Xia Yihan can't stand the feeling of palpitation. Hold for another minute, she thinks, she will say to him regardless of everything, let's make up, I don't want to break up with you, I want to be willing to accept your children, everything you have, as long as we can be together.
Tears continue to flood, flooding, almost into a river.
Feeling that she was going to push him away, ye Zimo said in a dumb voice in her ear: "what I give you must, or you will come back to me. You only have these two choices."
He knew that she was very stubborn. She said that if she wanted to go, she would go and would not look back. That's why he forced her to accept him.
She pushed him away, just a little push, pushed away, he did not continue to embrace her.
She didn't want him to see the tears on her face. She bowed her head and said firmly, "don't choose either. Don't force me."
They are so deadlocked, ye Zimo can be more overbearing, can pull up her little face, gently kiss dry her tears.
He knew that she liked what he did and that some habits could not disappear suddenly.
He doesn't want to be a rascal, although sometimes it's really easy for a man to achieve his goal. At this time, let her give in to feelings and want to be with him again, she may regret in the future, he does not want to see that day she was angry with him.
"This agreement, if you don't want to take it, don't take it. All the transfer procedures are in progress. Lin Ling will send them to you when they are finished. Xia Yihan, you should know that what I want to give you will not be taken back. Even if you come to me ten thousand times again, you can only come to see me. You can't achieve the purpose you want to return. Of course, I'm glad you came to see me, too. If you are not in a hurry to go back now, you can sit down with me and have a chat. "
Ye Zimo's saying is actually another way to see off guests. He knew that if he said that, the woman would want to leave. How could she want to stay and chat with him?
"Ye Zimo!" Xia Yihan has a complete sense of powerlessness. She really doesn't want it. If she wants him, how can she be at ease in her life?
"Well?"
"There's always a way I can give it back to you!" She does not believe, do not want, but also hard to her?
Xia Yihan finished the declaration, and turned stubbornly to go out. Ye Zimo looked at her back with deep eyes, and his lips bent.
Little thing, you may not come to me in the future?
Can I see you again?
Of course, if he wants to see her, she can't escape. He can see it at any time. Just like this face-to-face talk with her, but also hugged her, so intimate contact may not have a lifetime.
His body seems to have her light aroma, that flavor is addictive to men.
After chewing the scene carefully, ye Zimo thought of her sad face again, and his eyebrows wrinkled at the thought of the tears on her face.
Leave or leave him, her life is estimated to be only this period of time sad, there will be a smile all her life.
Stay with him, she may think of the existence of that child, her heart will be like pressure on something. After separation, he can feel her emotion better, and he doesn't want to force her any more. He really has no right to let her accompany him to pay for his mistakes.
After thinking for a while, he pressed the shortcut key of the fixed line telephone on his desk and gave Lin Ling an order.
When Xia Yihan walked out of Fu's mansion, she still had a strong feeling that she wanted to shed tears. She didn't remember where she had heard of it. When she wanted to shed tears, she looked up at the sky, which could let people shed tears back.
She looked up at the blue sky, tears really back.
The weather is really good, cloudless, it's not like a break-up day.
The sun was shining just as well. It was almost ten o'clock in the morning. There was a warm feeling in the air, but it couldn't get into her heart at all.
Except for that person's side, she really didn't know where she could go.
Even if there are more relatives, even if there are more places to live, sometimes suddenly can not be with the beloved, people will become confused.
Loneliness will follow like a shadow, even if there are more people around, they still feel lonely.
She didn't want to laugh or force herself at the moment, so instead of rushing back, she walked forward, always along the road.
There is a park in the middle of the street about 20 minutes' walk from Fu's group. At this time, the weather is fine. Some old people and their children are out in the sun.
Xia Yihan sat down in a corner in front of the long corridor seat, silently watching a pair of old people with white hair and their little grandson running around on the ground.
"Are you thirsty? I know how to bring water to my children, but I don't know how to bring some water. After a while, I smoke in my throat. " The old man stood in front of the old lady and nagged, his expression was doting.
"Why don't you take it for me? You selfish old fellow, you were selfish when you were young, and you did nothing but sorry for me The old lady also said something.
When the little grandson heard the conversation, he ran over and asked, "grandma, what did grandpa do to you that I'm sorry for you?"
The old lady laughed, poked her old man on the shoulder and said, "ask your grandfather."
The old man's face was stiff, so he squatted down and explained to his grandson, "it's just that my grandfather's head is confused for a while. He went to the wrong place, and your grandmother can't find me, so I'm very sorry for her."
