Xi Jincheng and let people send dinner, put the phone on the table, folded legs, looking at her with a smile.
"I thought you had a lot of guts. I didn't expect that you would be stunned by some photos." He scoffed.
Those photos are really very technical, just like the real ones. They can't see any flaws at all. Even a few of their men trembled in their hearts when they saw them.
“……” Shu ran pursed her lips without refuting his words.
If it wasn't for her shadow in this aspect, it would not have been so coquettish that she would have fainted from several photos, just as he said.
"Are you better now?" Xi Jincheng did not continue to laugh at her, in addition to pale some, finally not so scary.
"It's all right." Shu ran shakes her head and wants to sit up. Xi Jincheng reaches out to help her and puts a pillow on her back.
"Drink water?" Xi Jincheng pulled up the quilt to cover her, and his experience of taking care of people was all accumulated from her.
"Yes, thank you." Shu ran didn't nod politely with him. His mouth was very dry. He really wanted to drink water.
Xi Jincheng poured a glass of water and fed it to her mouth. Shu ran took a sip and then drank the whole glass of water. Then she took a long breath.
"I feel like I haven't breathed so freely in a long time." After the cup in Shu Ran's hand is taken away by Xi Jincheng, she smiles and sighs.
Xi Jincheng put the hand of water cup to pause for a while, turn a head, the facial expression is complex of looking at her.
"Where does your memory stay?" Xi Jincheng put a water cup, smoked a cigarette and put it on his nose, smelling it, but he was not in a hurry to light it.
Shuran's face was condensed because of his words, and his smile was frozen in the corner of his lips. A panic flashed in his eyes.
She subconsciously resisted to recall that memory.
"Shu ran, as a nightmare, say it, you won't be so afraid." Xi Jincheng reached out and gently stroked her hair.
Deep in my memory, there was such a person, such a hand, often in his nightmares, so gently said to him, "don't be afraid, having nightmares, you won't be so afraid.".
It's just that he has forgotten how long he hasn't recalled the sound, the hand that once touched his hair.
Xi Jincheng looks at Shu ran, deeply.
Shu ran listened and suddenly laughed and shook his head.
After nearly a decade of nightmares, she was told that for the first time.
Say it out, is it really not so afraid?
"Xi Jincheng, can you take me to Dongling?" Shu ran didn't tell her about her nightmare. After so many years of nightmare, she felt that maybe her father felt that he had died unjustly and was not willing to leave. That's why she was so pinned on her dream!
Now, the murderer has been found, but she can't be held responsible. It's time for her to apologize to her father.
"Well." Xi Jincheng nodded and said nothing more.
Dongling is a cemetery. It's not the time of worship. The whole cemetery is horribly clean.
Shu ran put the bouquet, a jar of wine and some dishes in front of her father's tombstone, took out a towel from her bag, carefully wiped the dust on the tombstone, and cleaned up the surrounding weeds.
After doing everything well, he knelt down in front of the monument and kowtowed three times.
"Dad, I've come to see you. With your favorite wine, your favorite peanuts, the wine is not as good as your own brew, you can make do with it! " Shu Ran's eyes were red, and her pale face made her feel pity.
Xi Jincheng leans on the stone pillar beside him, quietly looking at her and listening to her words full of missing.
His eyes moved to the picture on the tombstone. In the picture, Shu's father was very young and looked like he was thirty or forty years old.
Handsome features, very handsome, very attractive a man.
Smile, eyes are very gentle.
Shu ran doesn't look much like her father, but her eyes are very similar. She looks a little similar.
Liu can once showed him the video of Shu ran recalling her father when she came back home. She never laughed at him with such a smile.
It's very exciting, especially want to see her smile to him.
"I'm sorry I haven't come to see you, Dad! I'll tell you a few things this time. My mother has been discharged from the hospital and we've gone home. If you're still here, please remember to come home and see us often. We miss you very much! Also, the man who hit you has been found, but he He's crazy. Dad, their family is very poor, their parents are old, his mother because he was crazy, the wind in bed, confused, the only thing to say, only the name of his son. Dad, I really can't bear to hate him, but I can't go to the police to catch him. You must be disappointed with me, aren't you? "
Shu Ran's fingers gently stroked the cold photos, tears blurred the line of sight, can't see the father's face in the photos.
"Dad, you've been in my dream for so many years. I dare not forget what you looked like when you left. I'm afraid I won't be able to survive if I lose the target of looking for the killer for you. Even if one day I went with you, at least I can be worthy of you, now, I found, but still can't revenge for you. I'm sorry, DadShu ran cried intermittently, Xi Jincheng silently handed a handkerchief, she pushed away.
"Does your father love you?" Xi Jincheng light mouth.
"Love. My father loves me, my brother and my mother very much. He is the one who loves us most in the world! " Shu ran nodded hard, recalled the happiness of a family of four living together, tears fell more fierce.
"Would he like to see you cry so sad?" Xi Jincheng said, and handed over a handkerchief, this time, did not wait for her to take the past, then directly for her to wipe tears.
Shu ran looked up at him with a complicated look. Didn't she say to let him wait for her at the foot of the mountain?
"Shura, birth, aging, illness and death is a process that everyone is going through, or will go through, and has gone through like your father. If you have been unable to let go of the past, have been unable to come out of that memory, not to mention your father, even your mother, your brother, will go on your way today. Do you want them to fall asleep and be haunted by nightmares for you? "
Xi Jincheng looks at her seriously. The doctor's advice is to take her to see a psychologist and let her come out of that psychological shadow.
Otherwise, sooner or later, something will happen.
He saw her stop breathing because of fear. She had no sense of survival.
She said someone was pinching her neck and she couldn't breathe.
Rather, she pinched her own neck and refused to breathe a breath of fresh air.
"Xi Jincheng, you don't know anything at all. What are you talking about?" Shu ran surprised, his words, mercilessly poked into her heart.
He saw through, no privacy, no place to hide.