Chapter 870

Shu ran looks up at her and hesitates where to start.

Today, not only did she want to meet yingzi, but she came with the task assigned by Xi Jincheng.

"Speak, speak!" Zulinyao patted the table again, attracting the attention of the people around.

Shu ran glanced at her and pressed her hand to prevent her from making noise to affect others.

"Why are you still the same as before, not changed at all?" Shu Ran's low voice annoyed her a, really funny, helpless.

"Not at all? Really? Are you praising me or are you as young and beautiful as before? Well Zulinyao said, holding his face, deliberately exaggerated smile, smile into a flower.

Shu ran "Puff Chi" a laugh to make a sound, smile to see her one eye, speechless ground shakes head.

"Old age! It's all 30 years old. It's still young and beautiful! Are you ashamed? " Shu ran gives her a slap in the face. She looks at Zu linyao's frowning nose. When she breaks down, she almost doesn't smile.

"All right, all right! I'm kidding you! What happened at 30? Thirty still shines brightly, and we are always eighteen years old Shuran said, throwing a wink at her and said shamelessly.

"That's right! I'll tell you what happened to Shura, whom I knew, just now! " Zulinyao made a face at her and began to laugh.

When the waiter came with the coffee, they were a little bit restrained. After all, they were a little thin skinned.

"Do you know? You've been dead for five years, and I think I've been dead for five years! In the past five years, I haven't laughed so much. I don't know where the happiness of my life is! " Zulinyao sighed, took a sip of coffee, sipped her lips, and savored the bitter sweet taste of coffee.

She knows why Shura likes cappuccino.

Shu ran said that cappuccino is like life, there are bitter and sweet, too bitter to swallow. It's too sweet. I'm sick of it!

occasionally tasted the upper foam as if it were a fairy tale dream.

And she seems to have tasted all the sweetness in this cup of coffee in the first half of her life, leaving only the bitterness.

Zulinyao looks thoughtfully out of the window and smiles bitterly.

Shu ran chose the window position on the second floor. In this imitative European style window, you can see the colorful street scenery like a kaleidoscope in the sunshine outside through the blue carved glass.

Some distortion, dreamlike, that kind of beauty!

Shu ran looked at the shadow of the sun was covered with the outline, heart with the contraction, tightly then twitch began to hurt.

"You still can't let go of your feelings for Yuanxiang, can you?" Shu ran pokes into Zu linyao's inner world. It's meaningless to deal with her.

If they are the same as they were then, they don't need to modify their words so deliberately.

"In fact, I regret it." Zulinyao didn't give a positive answer to her question. She looked back at Shu ran and laughed bitterly.

Shu ran did not speak, just quietly looking at her, looking at her eyes without any hidden regret, the heart has the answer.

"To love someone in your heart, no matter how great the reason is, no matter how much you marry another person for any reason, even if you save the country and sacrifice yourself, is unfair to another person and irresponsible to yourself."

Zulinyao's thumb kept rubbing the nail cap of the other thumb, and her drooping eyelids covered her regretful eyes.

"Are you really not excited about brilliance? For so many years, have you never been in love with him? Not even a little? " Shu ran frowned. In fact, she could understand Zu linyao's persistence to Lin Yuanxiang.

Emotional things, sometimes really can't help themselves.

Even if desperately restrain yourself, don't think, don't read, desperately tell yourself not to love, to forget, to put down

But the heart is beating, love will not stop.

Otherwise, how can she keep a completely hopeless love and wait for Xi Jincheng for five years?

"In addition to the regrets and endless regrets, the rest of me is moved and sorry! In particular, he is so good to me that I always feel that I have no face to face him, but I don't know what to do

I've tried to love him, and I've really made up my mind to live with him. I cut my hair into short hair, and told myself to put it down when it was over, just like this long hair, no longer for the love I once had!

But it's really hard. I can't control my feelings at all Zulinyao doesn't hide her feelings from shuran. She tells her helplessness and despair about Lin Yuanxiang and Li Huihui to shuran.

Shu sighed, the beginning of the error, the process of hard to correct, but still failed to save the wrong ending.

At that time, if she and Xi Jincheng didn't experience such emotional disputes, if she didn't happen to be pregnant, if the forestry crisis didn't catch up with that stallMaybe.

Maybe yingzi is not the same fate now?

"Even if the arrival of the little prince, can not let you change the feelings of glory?" Shu ran across the table, holding her hand, painfully asked.

"If my affection for him turns into the kind of affection that he is my son's father and he is my husband, do you believe it?" Zulinyao looked at her and said with a smile.

"Letter Shu ran nodded. She had no reason not to believe it.

Two people together for a long time, it is inevitable that there will not be family, especially after two people have children, there is a different psychological change.

"Ranran, do you think I'm cheap? A brilliant man, who doesn't love or cherish, has to think about a person who shouldn't care about and love a person who shouldn't love? "

Zulinyao bit her lower lip and laughed at herself. Looking at shuran's eyes, she showed a touch of sadness.

"It's not a matter of not being cheap. It's not your fault that you love Yuanxiang first and marry brilliant later! No one can blame a deep feeling of Zhiyuan, and no one can control his heart to love anyone.

We are not robots. We can start all over again just by changing the program Shu ran comforts her with understanding, and there are too many helpless things in life.

In addition to birth, aging, illness and death, this emotional problem, why not helpless?

"Only you can stand on my side and speak for me like this!" Zulinyao put the other hand on the back of Shu Ran's hand, gently pinched it and said happily.

"No! It's only because I've had personal experience that I have this personal experience! " Shu ran shakes her head. She knows that yingzi seems to be cheating Emotional infidelity should not be tolerated.

In front of anyone, yingzi will be accused of infidelity.