She opened the window and looked at the blue sky outside, thinking that the freedom she was looking forward to was gone.
I remember that I went out several times since I entered this villa. One time, when Xiaojun died, haizhixuan interceded with her, and she went out. Another time she was taken out by song wanting, and another was to attend Ye Zimo's engagement banquet. The last time is to go to Ye's home, with the mood of never coming back, but still came back.
Sometimes she really wants to be able to move freely and want to go outside the villa, even if it's breathable.
She sat in the room, looking at the blue wall, the blue wardrobe, and the two large closets that were sent in, how to see, how to feel the narrow space.
It's not that the room is small, but that the heart is imprisoned here. It looks like a small cage. It wants to fly out, but its wings are broken.
There was no way to sit down. She got up, went out of the door, walked around the main house, and unconsciously went to the back garden.
Although autumn has a slight cool, the garden is not cold, in addition to chrysanthemum, there are many other flowers, colorful. Xia Yihan has little research on flowers and doesn't know many of them.
She just walked to a fresh and elegant white chrysanthemum and stood there to look at it carefully. I don't know why I chose this flower. Maybe it's because when I see white, I think of Xiaojun.
"Yihan, I like white chrysanthemum, too!" Suddenly someone talks to Xia Yihan behind her. She turns around and looks at the speaker. It turns out to be he Wen, the new comer.
"Oh, yes, miss he!"
He Wen's address to Xia Yihan is very intimate, but for Xia Yihan, she always doesn't want to be too close to other women of Ye Zimo, which makes her feel very uncomfortable.
This is a modern society. There should be no sincere friendship between a woman and a man.
Even in ancient times, how many people could really regard their men's other women as friends?
If it is destined to be with a negative emotion, then she does not like the kind of false intimacy behind the scenes.
Xia Yihan's attitude is light, and there is some estrangement in her politeness. He Wen naturally feels it, and she doesn't like it. She walks over a few steps and says to her, "Yihan, I've been here for a short time, and I haven't had time to talk to you. Do you think we should go to the pavilion for a while?"
Xia Yihan pondered for a while. She didn't want to go, not at all. But he Wen's expression is a bit sincere. Unlike song wanting, she doesn't smile at all.
From the moment he wen came in, Xia Yihan felt that it was not like a woman who would sell herself for money. Perhaps she also has her helpless, come here is not willing. Ye Zimo's smile and flattery may be the same as her. It's for someone who has to do it.
Thinking about this, I felt a little more sympathy for her. I couldn't bear the cold refusal.
"Let's go!" Seeing that Xia Yihan didn't object, he wen stretched out her hand to pull Xia Yihan's arm. They walked side by side and went to the pavilion to sit down.
Xia Yihan is not a talkative person, not as good as song wanting.
Sit down, he wen does not speak, she does not know what to say. They sat in silence for a while. Xia Yihan even remembered that when he left, he Wencai asked: "Yihan, you don't like me. You even hate me, don't you?"
Her tone is so quiet that people can't bear to say that they don't like her.
Xia Yihan shook his head and said truthfully, "I don't hate you. There's no reason to hate you, but I don't like you."
"I don't like it because I'm jealous, do I?" He wen asked again, Xia Yihan did not speak.
In fact, she did not want to admit that she would be jealous of other women for ye Zimo's sake, but she had no reason to explain why she wanted to exclude his other women. Even in her heart, she longed that he would not touch any woman except her. Of course, this was just a deep thought, an exclusive desire that could not be tenable after rational analysis.
"I'm sorry!" He wen suddenly said a word.
What she said was mindless, but Xia Yihan understood her meaning.
Just like song wanting did not harm her before, she had the idea of sorry song wanting. It's a sense of guilt, feeling like you've robbed someone else's man. Her words prove Xia Yihan's conjecture. She is helpless when she comes here.
"Can you please don't be jealous and fall in love with Mr. Ye as well?" Xia Yihan doesn't speak, he Wen says again.
Xia Yihan smiles astringently, looks at her and says seriously: "I guess you have something to hide. I don't want to ask more. But I'm not the one you need to apologize for, really. I'm not his fiancee. I'm just one of his many women. No matter what happens between you and him, you don't need to feel guilty about me. "
Xia Yihan's words made he Wen a little anxious. She subconsciously grasped Xia Yihan's arm and sped up.
"No, Yihan! You are not a humble person, you are the one he cares about very much, you are... "Speaking of this, she seems to feel that she should not say so much, so she stopped.
"In a word, you must not be jealous and believe that he loves you, OK?" She said in another way that her attitude was very sincere, and the sincere Xia Yihan felt it completely.
