Chapter 575

After dinner, Shu ran helps with the dishes and chopsticks.

Shi Yuyan also helps, and Shu's mother stops him: "no, go to the living room and have a rest."

"It's all right, aunt. Why don't you go and have a rest! I'll clean up with Rana! " Shi Yuyan shook his head with a smile, lit the oil stains on his hands: "you see, my hands are dirty, I'll come!"

"How can you come? You are the guest... "

"Who are you? I'm here today to tell you that I want to be with Rana. I I like Rana. " Shi Yuyan looked at Shu's mother and said seriously.

The bowl in Shu Ran's hand "bangs" down on the table and smashes the plate that hasn't been taken away yet.

Frowning for a while, he looked at Shi Yuyan displeasantly and pursed his lips tightly.

Shu's mother just smiles and doesn't express any opinions. She goes to clean up the pieces that Shu ran smashes.

Mu Chen and di Zai also heard that. They turned their heads at the same time, looked at Shu ran and Shi Yu Yan, and looked at each other.

"Yu Yan, don't make such a joke." Shuran said to Shi Yuyan in a dignified tone.

"I'm not kidding." Shi Yuyan also had a serious face, and didn't mean to joke.

"Yu Yan, don't mention this to me in front of my mother and children, OK?" Shu ran took the dishcloth at the corner of the table and wiped his hand. He asked impatiently.

"Come out with me, then," said the two of us Shi Yuyan also put down his bowl and said solemnly.

"Shi Yuyan!" Shu ran warns discontentedly.

"Go and talk! Don't scare the children! Speak well Shu Mu patted Shu Ran's arm and gently advised him.

Shu ran looks at Xiang Mu Chen, the small guy's two eyes stare greatly, looking at her with uneasy and nervous eyes, very worried and sad.

Even Di Zi, who didn't know what he was nervous about, was staring at her.

Shuran took a deep breath and nodded to Shi Yuyan: "find a place to talk about it!"

"Mom!" Mu Chen hears her to say so, busy get up to run past, pull her hand: "Mom, are you going to marry uncle Shi?"

"No, mom won't marry uncle Shi! Muchen doesn't want to be cranky. She's at home with grandma, and her mother comes back after talking to Uncle Shi. Do you know? " Shu ran touched his head and made a solemn promise.

Shi Yuyan listened to what she said to Mu Chen, but what she actually said to him was heartbreaking.

Shu's mother shook her head. She didn't want to interfere with Shu ran and Shi Yuyan.

After all these years, she can understand more or less. Shu Ran's feelings towards Shi Yuyan are not so emotional at all.

Maybe I'm sorry for Shi Yuyan. After all, he's been very kind to Shu ran all these years No, it's for the whole Shu family.

But emotional things, reluctantly do not come.

Shu Ran's heart has what person, everybody in the heart knows very well.

"Mu Chen, you go to big brother there to play?" Di Zi stood up and waved to Mu Chen.

Mu Chen shakes his head and refuses: "I want to be with my mother!"

"Big brother's Superman, don't you want to see it?" Asked Dee pun.

Mu Chen looks back at di son, Du Du small mouth, this just released Shu Ran's hand.

"Mom, after you talk with Uncle Shi, come to pick up Muchen, OK?" Mu Chen looks up at Shu ran and asks pitifully.

"Good." Shu ran nodded, "you go to play with big brother Di Zai! Mom will pick you up soon

"Good!" Mu Chen followed Di Zi to walk, one step three turn head of.

Shu's mother also took the dirty bowl into the kitchen. In the dining room, Shu ran and Shi Yuyan were left.

"Yu Yan, I think we can be friends for life." Shu Ran is a little disappointed. She knows that he likes her, but he always controls his feelings well and never loses his mind like today.

"I know, I know who you love in your heart, and I know you've never let go. But what about him? He's been to your grave. What does that mean, you know? He has given up the relationship... "

"So what? Even in his heart, I am dead, but in my heart, he is alive. Yu Yan, I love him. In my life, I don't plan to start a new relationship. I'm sorry Shu ran interrupts his words, pinches the finger tightly, the eyeground is firm, but also agitates the deep pain.

"Ranran, you don't get up if you fall down, do you?" Shi Yu Yan frowned, hoping to wake her up.

"Don't I get up? Don't you know the most about how I came over these years? If I really fall down and don't get up, I should be ashes now, right Shu ran astringently smile, pull back the chair to sit down, heartache with was ruthlessly torn a hole.

"Why don't you let go of the past and start a new life? You think about Mu Chen, think about yourself, why do you have to embarrass yourself like this? " Shi Yuyan held her shoulder, bent down and approached her."My life now is a new beginning. I think I'm living well and I'm satisfied! As long as Mu Chen is by my side, my mother and Mu ran are all by my side, I will be very satisfied! " Shu ran fended off his hand and said with deep emotion.

"What about Xi Jincheng?" Shi Yuyan pursed his lips and clenched his hand to his side: "what about him?"

"You should know that when I decided to leave the Imperial City, he was no longer in my life. The one he loves in his heart is Miss Xi, not me. I reluctantly stay by his side, only to humiliate myself and hinder him and miss Xi... "

"That's not Xiaoxin at all!" Shi Yuyan waved, "Cheng himself is clear. He just wants to repay his kindness to Xiaoxin to her siblings. That's not love!"

"So what?" Shu ran smiles, a face doesn't matter looking at him, ask.

She has already left, and has been used to the days without him. What's the significance of knowing these now?

Can she go back shamelessly again?

Shi Yuyan raised his head, sighed and closed his eyes in pain. It's time for him to give up!

It's better to start with him and end with him than to let all three suffer so much.

Since he hid Shura and directed a life and death separation, it's up to him to give them a happy reunion.

"Since you don't want to accept me, go back to him! These years, he has not been better than you, where to go! He was very ill. During his stay in England, he had been seeing a psychiatrist, but he had to stop. He didn't want to recover at all. When I think of you, I have to take medicine to stop my heartache. He has lived for five years on your fantasy. "