In the winter of Haitian city, the evening breeze is cold and wet.
It's a cold shiver.
Only wearing pajamas Shu ran cold straight to Xi Jincheng arms to drill, Xi Jincheng hugged her, reached out to close the window.
"Go to bed. Don't freeze." Xi Jincheng pinched her shoulder and said softly.
"Don't you sleep?" Shu ran turns around in his arms, hugs his waist and looks up at him.
Such Xi Jincheng is too melancholy and gloomy, and the indifference from the inside out makes her feel sad.
Xi Jincheng lowered her head to meet her deer like big black and white eyes, with a smile: "you sleep first, I'll stand for a while."
"Then I'll accompany you!" Shu ran shook his head, hugged him more tightly, put his face on his chest and listened to his steady heartbeat.
Xi Jincheng kisses the top of her hair, no longer refuses, but buries her deeply in her arms.
"What are you looking at standing here every night?" Xi Jincheng cast his eyes back into the screen color, with curiosity, low voice, through the chest powerful impact on her eardrum.
"How do you know I'm standing here every night?" Shu ran looks up in surprise, but is pressed back by him again, she can't see the expression on his face, can't see what kind of look is in his blue eyes at the moment.
"For a while, I watched you downstairs and didn't dare to let you find out." Xi Jincheng chuckled, some helpless, some self mockery.
"Xi Jincheng, I didn't know you had the evil taste of peeping!" Shuran was shocked, even in the case that she didn't know, she had been peeping by him?
Shu ran thumped his chest hard and felt annoyed when he thought about it.
"I have no choice but to have such a bad taste for you. What can I do?" Xi Jincheng caught her small fist, put it on her lips and gently kiss her.
Shu Ran's face was hot and dry for a while, he drew back his hand and put it around his waist again.
"And what do you draw on this glass?" Xi Jincheng pointed to the glass again, knocked her forehead under her chin, and continued to ask.
Shu ran followed to see one eye, was speechless more.
"No answer? Let me guess, um Are you waiting for someone? " Xi Jincheng raised her chin and looked at her with a smile.
“……” Shu ran calmly looks at him, a little surprised at his words.
"If I don't answer, then I guess right? Who are you waiting for? " Xi Jincheng picked pick eyebrows, eyes micro flash, was Shu ran caught a little unhappy.
Shu ran brushed his fingers off his chin, broke away from his arms, looked at him, and said angrily: "open your eyes and watch, I only write once!"
Xi Jincheng made a sound and stood behind her, looking at her with her back to him. The tip of her slender index finger was against the glass, drawing slowly and forcefully.
Shu ran didn't finish half of the second word. He tightened his waist, pasted his hot chest on his back, and his warm breath was in his ear.
Shu ran shrunk his neck and insisted on finishing the rest of the third word.
It has become a bedtime habit for her for the past five years.
Xi Jincheng only felt that the finger was not written on the glass, but was like a carving knife, depicting each knife in his heart.
What she depicts is not "Xi Jincheng", but "Shu ran" on his heart.
"For five years, I've been standing in this position, looking at this road and writing your name. Imagine that one day, you suddenly stand there, wave to me and tell me loudly, "Shura, I'm coming!"
Shu ran pointed out the window that in the dark particularly prominent white cement road, whispering, like in self talk, like singing the most beautiful love song to him.
"Shura, I'm coming!" Xi Jincheng pressed her ear and said softly.
Shu ran looked back at him and gave him a bright smile.
Xi Jincheng gave her a kiss, looking at the two rosy clouds blooming on her cheek, her heart moved.
"Some things, some people, can wait, can get in the waiting, wait. Some things, some people, can not wait until the end, it will become a pity. That's because the nature of the things and people waiting and being waited for are different, and their beliefs are different. "
Shu Ran's hands covered her arms around her waist, which implied something.
There is no point to say, but it is enough to let Xi Jincheng know.
"Shura, what if you don't wait for me? After five years of waiting, when are you going to give up? " Xi Jincheng knows why she said these words, but many things can be done without knowing how to do them.
"If you don't wait, just wait, wait, wait Soon, it will be gone for a lifetime! " Shu ran laughs and teases himself.
"All my life?" Xi Jincheng bit her neck, strength is not big, Shu ran or stabbed: "since decided to wait for me for a lifetime, why don't you tell me, you live? Do you know... "
I almost couldn't make it?Xi Jincheng sighed, just more tightly hugged her, did not say any more.
"I thought that I left to fulfill your love." Shu ran shrugged her shoulders. At that time, he didn't give her any feeling that he loved her. Instead, he gave Xi Xiaoxin more care and love.
What can she do?
And then he has to stay there and wait for him to pronounce that she has been ruled out. Does he decide to be with Xi Xiaoxin?
"Five years! If I have love, it's time to blossom and bear fruit, right? Haven't you paid attention to me in the past five years? Didn't Yan tell you what kind of life I had? "
Xi Jincheng was so angry that she was cruel and hated her stupidity.
In those days, if he was not stupid enough to be so stubborn, how could he let two people live through a separation? Her love is so strong, so undisguised, he is too stupid!
"I'm paying attention." Shu Ran is frank, "just, I had Mu Chen, can't go back.". I don't want to be the target of public criticism, don't want to let Mu Chen follow me into danger, don't want to Wenhai things repeat the same mistakes.
Xi family's problems, people who want to deal with you, you should know better than me. Do you think it would be better to let them know that I'm not dead and have your son? "
Shu ran leans on him and absorbs the warmth from his arms. She calmly and methodically analyzes the reason of these impulses when she is about to insist on going back to him.
Otherwise, she would not have been able to wait five years.
"My mother's health looks very good. In fact, as the doctor said, when a lamp burns for a certain period of time, the lamp oil will burn out.
She is now in such a situation. Just me and Mu ran dare not tell her, also don't want to break now so calm and happy warmth.
If you have another operation, I'm afraid... " She shook her head and said something incomplete.