He saw a look of pain in her face and saw her contradictions and tangles.
The mistake was made by him. He had no right to let her suffer with him.
He deserves to be lonely forever and watch her happy forever.
He gently bent the corners of his lips, looked into her eyes, and asked for the last time, "are you sure you want to leave? Really don't give me another chance?"
If she said yes, he let go
His eyes are so expectant that Xia Yihan can hardly say a word.
She looked at him, tears falling from her eyes.
Time seems to freeze at this moment, as long as she does not say yes, they are still lovers, or fiancee, can also hold hands for life.
Ye Zimo is almost holding the last hope to look at her. After asking this sentence, he knows that he may never pester her again, and is doomed to never look at her so close.
Since then, he has lost the right to take care of her.
From then on, he also lost the qualification to have her.
Her life, no longer allow him to exist, they will return to each other's track, as if they had never met.
He will spend his whole life to miss the short happy years with her.
And she, he really let go, he hopes that she will forget, can happy life.
She is the most beautiful, pure and lovely woman in the world. She suffered from childhood. She should stop suffering. She should live a carefree life.
Two people are so silent looking at each other, Xia Yihan's tears still quietly drop by drop.
"If I say yes, will you blame me?" She finally began to ask him, maybe she couldn't bear it.
How many times has she said that she loves him and that she wants him to be happy every day? This is not just saying, but that she really thinks that way.
She left, leaving him alone, he really will be with song wanting, happy?
Xia Yihan actually knows that he doesn't love song wanting, otherwise why would he abandon her and stay with her?
How can a man like him force himself to live with someone he doesn't love.
"Fool, how can I blame you." Ye Zimo's voice is incomparably gentle. He reaches out his hand and gently wipes the tears on her face.
This time she did not escape, so gentle, she did not have a chance to experience.
"I'm to blame for this. If you want to leave, I shouldn't force you to stay." Ye Zimo said low, his words let Xia Yihan slightly surprised.
"You mean, you let me go?" She asked, ye Zimo's mouth curved with a smile, full of helplessness and sadness.
"Yes, I let you go, and then you will be free. No matter who you choose, Li Hetai, Hai Zhixuan, Mo Xiaojun, they are excellent men. Any one is better than me. You're right. They don't have another child who can love you and take care of you with all their heart. "
Ye Zimo's words make Xia Yihan's heart extremely painful, and the pain is hard to control.
Tears, wiped off by him, spilled out again.
She knew that he would give up and keep her locked up all the time. She just didn't know how long he would give up.
I didn't expect that he would let her go so soon. This is what she looks forward to most in recent days.
She got what she wanted. She won. Why is she not happy at all.
On the contrary, she was so sad, as if she had really left, she would not even have the strength to breathe.
He never allowed her to look at other men. Now he told her that she could choose others in the future. He also said that they were all better than him.
Ye Zimo, with what kind of mood do you say these words, will you feel the same pain as me?
"Let me hold you again." Ye Zimo said in a dumb voice.
"Well." Xia Yihan nodded, tears pouring down like a spring.
Ye Zimo gently embraces her in his arms. She is in tears, but his heart is bleeding.
After embracing for a long time, Xia Yihan has no way to calm down.
Ye Zimo grabbed her shoulder, took her away a little, and looked at her gently, "don't cry, silly girl. It's all my fault. I really don't know how to make you happy every day. "
How could she not be happy? How could she be happy after her love with him?
Just like these days, since knowing the existence of song wanting's children, she is suffering every minute.
Can time heal this wound?
She didn't know. She didn't even have any confidence in herself at this point.
Her face is still a sense of tears Yingying, ye Zimo bowed over a little bit to kiss her tears.
He wanted to kiss her and leave more memories of his contact with her. Xia Yihan bit his lip and tried to push him away, but he didn't act because he was about to separate.
She silently closed her eyes, ye Zimo's kiss from her little face to her lips, gently pressed up.
At that moment, Xia Yihan's heart thumped, but choked in general pain.
He restrained himself, pushed her away, and said in a dumb voice, "well, you can sleep a little longer. You can go when you want to after dawn. You can stay, if you want. You can come back at any time. No matter when you come back, you are still the hostess here, the only one. "
With that, ye Zimo got out of bed, put on his slippers and opened the door.
