Mu Qingzhu sat in front of the bed, and Ruan Hanyu didn't hear much. But Ruan Mutian's face flashed in front of her. For so many years, she wanted to see him, but she didn't have the courage.
Today, he is close at hand. It's an opportunity. She should go and have a look.
Be sure to see it.
He stood up and walked involuntarily towards the corridor in front of him.
As she got closer to the ward, her steps became slower and heavier, and her heart beat faster and faster, banging.
The blue screen windows cover the room tightly and airtight. Mu Qingzhu feels that the space inside is like an iron bucket, which can make people breathless. The air full of the room must be gray and dreary.
Don't dare to step in, imitate hesitation unceasingly.
Standing in front of the door hesitated for a while, she gently opened the door.
The spacious and clean ward is filled with all kinds of flowers, which is not as boring as I imagined. All the windows in the south are open, and the air in the room is fresh and comfortable. It has to be said that this high-level ward is really suitable for patients to recuperate.
On a large white hospital bed, there was an old man in his sixties. He was tall and thin. His face was as pale as tin foil. With his eyes closed, he was lying peacefully, as if he had been sleeping. If he didn't watch carefully, no one could see that he was Ruan Mutian, who used to blame the shopping mall.
Now he is lying quietly. He can't see any more of the style of that year. He just can see the color of that year with his upright facial features and thick sword eyebrows.
Is she to blame for all this?
Mu Qingzhu's heart was like being tightly twisted by an iron bucket. It was so heavy that she fell straight down. Her breath was like winding a silk circle. She tightened her throat in circles, strangling her.
"Dad Uncle Ruan, I'm sorry. I didn't mean it. I didn't do it. I don't know what happened. " Mu Qingzhu suddenly bowed down and held Ruan Mutian's cold hand, crying bitterly.
Over the years, this is the only thing she feels guilty about in the Ruan family. Although it has nothing to do with her, everything is because of her. In her heart, she can't put down this package. Even if she dreams back in the middle of the night, her heart is heavy and frightened.
Why? It is clearly a beautiful thing in the world, but it has become such a tragedy.
Shouldn't she marry into the Ruan family?
If she does not marry into the Ruan family, all this will not happen. Therefore, they are right to hate her. She is a sinner!
Just because she loved Ruan Hanyu, she married without knowing the situation. Is it all her fault?
Holding Ruan Mutian's hand, he choked: "Uncle Ruan, I've divorced Hanyu. I won't disturb you any more, and I won't let Ruan's family be ashamed. Please get better soon. Only when you get better, can I feel at ease and leave at ease."
She cried out, not only for him, but also for her poor father.
Father's tragic death, uncle Ruan in a coma on the hospital bed, what is all this?
If it's really what she imagined, when will it be!
At this moment, her heart suddenly calmed down, really no hate!
If it's true, even if Ruan Hanyu designed the accident, she won't blame him now! After all, he is also suffering from this kind of pain, and his pain is more painful than her. He has to face the closest and most respected person in the hospital bed every day, his father. How heartbreaking this suffering should be!
She doesn't blame Ji Xuan for the loss of her beloved husband. How much hatred should a woman have.
At this moment, the world is quiet and the heart is silent.
Everything is back to the beginning.
She wondered if she should leave and take her mother to an unknown place for the rest of her life.
No matter what kind of love and hatred she had with Ruan Hanyu, they couldn't go back. They couldn't go back any more!
This is life!
Her life!
Jing Chengrui's words ring in his ears.
"Xiaozhu, if you see everything clearly after this incident, you must choose your own life well in the future You can come to me, and I will give you a satisfied life, including a life of great importance. "
His words are so appropriate that a person who has never lived with her can see her things so thoroughly, while her clients can't see their own way, sink again and again, until they can't see their own heart.
It's good to be a friend even if you can't be a husband and wife, Ruan Hanyu said.
No, they can't even be friends!
Can they really ignore these living and cruel facts? It's impossible!
She was weeping, feeling as if she had drained all her tears in the past few days.
There were footsteps outside the door.
She wiped her tears and stood up.
"Uncle Ruan, you must get better soon. I'll go first and see you later." Mu Qingzhu shook his hand again, choked and said, then looked at him again, gritted his teeth and turned away."Ah She exclaimed in surprise.
Ruan Hanyu's face was livid, and his forehead was blue. He looked at her like a knife in his eyes. He wanted to kill her.
