Chapter 349 - "We Should Not Have Met Each Other"

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The car was deathly silent after Liu Ji Fan finished talking.

Liu Ji Fan didn't say anything after he talked about his mother and Tian Yuan also silently started the car.

They reached Liu Ji Fan's mansion in a few moments and Tian Yuan was relieved to see the doctor coming out of the car just when he stopped his car in front of Liu Ji Fan's mansion.

He hurriedly stepped out of the car and then walked to Liu Ji Fan's side.

Tian Yuan frowned deeply when he noticed that Liu Ji Fan's forehead was still bleeding. 

Together they went inside the Mansion and the doctor soon started to treat the wound.

At Tian Yuan had thought that wound really needed stitches. Though the doctor injected anesthesia, Tian Yuan still frowned deeply seeing the process.

At the same time, he was very afraid to see that Liu Ji Fan's didn't even blink his eyes during all this while.

Even after the doctor left, Tian Yuan noticed that Liu Ji Fan continued to sit in the same position. He sighed as he thought that today's incident seemed to have hit Liu Ji Fan very hard perhaps.

Even though, Liu Ji Fan didn't tell him, Tian Yuan knew from his reaction that this sudden accident must have been planned by his mother and now Liu Ji Fan also knew about it. 

But Tian Yuan was not afraid for himself.

A big part of Tian Yuan's heart was scared for his mother. If Mrs. Liu already knew so much and she was so powerful then she could harm his mother too.

Tian Yuan felt his back going cold at this thought.

Perhaps the idea of leaving from here was really right!

He came out of his trance when he heard Liu Ji Fan's horse voice. Startled he looked towards him, only to find his red deep eyes fixed on himself.

"Come here"

Liu Ji Fan said in the same hoarse voice as he stretched out his hand in Tian Yuan's direction. Tian Yuan didn't want to but he didn't know why when he saw Liu Ji Fan's eyes he could see that he was almost pleading to him.

He stepped forward unconsciously and soon was near Liu Ji Fan. 

Two arms surrounded his waist and Tian Yuan stared blankly as Liu Ji Fan buried his face in his stomach while hugging his waist tightly.

No words were said until Liu Ji Fan spoke again.

"Tian Yuan…when I had seen you for the first time, you know what my thought was?"

Liu Ji Fan's voice was a little muffled but Tian Yuan could hear it clearly. His eyes also started to fill with tears hearing Liu Ji Fan's words.

He shook his head lightly. Even though Liu Ji Fan couldn't see it, he continued

"I had felt …this was what I was looking for all along. You were perfect. You were so easy to read. You were pure and just because you were pure you thought that everyone was pure."

Liu Ji Fan leaned back and looked at Tian Yuan's face with a smile on his lips. His eyes were however filled with tears and soon tears also slid down as he said

"You remember…once you had helped me beating a few people who were there to attack me…at that time, I had asked you why you helped me. I was a school bully so everyone used to fear me but you had said that even though I was a school bully, I never beat people without any reason and hence no one should do beat me unreasonably."

"You had said that even though I was a school bully, I also deserved to have some friends. I was also a child who was experiencing school life."

Liu Ji Fan chuckled as he continued and fresh tears rolled down his eyes.

"I had asked you if you would like to become my friend but you had refused me with a fearful face."

Tian Yuan smiled on remembering everything.

That memory should be embarrassing for him because he had to back down from his own words at that time. In fact, at that time, he had helped Liu Ji Fan because he just couldn't see a single man getting beaten by so many people.

However, never had he thought that the school bully would want to become his friend after that. He had refused, of course.

He had wanted to live a very normal school life and making Liu Ji Fan's his friend would have created a chaos in his life.       

But his refusal was just a waste attempt as Liu Ji Fan still became his friend forcefully in everyone's eyes.

He came out of his trance when he heard Liu Ji Fan's speaking again.

"In the beginning, I had wanted to prove to you that not everyone was pure as you thought…"But then the more time I spent with you, the more I wished to make you think the same forever."

Tian Yuan couldn't help but smile bitterly at these words.

"But life still taught me what you had wished once…that too quite harshly." Tian Yuan whispered

The smile from Liu Ji Fan's face vanished when he heard Tian Yan's words. He, of course, understood what Tian Yuan was trying to imply.

"I…I… "

Liu Ji Fan opened his mouth but he didn't know what he should say.

Tian Yuan smiled sadly seeing this. He forcefully pulled himself out of Liu Ji Fan's hold and said softly.

"It's alright. You don't need to say anything."

Just when he was about to turn around to leave, Liu Ji Fan caught him again and hugged him from behind.

"No, don't leave like this, Tian Yuan. I…I can understand what you must have felt …II can understand your pain but…but …"

"But you can't really go against your own mother, right?"

Tian Yuan finished Liu Ji Fan's incomplete words. He smiled and then continued feeling Liu Ji Fan's hold around his waist going still.

"I can understand, Ji Fan. Your past …it is also very sad. Believe me, If there was any way to take away all those pain from you then I would have done it without any hesitation."

Liu Ji Fan's cried more after hearing Tian Yuan's words. He buried his head in Tian Yuan's waist but Tian Yuan could feel the wetness of his tears through his thin shirt.   

"However, don't expect me to stay with you just because of that. Put yourself in my shoes once and think how horrible it must be to love the man whose mother killed my father."

A tear slid out of Tian Yuan's eyes and his lips quivered when he said this.

"I… I…sometimes really wish that I have not met you. We should not have met each other in the first place. Everything would have been fine then. My father would have been alive, Ji Fan."

Tian Yuan covered his face with his hands and continued 

"I …It is not possible between us any longer. I know that she is your mother…the only blood relative you are left with. You also don't wish to lose her but what about me? I also don't wish to lose my mother, Ji Fan."

Liu Ji Fan's shoulders shook with Tian Yuan's each and every word. He had wanted to hold Tian Yuan for longer but Tian Yuan forcefully made him leave him and then turned around to look at him.

Liu Ji Fan's eyes were very red and his cheeks were stained with tears. Tian Yuan had never seen him like this before. His heart clenched at this sight but he controlled himself and said

"You should rest now. I will leave."

After saying this, he left Liu Ji Fan's room.

While Liu Ji Fan lied down on the bed after a few moments. He curled himself on the bed and stared blankly at the wall that was in front of his eyes.

His mind was filled with whatever Tian Yuan had said to him.

Those moments when Tian Yuan had those panic attacks flashed inside his mind. Tian Yuan had suffered so much because of him.

It was after a long time, he suddenly stood up from the bed and walked towards the bedside where his phone was placed.

On unlocking the phone, he saw that there were many missed calls from the same number and it was none other than his mother…Mrs. Liu.     

Liu Ji Fan's eyes went cold on seeing the number and his finger hovered on it for a long time before he finally pressed it and called his mother. 

"Ji Fan…"

He heard his mother's panicked voice from the other side as soon as the call connected.

"Ji Fan, how are you?"

"What could have happened to me, Mom?"

Liu Ji Fan asked coldly and there was silence on the other side for a very long time. Then Mrs. Liu's voice came again 

"No…I was just worried because you didn't pick up my call. Where were you…is eve…"

"I want to see you."

Liu Ji Fan interrupted his mother.

"Huh? …meeting …sure…I will be in City S tomorrow."

Mrs. Liu said and Liu Ji Fan hung up after that.

His eyes were cold and emotionless.. No one knew what he was thinking.