is covered with a layer of sad look, which covers his former glory. At the moment, he is just like an ordinary man, suffering for love and hurt for love.
"Since you don't want to say it, I won't ask again!" Su Yan knows that this time something really happened. Although she doesn't know what happened, she knows something. Otherwise, Feng Baiyi would not have such a tangled complexion.
"Doll!" Suddenly he reached out and hugged her.
Su Yan is stunned and feels the shaking of his body.
"I'm sorry! I'm really sorry The wind is white, the voice is helpless low, silently looking to the boundless moonlight, tonight seems particularly cold, even the moonlight is so bleak. There is grief in my eyes that I can't hide any more. With a long sigh, "forgive me for not being able to tell you!"
Farfetched smile, all kinds of bitter taste surged into my heart, pain like insects and ants gnawing at his viscera, he said, he wanted to leave quietly.
But that's not fair to the doll!
What happened to him? Otherwise, he would not speak to himself in such a sad tone, which seems to have endless sorrow and helplessness.
After all, Su Yan didn't ask anything.
Feng Bai Yi hugged her and let go, then said: "let's go home! It's time to rest! "
However, when she got home, Su Yan couldn't find him again.
Asked Li sister-in-law, only then knew that others are in the rooftop.
She went to the rooftop to find him again. Before driving on the rooftop, she smelled the smell of smoke from a distance. I don't know how long I haven't seen him smoking. Now he's smoking again. It must be very annoying.
From a distance, I can see his lonely figure standing on the roof, the cold wind blowing his silk robe, and the night, solemn as the stone statue standing for thousands of years.
I don't know why the steps under her feet suddenly become heavy. The short distance makes Su Yan block the boundary between life and death. Step by step, Su Yan slowly approaches. But with the distance getting closer, she suddenly has an impulse to escape. It is his back that is too lonely, which makes her doubt. The sadness of not giving up slowly emerges in shallow Cong's heart and makes her feel sad for him Sad, is he really going to say break up?
Finally, she came over, but invisible, she felt the loneliness of fengbaiyi.
"Husband..." Su Yan gently called a, soft voice in shaking, tone than in the past more careful concern.
Hearing the familiar voice coming from behind, Feng Bai Yi closes his eyes painfully, and Ren's deep sadness stains his eyebrows and face.
After a long time, finally slowly turned around, deep eyes staring at the familiar figure in front of me, at this moment, Feng Baiyi didn't say anything, just stretched out his hand, put her in his arms.
The undisguised pain in his eyes deeply stabbed Su Yan's hard heart. Why should he look at her with such sad eyes? Although he stood in front of him intact, at this time, he gave himself a feeling of life and death. With such a heavy look, she couldn't breathe. It seemed that there was something to burst out from her cold heart.
"Why don't you wear more?" After giving her a hug, Feng Baiyi shakes his hand and gently caresses Su Yan's thin face, depicting her face a little bit, and slowly carves it into his heart. In the long days to come, he may only rely on recalling her face to spend more than 1000 days or even his whole life. At this moment, he suddenly thinks that maybe he can't come back, if he can If not, what will she do?
Did you keep her waiting?
No!
He really can't be so selfish!
Su Yan really doesn't want to cry, because she is never sentimental, but tears still come down from the corner of her eyes, slowly across her cheek, and drop on Feng Bai Yi's slender fingers.
"Well, why did you cry?" She wiped away her tears with her thumb. In the deep eyes of Feng Bai Yi, she could melt all the coldness of time. That kind of deep eyes contained infinite sadness, which hit Su Yan's fragile heart a little bit."Well, go in! You're shivering with cold His tone is full of regret, but let Su Yan's tears fall more fierce, not used to their own vulnerability, but sad tears still fall on the cheek.
With a long sigh, Feng Bai Yi picked her up, took her away from the rooftop and went back to the bedroom.
Put her on the bed, Su Yan's face is full of tears, tears blurred looking at his handsome extraordinary face. "Yi, don't leave me, OK?"
His body was shocked, because her voice was so sad.
To the moment, suddenly found that his love is deep and sad, her love is deep and helpless.
Just, she really felt his heart, throat a tight, her words, such as the surging river, hit the wind Bai Yi fragile heart, holding her hand slightly tightened, so that she can better close to themselves, close to each other can hear the voice of heartbreak.
Deep as Bitan's eyes, there are tears spinning around. Feng Baiyi's choking head lifts up and forces the heavy tears back. How I hope I can hold her like this forever, and I can hold her so quietly all my life, watching the sunrise and sunset, and spring going and spring returning.
Su Yan's small hand tightly covers her mouth, chokes on the back of her hand, and doesn't let the sad cry overflow from her mouth. At this moment, she clearly knows that they are going to separate.
She guessed right!
It's about breaking up! Or he won't stop talking!
But why can he choose to follow in the face of life and death, but want to break up?
Every drop of tears falls down, which contains deep helplessness. Every drop of tears falls on the back of fengbaiyi's hand. Knowing that she is crying again, fengbaiyi's eyes are red. She hugs her tightly. It seems that she wants to rub this petite body into her body. No matter the vicissitudes of life, she will never separate.
"Doll, I'm really sorry!" He said.
The body that is hugged by him trembles slightly, Su Yan quietly relies on in his arms, as if something has taken away from the bottom of her heart, empty, as if she has left the most precious thing.
"In the future, we should remember to have enough to eat, wear warm clothes, and don't do dangerous things!" Feng Bai Yi's voice is a little hoarse, but it's very peaceful. It seems that he is talking about other people's affairs.
After crying, her heart seems to be calm, but at the moment of his words, Su Yan still wants to tell him: she doesn't want his advice, she only wants him to accompany her. "No! I don't eat, I don't wear clothes, I do dangerous things
"Doll -" Feng Baiyi chokes in his heart and hugs Su Yan silently. This kind of soul fit torments his heart again, but he can't take risks with dolls.
Feng Bai Yi looks at her, and there is no expression on her cold face. She holds Su Yan's hand tightly and holds her whole body under her arms. Su Yan looks up at the man. Slightly propped up, raised his head, soft kiss fell on his chin, "I don't want you to leave me, don't! Whatever the reason, I don't want you to leave me! "
"Doll -" Feng Bai Yi looks at Su Yan in her arms with deep pain and lowers his head. His kisses are wild and unrestrained. It seems that he will finish all kisses within three years.
Then, he kisses very lightly, as if to feel her existence slowly, as if he still loves her as much as he did at the beginning.
"Doll..." He called her softly and kissed her. Feel her fall little by little.
Feeling her softening, his hand caressed her cheek carefully. It's like touching a fragile china. Su Yan's heart suddenly sour and astringent suffering, a huge bitter, from the heart of the eyes, tears fell down quietly.
"Feng Bai Yi --" groans, feeling his hand sliding into his clothes and touching her chest along her delicate back. Su Yan shudders and refuses, but her body softens under the provocation of lust.
"I want you!" Black eyes tightly staring at her face, think of to leave three years, his eyes is more severe pain up.
He quickly put his hand around fengbaiyi's neck and kisses his soft lips. If he refuses to speak, she doesn't ask, because she knows that he must have something to hide.
At least, she knew that he loved himself and he longed for himself, which was enough for her.
She kisses Su Yan in a frenzy, and caresses her delicate skin with her big hand. It seems that she wants to carve every inch of her skin into her memory
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She wanted to ask why she left, but she didn't ask.
Do you want to return it? After all, I didn't ask.
But this night, especially the despair and confusion, tender lingering love and did not stop the pace of parting.