In the mortuary of the hospital, I met Zhuo Yongchen.
He was standing outside the mortuary, his whole body was filled with indifference. Standing there, motionless, just like a sculpture, the sun shines from one side, but it can't melt the cold around him.
Zhuo Hongqi was sitting on the floor outside the gate of the mortuary, while Zhuo Hongchang was standing beside him.
It can be seen that Zhuo Hongqi is really sad, sad to the limit, he is sitting on the ground at the moment, haggard one night as old as ten years old, mumbling to himself: "dead, no, dead, no..."
"Lingran!" Zhuo Hongchang saw Ling ran and Ying Yang coming and called.
When Zhuo Hongqi heard the voice, he raised his head and looked at his wife walking slowly towards this side step by step. Indifference came out of his deep eyes, with hatred: "you are satisfied! She's dead! You are all satisfied! "
Zhuo Hongqi's words are like a knife, cutting in her heart. She sneered, "Zhuo Hongqi! You can't be bloody! I'm not satisfied! Even if you die, you should go to hell. If you go to the 18th level of hell, you will never be able to live beyond life
He looked at him coldly, condescending. My eyes are full of determination.
Zhuo Hongqi's cold eyes are like sharp arrows.
Four eyes are opposite, Ling ran does not have the slightest concession, the same sharp line of vision looks into Zhuo Hongqi's eyes, lips a touch of sarcastic smile: "come out to mix, sooner or later to return."
Zhuo Hongqi slowly opened his mouth, restrained the shaking of his voice, and said angrily, "when are you so sharp? Ling ran, you really let me down
Ling ran laughed more sarcastically and full of mockery: "Zhuo Hongqi, what qualification do you have to be disappointed? It took me 30 years to see you clearly. How do you understand my disappointment and despair? Zhou Yaxian has such an ending. You are responsible for everything. Zhuo Hongqi, I don't owe you or her. You owe me. Your Zhuo family owes me! Who should I count this account with in my 30 years of youth? I lingran work for a clear conscience, Zhou Yaxian's death I regret, but not guilty! What does it have to do with me? Zhuo Hongqi, since you are so reluctant to leave her, why don't you follow her to die? How nice it is to be a couple of mandarin ducks living together and flying together. It also shows that you are affectionate. How come you are still alive after she died, or your love is not true at all? "
Zhuo Hongqi shivered and fell back to the wall. He slid down the wall slowly. No language could describe the sadness and despair in his eyes. That just still decidedly full of hate eyes, instant empty, as if suddenly pulled away from the soul.
"Zhuo Hongqi, it took me 30 years to recognize your selfishness and the selfishness of the Zhuo family." Her eyes turned from Zhuo Hongqi's face to Zhuo Hongchang's face, then looked at Zhuo Yongchen, and then said: "this tragedy has been made clear from the beginning. Maybe I won't hate it so much today, but you really bully people too much, you really bully people too much! I said, why does Yongchen pester Yingyang? It turns out that he learned from Zhuo Hongqi? Like father, like son. That's true. "
"Ling ran, you can say less!" Zhuo Hongchang said to one side: "we must forgive others and forgive them!"
"Zhuo Hongchang, I'm not you. I have a clear conscience. You told me to forgive others. For 30 years, you played me like a monkey, making me dirty. I feel sick. Now you call me to forgive others. Why didn't you forgive me? Today, Zhou Yaxian died. That's the way she chose. She is not responsible for her life. Do you want me to die today? Hehe, I'm really sorry, people all over the world have committed suicide, and I'm not Ling ran. Zhuo Hongchang, Zhuo Hongqi, what do you do for Zhuo family is your business. I'm not sorry first. You're sorry for me. I'll fight one by one and never give in. Zhuo Hongqi, let's meet in court! "
What is more desperate than this in life? The man she has loved for 30 years turns out to have two women at the same time. She and Zhou Yaxian have been sharing zhuohongqi. How ridiculous and dirty is it?
"Second aunt!" Zhuo Yongchen suddenly spoke.
Lingran a Leng, immediately sneer: "Yongchen, you call me two aunts don't feel funny?"
Zhuo Yongchen raised his eyes, empty and lonely in his eyes, which made people feel painful.
"She's dead. Death is like a lamp out. Please hold your hand high." Zhuo Yongchen, such a bohemian man, begged for lingran in a begging tone at the moment. He looked closely at lingran, "don't worry, I don't want Zhuo's company. I won't fight with Yongchang for a cent. I didn't want to fight at all. What I want is a dirty enterprise like Zhuo to disappear from the world. You feel dirty, and I share your feelings. I respect you because my mother is sorry for you, but please read that she has gone. Let's end it! If you want to make noise, go elsewhere, not here! That's my only request! "
Not much, but very sincere, Ling ran looked at him, did not answer. Zhuo Yongchen's words still shocked her, and she associated with a series of events. She knew that Zhuo Yongchen's words were from the bottom of her heart.
Yingyang looks at Zhuo Yongchen from a distance. His eyes turn from lingran's face to Yingyang's face. His eyes are stunned. Then he stares at Yingyang and doesn't move. His pale face is very bleak at the moment. She looks into his eyes. The loneliness and chagrin in those deep eyes are very light, but Yingyang still catches them!Just like myself, I regret what I said in the morning. If you know that Zhou Yaxian has taken this step, she will not say anything!
