Song wanting's tears did not move Ye Zimo, but her words still made him feel more or less.
After all, he released his hand and said to her, "follow me. Don't try any more tricks. I said that if the children don't stay, they won't stay. It's no use doing anything else. "
"I know. I knew you could be so cruel to me." Song wanting wiped away her tears, gave a sad smile and said in a low voice, "can you give me a few minutes? I want to have my hair combed. If a child comes out of his belly, he may still have life. I don't want him to see his mother in such a mess. I and this child's fate may be just a glance, for you, he may not be what. But in the past two months, every time he moved, I could feel it. He is alive... "
"Stop it!" Ye Zimo drank her and turned around. He couldn't bear to look at her stomach.
The child inside is a life. He doesn't know it. He felt it with his own hands.
He remembered that when the child moved, a wonderful feeling came from the palm of his hand to his brain, as if they were really connected.
He doesn't want to be soft hearted to song wanting any more. Being soft hearted to her is cruel to him and the people he cares about.
Song wanting is sitting there combing her hair. In fact, she wants to procrastinate.
"Don't try to fool around, let's go!"
As ye Zimo walks ahead, song wanting still wants to resist. She can see that this time she really annoys him. I'm afraid there's no room for maneuver.
She thought that his heart could be soft all the time. This time, she made a mistake.
She really regretted it, but she was too anxious.
If we wait for the baby to be born, then we can do it... No, she had thought about it at that time. If we do it after the baby is born, she and the baby will be separated, not one, and ye Zimo will show no mercy to her.
Baby, is our mother and son's fate really done like this?
Is this the result of song wanting's efforts?
I'm not reconciled! not reconciled to!
There must be a way! certain!
At this time, ye Zimo's mobile phone rings. It's from the villa.
"Mr. Ye, just now the young lady said that she would go out, I have conveyed your message."
"I see! That's what we should do. No one is allowed to ask Jiujiu and the young lady to go out without me calling in person. " After answering the phone, ye Zimo's mind came up with the stubborn appearance of the woman.
"Lin Dahui!" Ye Zimo called, and Lin Dahui, who had arranged to protect the nanny and her family outside, came in immediately.
"Take song wanting to induce labor! As soon as possible! If it's not convenient for surgery tonight, tomorrow. Let her be admitted to the hospital tonight, arrange more guards, and don't give me any more accidents! "
"Mr. Ye, you have finally figured it out! OK, I'll do it right away. " Lin Dahui is gratified. Ever since he saw Xia Yihan's sadness and despair in the hospital, he thought that Mr. ye should not be confused any more.
Especially after finding the evidence that song wanting deliberately did this and tried to break up Ye Zimo and Xia Yihan, he was filled with righteous indignation and had no sympathy for this woman with a big belly.
"Zimo..." song wanting whispered, as if she wanted to win Ye Zimo's sympathy again, but he didn't even look at her. He just told Lin Dahui, "if someone comes to stop her, and can't wait for the doctor to show up, let's arrange the man in black to operate on her! Assign it to a special person to make sure it's safe! "
This sentence completely frightened song wanting.
She is more sober to realize that ye Zimo is not joking, he is completely ruthless this time.
After all this, ye Zimo went out with a cold face. His face was heavy and his heart was heavy. He was not at all relaxed.
When he returned to the villa, it was quiet. The car entered the main house. He ordered to stop the car and walk slowly back to the main house.
Occasionally, when he has something on his mind, he will walk for a while like this. The fresh air into his lungs seems to make people more rational and sober. He knew that it was not good for everyone around him to keep the child.
His father did not even see him because of this, so he did not understand what they thought.
To others, this matter can be solved only by moving one's mouth, but the child is his own flesh and blood. Who can understand how painful it is for him to personally order to kill his formed child.
When he felt the child's existence, heard the child's heartbeat, and even saw his small arms and legs in the color Doppler ultrasound images, he closed his eyes painfully.
He can't think back to the moment when he touched the child. He can't think about the picture. His heart is not made of iron. He will be moved by the child.
Ye Zimo, don't think about it. In the future, you will have children, or the children of your beloved women. You don't have to make such a choice.
Thinking about Xia Yihan and their carefree and wholehearted love days, he just bent a smile at the corner of his mouth.
He looked up at the main house. The light in the sunny bedroom on the second floor was on.
The light is on, which means the woman is in.
At least she is still there, which is the greatest comfort in his heart at this time.
Ye Zimo can't help but quicken his pace and enter the door of the main house. He hurried upstairs to the bedroom door on the second floor. He put his hand on the door handle. Turn the door open, he can go in and see the woman he loves.
