Chapter 187 - Was Liu Ji Fan Doing Wrong?

"Mmmm…"

Tian Yuan held Liu Ji Fan's shirt tightly in his fist as he moaned because of the intensity of the kiss.

The hot tongue inside his mouth explored him completely making him feel dizzy. 

The embarrassing sound that he could hear made his cheek red as he suddenly remembered that he was supposed to push away Liu Ji fan instead of holding him like he was his lifeline.

"S…stop."

Tian Yuan whispered between the kiss with very difficulty.

Liu Ji Fan did leave him but it was not because Tian Yuan asked him to rather it was because his phone inside his pant pocket was ringing continuously.

Liu Ji Fan frowned as he pulled back.

"Go and hear it. It must be important."

Tian Yuan said hurriedly as soon as he was able to speak. He was afraid that his lips will be captured again.

With his narrowed black eyes, Liu Ji Fan looked at the man in front of him and suddenly pulled him a little closer to himself. 

Tian Yuan's eyes went wide. He could feel it. Not only Liu Ji Fan's but he could also feel his own reaction.

And by the mischievous smile on Liu Ji Fan's lips even he could feel it. 

Tian Yuan's felt very embarrassed.

He instantly got up from Liu Ji Fan's lap and muttered angrily.

"Dog man…"

After that, he left the hospital room with a flustered face while Liu Ji Fan laughed heartily looking at the back of his running rabbit.

The phone rang again and Liu Ji Fan frowned.

Who was calling him at such a time?

He took it out and his face went serious when he glanced at the number. Liu Ji Fan immediately slid the screen to answer the call.

"Jian, is everything alright?"

Liu Ji Fan asked as soon as he picked the call.

"Yes"

He got a cold reply and sighed in relief.

A few moments of silence continued making Liu Ji Fan roll his eyes.

"Why did you call?"

He had to ask in the end and the answer came soon, fortunately.

"Zhihan told me that you asked for a surgeon…is everything alright?"

A deep smile emerged on Liu Ji Fan's lips when he heard the words.

He could also hear the awkwardness hidden behind those words.

"Yes, everything is alright. The surgeon was for Tian Yuan's mother."

Then there was silence …endless silence.

Liu Ji Fan shook his head helplessly as he said

"Old He, you didn't change at all…ha? We are talking after so many days and you didn't even ask me how I am doing."

But in response to his teasing, the cold voice remained the same and He Jian said

"I am busy. We will talk later."

Liu Ji Fan, of course, knew the meaning behind this 'later.' He also knew that if there had not been a funny fight between Fang Zhihan and He Jian which made Fang Zhihan not tell He Jian everything then He Jian would not have even called him.

The man only did important talks. 

However, he didn't want to hang up not before telling He Jian something. 

"Old He, stop…don't hang up."

He said immediately and heard the cold voice again.

"Speak."

"Nothing. I just wanted to thank you for giving me my Tian Yuan."

Liu Ji Fan said sincerely.

But his sincerity doesn't seem to be appreciated by the concerned person at all.

"What rubbish are you spouting? I didn't give him to you instead you snatched the man who worked under me."

He Jian's ever cold and ruthless words didn't lessen at all but Liu Ji Fan continued to smile as he said 

"Oh…so you do think that I am fool enough to believe that Tian Yuan working under you and making him appear in front of me …was just a coincidence."

"Yes, it was purely a coincidence."

came the indecisive reply.

Liu Ji Fan pressed his lips tightly to stop the laughter from bursting out of his mouth. He knew that it was not a coincidence. He Jian clearly knew that he was looking for Tian Yuan and hence he found out him.

For this, Liu Ji Fan knew that he would always remain grateful towards He Jian inside his heart. 

"What happened to his mother?"

Liu Ji Fan heard He Jian asking and came out of his thoughts. 

"She is well…I can't say anything. The surgeon had suggested a surgery that will be done tomorrow."

"Your man agreed?"

"He did."

Liu Ji Fan sighed as he understood what He Jian was trying to ask.

"I lied to him about the cost of the surgery. He was not agreeing to take any kind of help from me. So I had to do it."

Liu Ji Fan felt guilty inside his heart as he told He Jian this. He really wanted to tell someone everything and except the silent and cold slab which meant He Jian who could be the best listener, right? 

"Old He…I am planning to make Tian Yuan mine very soon."

Liu Ji Fna whispered after a silence of a few moments.

"He agreed?"

He Jian asked again and Liu Ji Fan's eyes were filled with pain, bitterness, and guilt.

"No, he won't agree."

"So you are forcing him?" He Jian asked his friend and Liu Ji Fan could already imagine the frown on his best friend's forehead.

"I will have to. I don't want to but I always feel afraid that he would leave me. I won't be able to live with this restlessness and fear."

A shaking breath escaped from Liu Ji Fan's lips and he whispered again.

"Old He, perhaps you will not understand me now because you have not loved anyone yet. When you love a person, you can't bear to send him away. I let him leave me at that time because I thought that I would be able to live without him. I thought that if it gave Tina Yuan his happiness then it will be alright but it was very difficult. I can't sleep at night because I have him in my dreams. And when I saw Tian Yuan again, I just couldn't control myself."

"It was …it was the most beautiful moment after so many years. That night…I slept so peacefully because I knew that he was present somewhere around me."

"I can't bear to let him go away from me again otherwise I will go insane. I …I just want to make him mine... completely mine… in every sense of this world."     

Liu Ji Fan confessed as a tear slid down his cheek.

He closed his eyes and covered them with one hand as he whispered breathlessly

"Old He, am I doing wrong?"

Liu Ji Fan couldn't hear what He Jian said at all because the next moment, his body stilled completely when he heard a familiar voice

"Ji Fan"