Then she lay on the bed and let him take off his clothes. The wound on her back had begun to scab, but even so, it was shocking to fall into her eyes. The ugly scars remind Tan Jingmo all the time of how she was tortured.
"Pain? Don't bear to cry?" seeing that she almost bit her lips, she would rather not cry. Tan Jingmo was very uncomfortable.
Boa shook his head and continued to lie down.
Pain, of course, is painful, but no matter how painful the body is, it can't equal the pain in the heart.
She has always told herself that she doesn't need to care. She doesn't need to care. Her family is just a person who raised her but left her alone. She always thought that she didn't care much, because subconsciously, she thought so. But when all this really happened, she knew that she valued those families more than she thought.
In particular, her child was beaten by her father with a whip. She didn't know whether to hate herself or her father.
She doesn't love him, but she's not ready to meet him. If she had known his existence, she would have protected him, absolutely.
She has never been so cold-blooded that she can abandon her life.
However, the embryo just over a month turned into a pool of blood before he realized his existence.
After Tan Jingmo wiped the medicine, she still lay on her stomach like this.
After a while, he went out. Bao'er bit his lips and looked at the direction outside the door. He felt so wayward and selfish.
But she was very uncomfortable. Something always choked and forced her to swallow what she wanted to say back to her stomach.
Just out of the room, the doorbell rang. Zhang Ma went to open the door and found that the people outside the door were Mo Xiaoyi and Mo Shaoyang.
"Where's bao'er? Where is she?" Mo Xiao also hurriedly put down his things and asked anxiously.
This time she spent a year abroad. She didn't expect to hear such a thing happen to bao'er as soon as she came back. She was so anxious that she refused to stay for a moment and was coming here.
Mo Shaoyang was pestered by her. There was no way but to promise.
Tan Jingmo weakly pointed to the room and sat down on the sofa.
Mo Xiao also walked into the room without saying a word.
There, she saw bao'er, who was thin and had only bones left. Her pale face made her look more painful.
"Baby, what's the matter with you? Don't scare me." Mo Xiao also asked with a cry. The contrast between such a baby and her before is too big to be believed.
When bao'er heard her voice, he turned his head and looked at Mo Xiaoyi, but he didn't speak. His eyes were in tears.
"Can you tell me your pain? Tell me, can we share it together?" Mo Xiao also stretched out his hand to wipe the tears from the corners of bao'er's eyes.
Bao'er shook her head silently. Her eyes were dead and could not see a trace of brilliance. Was that what she said at the moment?
"Come on, just like when we used to sit in the dormitory and chat, you tell us all the uncomfortable and depressed things in your heart. Whoever bullies you, I will avenge you. Shall I beat them into pig heads?"
It's still such heroic words, but the atmosphere is not as relaxed as it was at that time.
The picture of four people chatting together in the bedroom flashed in bao'er's mind. Unexpectedly, she felt warm and harmonious and made people cry.
"Do you remember? You said you wanted to take me as your best sister. You said you didn't hide anything from me. Good sisters naturally want to share happiness and pain together. I know you're very uncomfortable now, but you say it, don't hold it in your heart, okay?"
Mo Xiao also said with a sob.
She was worried that bao'er would get sick if she went on like this.
"Bao'er, don't you want to ignore me? You don't tell me when you feel so bad. I just want to comfort you. I just don't want to see you like this. How can you reassure the baby? He just went to heaven and will come back soon." Mo Xiao couldn't get her response, so he just cried and hugged bao'er.
Such a loud voice startled the two men outside the house. Tan Jingmo got up and was about to push the door in, but was stopped by Mo Shaoyang.
He didn't speak, just made a "Shh" to tan Jingmo, and then shook his head.
The crying in the room continued, and it was still a trend of wave by wave.
Mo Xiao also cried without image. It was clear that she came to comfort bao'er, but she cried worse than bao'er.
"If you don't say it, let Tan brother think? He is also very uncomfortable and he is also very painful, you know? What do you want us to think? It's not a way to hide in the turtle shell all the time. Escaping from reality can never solve the problem, baby, you know?"
Mo Xiao also said sadly. He kept touching bao'er's hair. While crying, he sobbed softly in her ear and said, "you're very uncomfortable. Cry out, cry out all your dissatisfaction and grievances, and vent your grievances."
Affected by Mo Xiaoyi, bao'er was only crying silently. Gradually, she began to sob. A bitter sound spread to tan Jingmo's ears in the living room, and the bottom of her heart immediately hurt.
"Thank you. I think she needs to vent." Tan Jingmo looked at the direction of the bedroom and slowly said to the nearby Mo Shaoyang.
Mo Shaoyang didn't answer. He looked at the same place with deep eyes. There, Mo Xiaoyi's voice kept coming, crying.
In fact, according to the original plan, she didn't return home so early, but Xiao Suya called Mo Xiaoyi, and she came back without saying a word.
Mo Shaoyang knew that his sister had a good relationship with bao'er, but he didn't expect it to be so good.
Since their relationship is so strong and bao'er is a woman talking about Jingmo, he can't really refuse, so he has to accompany her back to China in advance.
Bao'er in the room leaned against Mo Xiaoyi's shoulder and said intermittently, "I didn't know there would be a baby, I really don't know."
Mo Xiao also nodded and kept patting her on the back. "It was an accident. No one knew it would be like this."
BoA's mood suddenly became very excited. She stepped back and said loudly, "no, it's all because I'm useless. If it's not for me, how can he be gone? It's all because of me. I didn't protect him."
As she spoke, she began to cry even louder. The voice was a blame for herself.
"Bao'er, how can you think so? It's none of your business, you know? It's an accident. Brother Tan certainly doesn't want to see you like this. Even if it's wrong, it's not you, you know?" Mo Xiao also looked at bao'er firmly.
No one is to blame boa for this, and she absolutely allows boa to blame herself.
If you really want to blame, you can only blame BoA's father. But in this case, Mo Xiao didn't dare to say it in front of bao'er.
She doesn't know bao'er's family well. That's all Xiao Suya said.
And now to say that Bai's father is not right in front of bao'er is bound to uncover bao'er's scar. Mo Xiao really hurts bao'er as his own sister. Naturally, he won't do such a cruel thing.
"Well, it's okay. It's all an accident. It's none of your business. Trust me. It's just that the time hasn't come. He doesn't want to come to the world. You can't blame yourself for these things, you know?" Mo Xiaoyi, who has always been careless, can comfort bao'er like this. To tell the truth, Mo Shaoyang still can't believe it if he didn't see it with his own eyes.