Last night they were still soft spoken, but at this moment Ruan Hanyu scared Mu Qingzhu. He was like a furious lion.
"Hanyu..." Mu Qingzhu's face was white and transparent, and he murmured in fear.
"What are you doing here? Do you read jokes? Who asked you to come? " The light in Ruan Hanyu's eyes twisted her and poisoned her cold words. He rushed over and grabbed her arm. "What are you doing here? I've decided to forget the past. Why do you come here? And let me see. "
He roared furiously, and the fire in his eyes seemed to burn.
"No, Hanyu, I didn't mean to." Mu Qingzhu was pale and shook his head desperately.
"What else do you want?" Ruan Hanyu lost his mind and roared. He grabbed Mu Qingzhu '.
"I tell you, you are not allowed to come here any more. You are not qualified to come here. Go away and don't let me see you again." Ruan Hanyu yelled at Mu Qingzhu and stared at him. The light in his eyes became more and more terrible. He could not stay any longer. When he saw this woman, he could not guarantee that he would kill her.
He breathed heavily and looked at the dead Ruan Mutian. His fists tightened and relaxed. Then he finally turned around and rushed out.
Mu Qingzhu thought that she would faint. She was so painful that she almost reached the edge of numbness.
Then came the sound of footsteps.
"Young granny, why are you?" Surprised by the middle-aged girl's voice, Mu Qingzhu raised her weak head and saw a wrinkled face of Bai Zhe.
"Aunt Chun." She screamed numbly.
"Young granny, get up, the ground is cold." The middle-aged woman picked her up and sighed as she sobbed bitterly. "The young master was angry with you just now. I just met him in the corridor and he left angrily."
Aunt Chun helped her to sit down on the sofa and sighed again.
"Young granny, you can't blame the youth for this. If you look at your father lying in the hospital bed like this, no one will be in a good mood. Young granny will be more considerate. After all, it's a family and everything is easy to discuss." Aunt Chun poured a cup of boiled water and handed it to Mu Qingzhu. She also handed her a tissue.
"I know." Mu Qingzhu nodded, "I don't blame them."
"Well." Auntie Chun nodded and asked with concern, "young granny, when did you come back? When are you going to return to Ruan's residence? "
Aunt Chun is the only one among the Ruan family who is still kind to Mu Qingzhu. She used to stay with her grandmother. Later, after Mu Qingzhu married Ruan Hanyu, her grandmother transferred her to Cuixiang garden where Ruan Hanyu lived. Therefore, she is kind to Mu Qingzhu in Ruan family.
After Mu Qingzhu went to the United States, she automatically applied to take care of Ruan Mutian.
Mu Qingzhu pondered, thinking that Aunt Chun was next to her grandmother, she would definitely report something to her grandmother, and her divorce from Ruan Hanyu should not be known to her grandmother. She promised Ruan Hanyu, so she said with a smile: "I just came back, too. I will go back soon, and I will go back to Ruan's residence to see grandma's birthday."
"Well, no wonder I haven't seen you in Ruan's residence." Aunt Chun suddenly realized that Mu Qingzhu was going to leave again. She pondered and finally said:
"young grandma, it's not the way for you to stay abroad for a long time. After all, the Ruan family is your mother-in-law's family, and the young master is so young. It's not the way for you to live apart for a long time. You'd better come back, and the family will sit down and talk peacefully. Everything will pass, this life If you go up, you'll have nothing to worry about. "
Mu Qingzhu's nose is sour when she hears this. Can she go back? Obviously that's impossible, but aunt Chun didn't know the truth, and she didn't have to explain, so she just kept silent.
"The old lady often talks about you. Last time I saw her, the old man told the young master that she must see you at her ninetieth birthday, or she will not forgive the young master." Aunt Chun continued, with a smile on her face.
Mu Qingzhu was flustered and said, "grandma, is she OK?"
"Fortunately, I'm 90 years old. I'm hearing and seeing. I know better than anyone in my heart." Aunt Chun is smiling.
"Good, that's good." A smile also appeared on Mu Qingzhu's face.
"Young granny, listen to my advice and go home." Aunt Chun suddenly caught her hand, "no matter how good it is outside, it's not as good as at home. What's more, her husband and mother-in-law are at home, and her grandmother is talking about holding her grandson."
Mu Qingzhu was stunned. It sounded like a world away.
She sat still.
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