Chapter 338

Until the door was closed, Doctor Li patted Shu ran on the shoulder: "he's out."

Shu Ran's eyelashes trembled. She didn't open her eyes. She just answered softly.

She was afraid that she would cry when she opened her eyes. She didn't want to cry in front of a stranger. It's not a big deal, so why cry and make people look down on it?

"Child, you have suffered! I'm sorry. I apologize for him. " Doctor Li sighed and apologized to her.

Shu ran opened her eyes and saw Doctor Li's caring and distressed eyes. She only felt a burst of pain in her nose. The wings of her nose contracted twice. Two lines of crystal tears slipped from the corners of her eyes and quickly flowed into her hair temples.

Said not to cry, do not let people look down upon, but still failed to hold back in front of a gentle and kind old man.

"I asked for everything. I can't blame anyone else. It's because I don't know what I'm worth. I should thank him for reminding me in time. " Shu ran casually wiped his face with his hands, sat up, with tears, and said with a smile to Dr. Li.

Smile is worse than cry, which makes people sad.

"Silly boy, don't belittle yourself so much! In my eyes, you are a good child, filial, strong and sensible. It's Jincheng. He doesn't know how to cherish you. It's his problem, not yours! " Doctor Li looked at her clearly uncomfortable, but pretended to be strong, and even more helplessly shook his head.

Shu ran lowered her head, tears dripping on the back of her hand, she raised her hand and wiped her eyes.

A handkerchief into her hand: "want to cry, cry, the old man will not laugh at you!"

Shuran twisted her handkerchief, shook her head and said, "thank you. I don't want to cry."

But the tears are dropping, let her bite her lower lip hard to bear, but can't control every drop of life like tears falling down.

Shuran, don't cry! No more crying!

She clenched her hand and pinched the palm of her hand with her fingernail. It hurt. Maybe she could stop these disobedient tears!

In addition to the more turbulent tears, like the tide of breaking the dike, she failed to stop the grievance and humiliation from the bottom of her heart, all of which came out with tears.

When the silent tears turned into low sobs, Shu ran had to lose face. She didn't want to cry, but she couldn't help crying because of the old man's gentle eyes and tolerant smile.

"Sorry, I I seem to be a bit impolite! I'm making you laugh! " Shu ran directly covers her face with her hands, and the suppressed sobs come out from the cracks of her fingers, which makes her sad.

Looking at her stubborn appearance, Dr. Li shook his head, pulled a chair over and sat in front of the bed.

"Girl, Jincheng has really gone too far this time. You should be angry with him! Look back, I'll give him a good lecture! Don't be sad. You have to take good care of yourself. " Hand gently stroked Shu Ran's head, soft voice comforted her.

"It's not his fault, it's my own. I don't blame him." Shu ran shook his head, cried and died once. When he faced it again, he could be calm at last.

White moonlight and mosquito blood really can't compare, is she too ridiculous, what is not identity, and why to eat that vinegar? Does he care less about her feelings? As he said, she is just a mistress who has no choice but to lie under him!

Now in retrospect, she must have been crazy at that time, her brain was shut out of the car, so she would question him like if her IQ was not online!

In what capacity did she question him? What is the status of Xi Xiaoxin in his mind? What is her capacity to ask him not to take her as someone else's stand in?

She's nothing! Not qualified at all!

"Girl, don't be angry with him, he is just a lump in one's heart! But as you heard just now, he was aware that if something happened to you, he would be heartbroken! You may as well scare him, but don't be angry with him or break up with him, either? " Doctor Li gently persuades Shu ran that today is Valentine's day, and Xi Jincheng's abnormal reaction is normal.

Every year today, he is so self abuse. Go to the grave for a day, go to the bar for a night, and the next day come to hang the potion

But this year, Shu ran was sent in.

"Thank you, Dr. Li." Shu ran grins bitterly. Will he feel sorry for her?

Is that the whitest lie she's ever heard?

"Let me tell you a story. Do you want to hear it?" After rubbing his hands and straightening his posture, Dr. Li was ready to tell her a bedtime story.

Shu ran blinked. The old man, who had seen her several times, was always helping her, and made her think of her father again.

Every time when she was frustrated, faced with difficulties and lost confidence, her father always did the same. He comforted her, told her stories and told her: "you are a girl. When you encounter something that makes you sad, you can cry. But after crying, we should face it with braver, stronger and calmer. You have to remember, after every storm, there will be sunshine, the world can not always be rainy, it can not always be cloudy"Then I'll tell you a story about a five-year-old boy, OK?" Dr. Li got up, went to pour her a glass of warm water, handed it to her, and then sat back in his chair.

Shu ran nodded and listened to his story quietly.

"The princess in the fairy tale always lives happily together after she finds her prince charming. The little boy's mother is a princess who is full of freedom and yearns for a free life. The little boy's father is a person who has been suppressed by the family business for a long time and lost his freedom. At the beginning of the love slowly faded, two people's different pursuit of life, also gradually become extreme contradictions

"The quarrel between the two people is regardless of the occasion, regardless of whether there is anyone in it or not. In the little boy's memory, his parents have never been kind to him and left him with quarrels. When the little boy was five years old, his mother left. In a game of hide and seek, the little boy never found his mother again. A five-year-old child is as mature as a 15-year-old boy. He doesn't cry when he can't find his mother. He just says to the housekeeper, "my mother will never come back, right?".

Later, his father told him that his mother had passed away and brought home a woman and a younger brother, asking him to call her mother. At the first meeting, he bit the woman's arm and sewed ten stitches. He told his father, "my mother is dead. In this life, I will not have a mother, a brother or a sister, a dead man, or half a child for you.".

Little boy's character, originally cheerful and lively, laugh like a little sun every day. Even if Mom and dad quarrel, he will always be very considerate to comfort mom and appease dad. After this incident, he became more and more lonely, more and more silent, and less and less like to talk to people. He locked himself in the back yard hut, and even didn't like to go to kindergarten. "