"Really? Let's hook up. " Xiao Bao's eyes brightened up, hugged his neck and gave him a hard kiss on the face. Then he patted him on the shoulder and said with dignity: "don't worry, Dad, I will treat you when you are old, and I will support you."
Ruan Hanyu was amused by a child's righteous words and his eyes were moist.
After he sat down at the head of the bed with Xiaobao in his arms, he said seriously, "Xiaobao, dad has promised you, so you should also promise dad one thing, and then let's pull the hook again?"
"Oh, what's the matter?" Xiao Bao tilted his head.
"Well, Xiaobao, you are four years old. Now your mother is away from home and can't take care of you. My father is going to work in Beijing after a while. Now my grandparents are old and don't have the energy to take care of Xiaobao. According to my father's observation, Xiaobao hasn't learned well during this period. It's a very bad thing and a very serious thing So I'm going to send Xiaobao to the British nursery school first, and then wait for the queue to come down, and then we'll go to the British Royal aristocracy to learn. What do you think? " Ruan Hanyu had never talked to Xiaobao so carefully and patiently, and he also consulted him carefully.
Xiaobao's whole life is chaotic without muqingzhu. What he does now can only be described as a little rogue, and no one can control him.
Because Xiaobao lost his mother and suffered so much again, Ji Xuan was very fond of him. All the servants didn't dare to offend him. Now he is a bully. Ruan Hanyu is really worried that he will learn bad.
"Dad, do you want to get rid of me so that I can find a bad woman like Leah to be my stepmother?" Xiaobao is not stupid. After thinking about it, he immediately pointed it out.
These days, he has heard from his servants that his father is young, handsome and powerful. Now many women are waiting in line for him to choose.
For Xiaobao, it's quite a bad rumor. He quit.
Therefore, he would sneak into Ruan Hanyu's bedroom to remind him at this time. Otherwise, he would not worry about it.
Ruan Hanyu's mouth turned slightly and his face was full of doting.
"Silly Xiaobao, Dad promised you that he would never find another woman in his life except your mother, and Dad had already vowed in front of Mrs. Wu Lan that day. Don't you believe me?" He solemnly reiterated.
"Well." Xiao Bao looked down and thought for a while, then he raised his head.
"Well, as long as you don't find me a stepmother, I promise you to study hard and have the ability to support you in the future." Xiaobao seriously agreed to Ruan Hanyu's request.
"Well, let's hook up." Ruan Hanyu heard that Xiaobao had agreed. He was afraid that he would go back on his promise and immediately put it forward.
"OK, pull hook, hang yourself. You can't change for a hundred years." In the bedroom are the happy voices of Xiaobao and Ruan Hanyu.
This is the first time in such a long time that Ruan Hanyu smiles from the bottom of his heart.
"Hanyu." Ji Xuan came up from downstairs and heard the rare laughter of the second father and son. Her face was full of loving smile. She came in and said to Xiaobao in a low voice: "Xiaobao, come on, grandma will take you to bed."
Xiaobao got Ruan Hanyu's promise, not to mention how happy he was, so he took Ji Xuan's hand and walked out.
"Hanyu, go to the study later. I have something to ask for you." Ji Xuan takes Xiaobao to the door and turns to Ruan Hanyu.
Ruan Hanyu had long expected that Ji Xuan had something to do with him, and his face was indifferent.
Ji Xuan has been looking for him many times during this period of time, but every time he evaded on the pretext of being busy. It seems that he can't escape this time.
Well, some things can't be avoided. It's better to make it clear.
In the study, Ruan Hanyu, dressed in a nightgown, stands tall. The central air conditioner is fully turned on, and the room is warm. This autumn comes earlier, and the weather is colder than usual.
"Sit down, Ma." Ruan Hanyu held a shell in the palm of his hand and rubbed it gently. He heard the voice of entering the room quietly in his ears. He immediately knew that it was Ji Xuan, and said faintly.
"Hanyu." Ji Xuan sat down on the sofa in the study and called him. For a moment, he felt sad and lowered his head.
Ruan Hanyu fumbled to sit opposite her.
"What can I do for you, Ma?" After he sat down, he didn't hear Ji Xuan speak for a long time, so he had to ask Wen Yan.
Ji Xuan sighed, "Hanyu, has Qingzhu been gone for a year?"
It seems that he is asking Ruan Hanyu, but in fact he is talking to himself.
Ruan Hanyu's eyes darkened, his face darkened, and the pain in his eyes could not escape.
"Yes, Ma." He returned in low spirits.
"Son, Qingzhu is a good woman and a hard-working woman. Up to now, I regret that when she married into our Ruan family, I didn't give her more love, which made her suffer a lot of grievances." Ji Xuan lowered his head to wipe tears, heartache.
Ruan Hanyu trembled, took out a cigarette from his arms, lit it and took a deep breath."Hanyu, stop smoking. It's bad for your health. I only have a son like you. I want to see you healthy." Ji Xuan pleaded in a low voice. She coughed softly because she couldn't smell the smoke.
Ruan Hanyu was silent. He got up and walked over to open the curtain by feeling. After taking a few hard puffs, he put out his cigarette butt in the ashtray.
"Mom, I owe her too much. I can't repay it all my life. I can't protect my own woman. I'm a man with no ability." Finally, he calmed down and leaned against his desk. His empty eyes looked out of the window at the darkness, and his low voice was as heavy as atonement.
"No, Hanyu." Ji Xuan's voice trembled and his eyes were tearful. "It's not all your fault. How can that woman hide after so long? Since ancient times, we have to bear the risks as much as there is scenery. The right way in the world is vicissitudes. "
Ji Xuan is afraid of Ruan Hanyu. The heavier his guilt is, the harder it is to get out of this shadow. This is not what she wants to see.
"But why does it all fall on her? It's not fair. It's too unfair." Ruan Hanyu roared low.
Ji Xuan bowed his head and had nothing to say. After a long time, he said:
"Hanyu, the dead are gone, and the living are happy. People always have to look forward. Son, listen to your mother's words, cheer up, remember the past and start a new life."
"No Ruan Hanyu turned his head. His eyes were empty and his face was full of light. He firmly said, "Mom, Qingzhu is not dead. Up to now, I don't think she is dead. She must still be alive somewhere. She is waiting for me to pick her up."
His tone is very positive, full of perseverance, "sooner or later I will find her."
Ji Xuan was stunned, and tears went away.
How would she like Mu Qingzhu to go? But in front of the fact, how can the son say these words!
If a pregnant woman falls into the river, the hope of survival is too slim.
"Hanyu, mom, please wake up. Don't be stubborn any more. I believe the spirit of Qingzhu doesn't want to see you so miserable and sad. A good person lives in the dark every day and can't get out of the past. It's really not a good thing, and you are so young." Ji Xuan was distressed: "Hanyu, let's go to the United States for eye treatment tomorrow. Mom, please. If you are blind, what will Xiaobao do? Don't you want to see your son's lovely face? "
Ji Xuan almost begged, but he was sent to kneel down.
In this year, she saw her son's painful self reproach, and her heart was dripping with blood.
He works every day and says little. When he gets home, he revolves around Xiaobao. It's hard for her to even say a few intimate words to him.
It's obvious that her son is getting thinner and thinner, and even the card spirit is getting more and more strange. She can't persuade him, or even understand his card nature.
My son is too young. He's only in his early 30s. He can't live like this.
Life is bound to open a new chapter, although it is a bit difficult, but this threshold is bound to pass.
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