"Grandfather, where have you been?" The little grandson looked at his grandfather seriously, as if he was going to break the casserole.
The old man's face was even more embarrassed, but the old lady gave a gentle smile, hugged her grandson, and said in a low voice, "grandfather doesn't know where he's gone. Anyway, he's back. It's good to be back."
The meaning of the old lady's words is a little deep, and the child doesn't understand it, but Xia Yihan can hear it clearly.
She suddenly remembered Lin Ling's words. She said that there is no perfect love without any flaw in reality.
If the old woman in front of them didn't choose to forgive, would they still happily coax the children to play together now?
She used to think that the best feeling was for two people to go to the old age together. Whenever she saw the white haired old friends supporting each other on the street, as if they were walking with each other's crutches, she was particularly envious and fascinated.
But it's strange that she didn't think of such a picture with Xiaojun. Maybe subconsciously, he is always the role of his brother.
Ever since she was with Ye Zimo, her desire seems to be much stronger.
She used to think that the old couple who supported each other must have perfect love. Now she suddenly realized that this may not be the case. Accompanied for decades, two people will be gradually familiar with, and then there is no passion, two people's feelings will gradually become family, so there is the seven-year itch. At that time, maybe many people will put their eyes on the outside, because they are too used to the existence of any person, they will have turned a blind eye.
If the marriage is derailed, those who choose tolerance and forgiveness may continue to hold hands, just like the old couple in front of them.
Some, will choose to separate, then they will encounter perfect feelings, there will be no trouble? I'm afraid it's more difficult.
Is life mostly so helpless?
Or is she too demanding of Ye Zimo? He didn't cheat after he was with her. He is more forgivable than those men who can't bear loneliness and cheat after marriage, isn't he?
The old man handed the child's toy to the old woman and said to her, "wait here. I'll go home and bring you some water."
"Go ahead, slow down on the way." The old lady exhorted that the interaction between the two people seemed so ordinary, but between the words, we could see that they cared about each other.
"Grandpa, don't get lost this time. Remember that grandma and I are waiting for you here!" The little grandson said, the old lady and the old man looked at each other and laughed.
"Silly boy, my grandfather's head will be fine after he's lost once. He won't be lost again." The old man said earnestly, looked at his wife and said softly, "Shuzhen, don't you think so?"
As soon as the old lady turned her mouth, she hummed: "who knows? Once the beauty comes back, your heart flies again."
"It's beautiful. It's an old lady in her sixties. It's beautiful. Stop talking. I'll go home and get you water. If you want an apple, I'll peel one for you. "
"Yes, you can bring one." The old lady finished and watched the old man go away. Xia Yihan didn't see any negative emotions in her eyes.
Maybe the time has changed, really can not care?
The old lady can take it as if it didn't happen again. Xia Yihan, can you?
Maybe you are different from her. She certainly does not have a husband and other people's children, but you do.
When you look at that child every day, can you remember how he used to get involved with another woman and ignore the existence of those things?
Her eyes seem to see ye Zimo and song wanting together, he stroked her stomach picture.
Perhaps she still can't pass this pass, can't do, don't care, don't think.
In this case, don't be sad any more, look at the front, beat all the time, don't look back.
She stood up, when the phone rang, the name on the screen is mo Xiaojun.
Since knowing that song wanting is pregnant, Mo Xiaojun worries about Xia Yihan almost every day. He always wants to beat song wanting's damned child before she knows.
However, the last carefully planned action still failed. If he tried again, there was no way to do it.
He discussed with Hai Qingqing, and when this period of time passed, maybe Ye Zimo would relax his vigilance, and they would try again. After all, the child will only be born in two or three months, and it's not urgent to be in this day or two.
Even though he was still planning in his heart, Mo Xiaojun was still burning with anxiety. He knew Xia Yihan too well, and knew that she knew such a thing that the sky would fall.
Of course, Hai Qingqing can see his idea. She has offered to ask him to call Xia Yihan several times to ask her about her situation.
Mo Xiaojun is afraid that he will call her suddenly. Xia Yihan is suspicious. Moreover, he knows that he has more contact with Xia Yihan. Hai Qingqing always has something to eat. Worried about Hai Qingqing's mood, he has not fought.
Today, haiqingqing grabbed his number and took the initiative to call Xia Yihan.
"Well, she's just your sister, isn't she? Is it not normal for a brother to care for his sister? You underestimate me too much. What a powerful role haiqingqing is. Are you afraid that you will run away? "