He hesitated.
He drew his hand and stood there in silence, his hand clenched tightly as he remembered how rough he had treated her at night.
Damn Ye Zimo! She knows you have children with other women. How can she feel better. She was not happy at all, and you treated her like that because you were jealous.
You even ask her, if you have children, she won't accept you?
How can you have such high demands on her?
Do you forget that you once said that you should love her and spoil her all your life. How can you bully her? You're not a fuckin 'human! You are a selfish bastard!
He knew that he should come in now. He should hold Xia Yihan and gently apologize to her, express his thoughts, and tell her that there will be no children in the future, and no one can affect their feelings.
He also knows that he is wrong, which is outrageous, but he can't say that, apologize to her in a low voice and ask her to forgive him.
He stood outside the door, waiting for her to open the door for him. Perhaps she opened the door, he can put down face, put down self-esteem to say sorry to her.
Xia Yihan heard his footsteps, she felt that she had hated his deception, but unconsciously, she seemed to be paying attention to whether he came back.
Do you still love him when he does this to you? If you continue to love, you have no self-respect, no self love!
What's more, it's not a matter of love or not at all. Xia Yihan, even if you still love him, can you accept that he has other children? Can you accept fighting song wanting all your life?
Xia Yihan shook his head and tried to drive these messy ideas out of his heart.
It's impossible.
She and ye Zimo really came to an end because of the child, and they couldn't go back.
She only heard his steps to the bedroom door, but not his leaving. Ye Zimo, what do you mean? Are you waiting for me to open the door for you?
This door is like my heart. When I open it, you will come in. I'm afraid I can't get out any more. That's the beginning of several people's tragedy.
Sorry, forgive me for not loving you enough, I can't.
She went to bed and pulled the quilt over her head.
Even so, she seemed to be able to hear the man's breathing outside the door, and there seemed to be his unique flavor on the quilt.
How many nights, she sleeps uneasily, is he gently hugs her, coaxes her, whispers with her: "baby, I am by your side."
So how can a gentle man say that he doesn't love her?
She still remembers the night when she was almost killed by GE Dali. He didn't trust her and stayed up all night with her.
She also remembers how he worked so hard to give her a wedding that she would never forget. He invited all the people she cared about to testify, and he said in front of everyone that he loved her and would take care of her forever.
Everything is like a fairy tale, so beautiful and so unreal.
Is her dream really going to wake up now? It is clear that there is only one door between her and him, and she really can't cross it any more. Will she never forgive him for the rest of her life?
I don't know when, maybe it's because the room is too quiet, Xia Yihan's tears can't stop flowing out slowly, soaking the pillow.
Ye Zimo took out his cigarette from his trouser pocket and lit it on the fence opposite the door, smoking slowly.
Xia Yihan heard the light noise of the lighter.
She doesn't like his smoking. It hurts her. How she wanted to open the door, grab the cigarette from his hand and stamp it out, just like she had stopped him from drinking.
She sat up, walked a few steps barefoot in bed, and when she was close to the door, she came back to the bed to lie down.
She never heard the footsteps of Ye Zimo leaving, but she forced herself to ignore his existence.
Always want to leave, such a long time to lean together, after leaving the total need to adapt to the time, he is, you are, so Xia Yihan, you don't be soft hearted.
Maybe if you grit your teeth and stick to it, he will understand your determination.
Xia Yihan takes out the earplug of mobile phone from the bedside table and turns on the music in the mobile phone. She wants to ignore the sound outside the door in this way.
She didn't care whether there were footsteps or not.
Ye Zimo always stood there and didn't know how many cigarettes he smoked. Until he found that the cigarette box was empty and the corridor was full of smoke, he bent his lips bitterly.
He still didn't leave, and his mind kept thinking about the past that he and she realized at this time.
As long as he insisted, without song wanting and the child, they would still go back to the past, certainly, he thought silently.
Xia Yihan, I am wrong this time. I will love you more in the future.
She never opened the door, and he knew that she would not forgive. She didn't know that he had decided to kill the child for her.
Generally, Xia Yihan will fall asleep in the middle of the night. He knows more about her habit than anyone else.
He looked at his cell phone, and it was four o'clock in the morning, the darkest hour of the night.
He took out the key, gently opened the door, walked into the bedroom, like many nights, quietly sat down to the bed.
She did not listen to music any more, and the headlight in the room was also turned off by her. Only an orange bedside lamp was on. Under the soft light, she closed her eyes tightly.