Chapter 523

Standing on the balcony, watching the pouring rain outside.

Well, why did it rain?

She is smiling bitterly, the rain is really suitable.

It's at her wettest moment.

What can be changed in a week?

He is separated from her, is not only a Xi Xiaoxin just?

She, already exhausted, heartache to the extreme, will be numb to feel no pain.

Stroking her still flat abdomen, she murmured to herself, "baby, it's time for us to say goodbye to Dad. Will you be reluctant to give up?"

"I'll be reluctant, won't I? I'm sure I won't give up... "

There was warm liquid on her face. Did the rain hit her face?

I mechanically raised my hand to wipe the water mark, but I found that it couldn't dry

What's the matter? Is it really that sad?

Isn't it expected to leave long ago?

Didn't you prepare for it as early as a year ago?

Don't you agree that you won't be sad?

What are you upset about?

There's no choice, is there?

Xi Xiaoxin is back. He doesn't need you anymore, does he?

Two people walk together because of the agreement, she broke the contract, secretly pregnant with his child, in the decision to give birth to this child, the contract has been invalid.

Either wait for his sentence, or she will break the contract directly, won't she?

How to do, why tears flow more and more?

Why is a wet sleeve not dry enough?

Didn't you say you'd stop crying?

Shura, can't you be stronger? Where did Shura go when she was too strong to beat you? I've been with him for less than a year. Why are you so vulnerable?

All right, stop crying, OK?

She should choose such a heavy rain, heavy rain, will wash the traces she left?

With her departure, he is still high above, awe inspiring Xi Jincheng, the ruler of the Imperial City, a king like figure.

Before long, he will no longer remember that a woman named Shu ran once stayed in his life, and the memory of her will be covered by Xi Xiaoxin bit by bit!

He once said that she was not in his heart.

She didn't know whether it was still there, whether there was a moment when she left footprints in his heart

However, why is her heart still so painful?

I think that I can no longer see his soft sleeping face in the early morning, that I can't wake up from the nightmare, that I can't have a big hand patting her on the back to comfort her, that I can't rest on his arm and nestle in his arms

Her heart began to hurt so much that she could hardly bear it?

The feeling of suffocation made her feel uncomfortable breathing. Tears poured down like breaking a dike. It really hurt. Even breathing was so painful

Xi Jincheng, I don't want to leave you, I can't bear it, I really can't bear it!

Why haven't I started, I've already begun to be afraid, even now I'm still in your field, but I can't control myself to feel fear, and my heart is filled with emptiness?

What should I do? Every day in the future, how can I let myself not think about you, how can I adapt to the day without you?

What should I do?

What should I do?

She hugged herself on the balcony, buried her face deep in her knees, and cried without restraint.

She knew that no matter how sad or impolite she was, he would not hear or see her.

In the empty house, only her sad cry reverberates. The rain is beating on the glass window. The sound of "Di Di Da" accompanies her. Only the rain pities her and accompanies her.

She didn't stop crying until her voice was hoarse, her eyes were swollen and she couldn't open, her whole body was weak and weak, and she was so tired that she seemed to die. She dragged her tired body and went back to the room with frivolous steps.

Her pale face with a bleak smile, just like when she vowed to be a strong shuran, just like when she was guarding her mother.

From then on, she has a new mission. She will live for her baby and stand up for her baby.

That depends on others to live, lost the strong backing of Shu ran, let her with those tears passed like!

She will give the baby happiness, will let the baby not regret to come to this world, choose her this mother, certainly!

Like a lifeless doll, she threw herself into the big bed.

It seems that the bed has suddenly become bigger, which makes her feel insecure.

Pull up the quilt to be covered by herself, only in this way, only by holding herself tightly and curling her body, can she feel less cold.

In her sleep, she felt a big hand gently caressing her face and hair, and heard a sigh full of pity.She wanted to open her eyes to see who it was, but she couldn't open her eyes. Her heavy eyelids seemed to be pressed by two mountains, and she couldn't lift them.

Forget it, she must have dreamt again, she must have dreamt that he came back!

There is always a hand caressing her face full of pity in the dream, and there is always a voice full of helpless and reluctant sigh

She did not dare to wake up, afraid to open their eyes to see, but the room full of desolation.

She would rather tell herself that Xi Jincheng is back, his hand and his voice!

"Fool, why do you cry? Didn't I promise to avenge you? " She must have been crying for a long time. Her eyes are swollen.

Her face is so pale, and her heart aches as she grows thinner!

"Although I can't avenge you all at once, you have to believe me. I won't let anyone who bullied you feel better. In the future, don't cry any more. Be nice to yourself. Even if I'm not by your side, be nice to yourself, you know? "

He gently lies behind her, embraces her in his arms and whispers in her ear.

"Shu ran, what would you do if I told you that a week later, no matter whether Xi Xiaoxin is real or not, I don't want to let you go? Ranran, don't think about leaving me, OK? Just like you said before, we are together all our lives, all our lives! How are you

he caresses her hair, and smells the fragrance of her hair fondly. The best perfume in the world is nothing like her indifferent fragrance.

He likes her. He likes her like this.

When quiet, like a lazy cat in the sun. When you are angry, it's like a cat that has been provoked to explode. When she was coquettish, it was so cute that it could sprout his whole heart

"Shu ran, Ran Ran, I like you. Don't want to leave me any more, OK?" He arched up and gave in to the arc of her curled up body, completely fitting her in his arms.

In the place he can't see, there are tears from the corner of his eyes, quietly disappeared on the pillow.