Xia Yihan didn't cry any more. She straightened her back and said to herself that since she had to go, she would go dry and crisp, and she didn't miss anything.
She will start her life again, she will have her own career. Love is not the only emotion in life. She doesn't want to talk about it any more. It's too hurtful.
She will spend more time with her mother. When she has certain strength, she can do something for more people, such as those poor orphans.
She seemed to feel better with this thought.
Ye Zimo went to the study. He sat quietly in the study and thought a lot.
Later, he picked up the pen on the computer desk, wrote a property transfer book, and divided at least half of his personal property, whether movable or immovable, into Xia Yihan.
After going to work, he will ask Lin Dahui to do it.
In his heart, Xia Yihan is his wife. Even though the new marriage law does not require equal distribution of premarital property, for him, wealth itself is dispensable.
He is a man. He can start from scratch at any time. It doesn't matter if he has no money.
His woman is different, after leaving him, she wants to survive, she needs to have a foothold, she needs to have strength, in the future, she will not be controlled by others.
Xia Yihan didn't go to bed any more. She got up early and rearranged the things she had sorted out. Finally, she took out a note paper in the drawer, copied all the phone numbers in her mobile phone by hand and put them in a handbag. She turned off her mobile phone and left it in the drawer.
After all this, she sat in bed thinking about her future.
She won't be working at Fu's, so she needs to find a new job. It was difficult for her to start from the beginning in other places. After all, she didn't even get her diploma because of Mo Xiaojun.
Now a bit more formal company, no education is not willing to employ.
Fortunately, she didn't get her college diploma, and there are still some in high school. At most, she can find a place to start from scratch and take a new degree while working.
Only by constantly thinking about these things can Xia Yihan dispel the sadness of leaving Ye Zimo.
Just thinking about it and turning it to him, she forced herself to think about something else.
At breakfast, wine came knocking on the door. At that time, Xia Yihan had finished washing and changed his clothes suitable for going out.
"Yihan, have you ever cried? He bullied you? " Jiujiu asked angrily.
Xia Yihan smiles and shakes his head, "no, on the contrary, he not only didn't bully me, but also promised to let me leave!"
"Really? How could he? What a disappointment! The solution should not be like this! " Wine frowned and said indignantly.
"It's not what you said. Do I have to keep going? Silly girl Xia Yihan rubbed his hair like nothing happened.
"Oh, who really wants you to go, I just want to..." she just wants Xia Yihan to insist, and then the prince finds that the person he loves is better than Xia Yihan. He is willing to kill that damned child for her, and the two of them continue to be perfectly happy together like fairy tales.
Who can think of, that bastard, would rather Xia Yihan leave, would not let the child.
That's too much! He also said that he would always love Xia Yihan and fart. It seems that men's words are really unreliable.
Why should he let go when he loves so much? He should be a rogue in the end. If he does something wrong, he should do it right again and strive for Xia Yihan's forgiveness.
"Forget it, I don't think it's any use. Yihan, if you really want to leave, take me away. I won't stay here. When I see that guy, I get angry. "
Xia Yihan has considered not to be separated from wine. She is her friend, a very rare friend.
However, after repeated consideration, she still felt that taking wine with her was really not good for wine.
"I'll find a job myself in the future. You stay here. He treats the people who work for him very well, as you know. If you go with me, I don't know how much I will suffer. I don't even have a bachelor's degree. I don't know what will happen in the future. "
Although everyone around her has such strength, she doesn't want to rely on others.
Once upon a time, she longed for self-reliance and had to go to work.
"Anyway, I'll follow you. Yihan, maybe we can start a business together. I'll tell you quietly, I've saved a little money. When the time comes, we'll open a small shop and expand it a little bit. Isn't that good? I don't want to stay here. I used to come for idols. Now, that guy's a real vomit. "
Of course, she doesn't drink too much, just for idols. She also has a good salary.
But now, she feels that Xia Yihan is too pitiful. As her good friend, even if she abandons her high paid job, she still has to accompany her to spend the most difficult time of lovelorn.
Xia Yihan is amused by the words of wine and wine and smiles a little. At this time, ye Zimo who goes upstairs just sees her smile.
It might be the last breakfast they had together, so he wanted to ask her to eat it himself.
Her smile let him flash God, her smile has always been very beautiful, he likes to see. Just this time, she can smile so happy, he should be happy for her, but his heart is a little lost.