She was an orphan when she was young. She could tell what kind of people were sincere and what kind of people were hypocritical to her just by one look.
This he Wen, although she is Ye Zimo's woman, has absolutely no malice to her Xia Yihan. I don't know what will happen in the future, at least at this moment, she can judge that she sincerely hopes that she and ye Zimo are good.
Others are for her good, Xia Yihan is naturally grateful.
"Thank you, I will." She said softly.
"That's good!" He wen breathed a long sigh of relief.
She is grateful to Ye Zimo. If it were not for ye Zimo, his father would not have hundreds of thousands of life-saving money. She was forced to go to the nightclub, but because she didn't want to sell herself, she was insulted by the manager of the nightclub and even dismissed.
It's a coincidence that she met Ye Zimo when she was scolded that night. To be exact, we met Lin Dahui first. Lin Dahui tells Ye Zimo about her. Ye Zimo also needs to find a woman to stimulate Xia Yihan, so she becomes the most ideal candidate.
Before he came here, ye Zimo had clearly told her that he could not tell anyone that nothing like that had happened to him and her.
Everything she does here must obey Ye Zimo completely.
At first, she didn't know why he did it and who it was aimed at. At noon, when ye Zimo asked her to go to his room, what he saw was Xia Yihan's face. It was that glance that made her understand that her chess piece was used by Ye Zimo to make Xia Yihan jealous.
If only she could say this, she could help them both. How she wished her benefactor could be happy.
"If nothing else, let's go back!" Xia Yihan said and stood up first.
He wen bit her lip, thought about it, and tentatively said to Xia Yihan, "can I be your friend?"
Xia Yihan was stunned for a moment, then shook his head.
"I'm sorry, I find it a bit strange to be friends with a relationship like ours. I can't accept it in my heart." She said frankly. Seeing that he Wen was a little disappointed, she added: "however, if you need any help, you can tell me. If you want to talk to someone, you can also talk to me. "
"Thank you! Thank you, Yihan He Wen says happily, still go forward to hold the hand of Xia Yihan. Xia Yihan thought that her little hand had been touched by Ye Zimo. When she touched it, she was very uncomfortable. For fear of He Wen's embarrassment, she did not shake it off, but let her hold it for a while.
He Wen also saw out, in the heart can't help thinking, this Xia Yihan no wonder Mr. Ye will like. She is trying to pretend to be a cold person, in fact her heart is delicate and kind, can not bear to refuse others.
I hope the two of them can understand each other's mind earlier, and don't be so deadlocked.
"Yihan, let's go back."
He Wen is also grateful to Xia Yihan. Without her, there would be no need for ye Zimo, and her father's illness would be incurable.
This kind of gratitude makes her naturally want to be close to Xia Yihan, so when she returns to the main house, she still holds her hand.
When they arrived at the main house, they saw song wanting coming out with a tray.
See these two talents a day time so familiar, song wanting don't feel a Leng. I thought that Xia Yihan was cunning enough. She won over Fang Lina, and Xia Yihan won over He Wen.
But she had a good quality in her heart. She was just stunned and immediately welcomed her with a smile.
"Oh, I said Sister Han and sister Wenwen, where are you from? It's really intimate."
When she said that, Xia Yihan let go of He Wen. I'm not afraid of her. I just don't want to cause so much trouble.
"Sister wanting, Yihan and I went to the garden to see the flowers for a while." He wen sees that Xia Yihan is not willing to talk to song wanting, so she answers.
"It's really interesting. I've always wanted to see the flowers. Sister Wenwen, will you accompany me tomorrow?"
"Good!" He wen agrees.
Xia Yihan doesn't want to exchange greetings. She smiles at song wanting and plans to enter.
Unexpectedly, song wanting stopped her and asked her to wait, so she had to stop.
Song wanting walked two steps in her direction, with a smile on her face, and said, "I said Han Mei, you are a little cold tempered. But I'm not sure that Zimo just likes your cold energy. To tell you the truth, I have been worried that you always go on like this, and gradually you will not be welcomed by Zimo. You know, if a man loves you before and suddenly doesn't love you, the gap is really big. "
Song wanting said while quietly observing Xia Yihan's reaction. Today, ye Zimo got a He Wen back. She is itching with hatred. I believe Xia Yihan can't bear it. She just wanted to stab her. She felt comfortable when she felt uncomfortable.
Xia Yihan knew that song wanting was deliberately trying to stab her, but his heart sank uncontrollably. Then he replied with a smile: "thank you for your concern. For some people, it may be very painful to lose them, and even try every means to catch them. For others, maybe it's a kind of happiness to lose them. "
She is not light not heavy a word, on the contrary let song wanting heart very uncomfortable.