Chapter 84

"Would you like to have a snack with us after work?" The demon patted her on the shoulder and pulled back her wandering consciousness.

"No, I have to go home." Shu ran shakes her head, smiles and refuses her invitation.

"All right! Be careful on the way home The demon shrugged his shoulders with regret and asked with concern.

"Good." She nodded, sorted out and left the bar.

……

She still takes care of her mother during the day, mends her sleep when her mother is asleep, and goes to the bar to sing at night

This kind of life, she has been three years, during this period of time, she suddenly found that some can not adapt.

She didn't know how she was, why her heart was always empty and lost, like losing something important.

"Sister, are you ok?" Shu Muran worried looking at the opposite dazed Shu ran.

She was holding chopsticks in the folder porridge, mechanical stretch to the bowl clip, and then into the mouth, but chopsticks is empty.

"It's OK." She gave him a blank look, and then continued to eat.

"Sister, what happened?"

Recently, she is always out of her mind. She often goes to fetch water with a hot water bottle. As a result, she comes back with an empty hot water bottle for a long time.

I went to have a meal, but I didn't see anyone for a long time. When he ran to find her, I saw her sitting in the canteen in a daze, and I didn't know what to think. But every time she was asked, she shook her head and said it was OK.

"Why? What can happen! " Yeah, isn't it the same as before? She lost her smile, but with a smile, she dropped the corner of her mouth again, with a bitter face that wanted to cry without tears.

"Sister, is it mother's disease..."

"Don't talk nonsense, mom is fine! Even the doctor said that mother's spirit is much better than before, don't crow mouth She glared at him and said angrily.

"Sorry, I didn't mean that." Shu Muran wrongly flat mouth, her mother is his mother, OK, she why as if he wants to curse his mother? He's just worried about her!

"Well Sorry, Muran, I didn't mean to Seeing his sad expression, she suddenly realized what she had just said. She quickly reached out and stroked his head and said apologetically.

"Sister, tell me, what's the matter with you? I'm really worried about you when you look like this! " Shu Mu ran seized her hand and said sincerely.

"I'm really OK, you don't have to worry about me! It's you. You're about to take the exam. Try your best to spend time on review and try your best to cope with the exam. You must give me good grades, you know? "

Only in this way, her guilt can also get some comfort, so that she won't feel deeply sorry for her dead father. She didn't take good care of the family.

"Sister, I will." He knew that she would not tell him what was on her mind, so he sighed helplessly. In addition to better study, it seems that nothing can repay this sister who has paid too much for her family.

"That's good. Eat it quickly, and then go to school. It's time for me to go back to the ward. I don't know if my mother is awake. " She touched his head again, got up and left the table.

And the bowl of porridge, or to maintain the level line

"Sister, you wait for me, I will let you live a happy life! I won't let you be so tired again Shu Muran silently swears to her back, eyes full of Yingying tears.

His elder sister did not allow him to shed tears. Only on the day of his father's death did his mother hold them for two days and two nights. From then on, his elder sister never allowed him to shed tears again.

She said that men should not easily shed tears, should learn to be strong, learn to endure, learn to bear

If you really want to cry, go out and do more things. Use your tears to make money. Don't waste your time doing meaningless things.