Zhuo Yongchen's words must have been chagrined. After all, the dead man was his mother. No matter how much he hated or complained, he was also his blood relative.
She seems to understand the tangled emotions of Zhuo Yongchen, just like her own feelings towards Suli. At this time, in the face of Zhuo Yongchen's eyes, the sadness revealed so easily grasps her heart that she can hardly breathe.
Zhuo Yongchen stood up and walked out. He didn't ask for anyone. His figure was lonely and lonely.
When he came to her, she saw that Zhuo Yongchen's face was more and more pale, and her gentle eyes were deep and unpredictable. Staring at him for a few seconds, he lowered his eyes and said slowly: "don't blame yourself, it's nothing to do with you, I forced her to death!"
Ying Yang's heart shakes, but he never thinks that Zhuo Yongchen will easily see his inner struggle and guilt.
Pass by, Zhuo Yongchen walked past, Ying Yang turned his head, also followed a few steps, "Zhuo Yongchen!"
When he got to the corner, Zhuo Yongchen stopped and Yingyang came to him for a long time before he said, "I'm sorry, but you're so sad! I'm sorry about the morning! "
"It's none of your business Zhuo Yongchen lowered his head and said in a soft voice: "she's gone, she's free!"
Ying Yang calms down and listens to his words. He is still very guilty. "If I don't blame her, maybe I won't get to this point!"
After a while, Zhuo Yongchen looked up at her. Her eyes were complex and difficult to distinguish. He slowly said, "Yingyang, don't blame yourself. If she chooses to go this way, she should accept other people's white eyes and accusations. What's more, the person she hurt is your mother-in-law, your husband, and your mind. You just hope that the person you love will not be hurt. What I ask for is just inner peace. It's just that she is the most selfish after all. Choosing to die is to trap me and injustice. I can't forgive her no matter how guilty or how. Because she was so selfish all the time
Ying Yang trembled and raised her eyes slightly. She bit her lip at the pain in Zhuo Yongchen's eyes. "Zhuo Yongchen, don't think too much. I'm sorry."
She said it softly, in a tone of pure concern.
When Zhuo Yongchen opened his eyes, there was a flash of self mockery in his eyes. "I don't feel sad or distressed. It's a relief for me to die for a person like her
She knew in her heart that he was just hard mouthed. After all, it was his mother. How could he really not care about it? He clearly felt guilty and sad, but still pretended not to care. She sighed and didn't know what to comfort him! I just feel that he, like himself, hates his mother very much, but he won't be indifferent after the accident. This is the so-called consanguinity. People are stabbed after they lose it.
"Can dad not think of it?" Ying Yang stopped for a long time and asked a question.
Zhuo Yongchen's eyes once changed again. He fixed his eyes on her for a while, and their eyes met in the air.
Will Zhuo Hongqi be upset?
Lingran just stimulated Zhuo Hongqi. No matter what, that man is the father of Zhuo Yongchang and Zhuo Yongchen. If he can't think of it, what will it be?
Zhuo Yongchen was stunned for a long time. I don't know how long it took for him to close his eyes and cover his fragile eyes. He said: "I don't know!"
"I'll tell him!" Ying Yang said, "I won't let him take that step!"
"Yingyang!" Zhuo Yongchen grabbed her by the wrist.
Ying Yang Leng next, see Zhuo Yongchen eyeground is full of deep feeling, her heart tremble, sigh: "let go, Yongchen."
Zhuo Yongchen suddenly said: "I personally said to him, thank you for your kindness, Yingyang. Don't worry, I'm not Zhuo Hongqi. Although I want to have you very much, I'm not shameless! You are happy! Ying Yang, can I hold you again? "
There was hope and sadness in his eyes, which was an invisible expression hidden behind the deep.
Ying Yang's eyes moved. After all, he didn't refuse. He hesitated for a long time and nodded.
Zhuo Yongchen grabbed her hand, pulled her into his arms, chin pillow on her shoulder, like a hug, gave him a lot of strength, he whispered in her ear: "Yingyang, thank you! That's enough! Be happy
"Zhuo Yongchen, forget everything before today and start a new life! Don't blame yourself, don't blame others, don't be extreme, OK? " She spoke softly, too.
"Good!" He readily agreed.
"You are Yongchang's brother and my brother. Whether you and Yongchang admit it or not, you all have half the same blood. Brother Yongchen, you will be happy!"
For a long time, Zhuo Yongchen's voice choked in Yingyang's ear and said, "Well! You too, sister Yingyang! "
Ying Yang relaxed at the bottom of his heart, thinking that at this point, they can really just be friends! After that, it's just family! This is the best way!
However, on the stairs, Zhuo Yongchang stood there, watching them embrace each other from a distance. His eyes were full of complicated light, looking at them at the corner from a distance. Until Yingyang opened her eyes and wanted to push Zhuo Yongchen away, she saw Zhuo Yongchang standing on the stairs. She was stunned and hurriedly broke away from Zhuo Yongchen, facing Zhuo Yongchang's cold eyes Yingyang felt uneasy.