Chapter 1138

Xi Jincheng's back is very wide, very thick, lying on it, inexplicably can make people feel at ease.

Feel as long as this, even if the front is covered with thorns of danger, he can also protect her.

"What happened to Yu Yan?" Two people walked a section of road gently and quietly, Shu ran suddenly remembered seeing Shi Yu Yan's abnormal expression just now, craned his neck, looked at his side face and asked.

Xi Jincheng turned his head, looked at her and stole a kiss on her lips: "do you care about him so much? Well

"If in your understanding, caring and caring are the same thing, then I should still care. Despite that he and you are good friends, it's a question whether you can find me again without his care and help for so many years. "

In a sense, he should be regarded as the benefactor of our family and the old man of you and me. For us, he has too many identities. I think it's understandable whether he cares or cares about him. "

She knew Shi YuYan's feelings for her and the sacrifices he made later. He was a man who moved her and admired her.

It's a pity that her heart is no longer her own, and she can't listen to her arrangement to accept or allow others to break in.

And Shi Yuyan, he should have a better girl than her to give him better happiness.

The kind of happiness without regret.

"You've never been with him in those years." Xi Jincheng didn't make any comments on her words. She just asked in a positive tone. In the end, she didn't have a question mark.

Shuran had a moment of surprise, but it was just a moment. This should be what Shi Yuyan told him!

"Well, No." Shu ran nodded.

No, she and he live in two cities, one in the South and the other in the north.

He won't come to some festivals, such as Spring Festival, Valentine's day, snow time

"He thought of Xiaoxin." Xi Jincheng said lightly.

This name, no longer give him so unforgettable pain, but still can't let him completely relieved.

Shu ran can tell that it's not just Shi Yuyan who thinks of Xi Xiaoxin, but the man behind her back The same is true.

However, she no longer cared about the position of the name in his heart and the role it played in his memory.

"It's Valentine's day after the new year. Let's go and see her then." Shu ran put his head on his shoulder, and his forehead was close to his neck fossa. He felt the pulse inside.

Xi Jincheng's back was obviously stiff for a while, but when she turned around, she held her face down and didn't let him turn around. She saw the expression on her face.

"Xi Jincheng, I've died once, and I've lost another one I love. Maybe when my father left, I was still in a period of ignorance. Now, I can deeply understand the meaning of existence and death. "

Shu ran put her face on his back and rubbed it twice. Xi Jincheng didn't know if she was wiping her tears with the clothes on his back, and couldn't see if she was crying.

"Shu ran..."

"It was only in recent days that I began to understand that we would have experienced such a separation. You are right, and I am right. The wrong thing is that we meet the right person at the wrong time. Even if we meet the right person, we will be separated because we don't cherish each other.

If there is no such test of life and death, maybe you and I don't know what kind of role each other plays in each other's lives, how important it is, how important it can be separated by Yin and Yang.

It's like my mom and dad. That's why I can come out of the dead end so quickly and blame you for my mother's death again and again. "

Shu Ran is lying on his back, holding his neck tightly in both hands, looking at the night sky with such an angle, there will still be fireworks into her eyes.

Another kind of beauty.

She always said that he had never betrayed her, because she heard that this way is the closest between the two hearts.

Heartbeat, all on the left!

"Shu ran, you don't need to talk about Huai Xiaoxin any more. When you died, I told her and myself that from then on, I would put down all my feelings for her and never let her appear in my life again."

Xi Jincheng doesn't know whether she was infected by Shi YuYan's sentimentality tonight, or whether he just mentioned Xiaoxin and made her sad, or whether she thought of her parents

But no matter what the reason, her free and easy and open tone made him feel uneasy.

"Don't be nervous. I don't mean anything else when I say these words. I just want to tell you that I believe you! Even if you have ever loved Miss Xi deeply, she has left after all. Even if you cherish something in your heart, it is human nature.If you were not such an affectionate person, you would not have spent more than ten years, and you would not have spent another five years because of me.

Xi Jincheng, do you understand? " Shu ran smiles. If she doubts that he loves Xi Xiaoxin more than she does, isn't she blind and blind?

This man just about did not dig out a heart and put it in front of her, let her learn!

Do you understand?

Xi Jincheng did not answer, but asked himself.

How much he loved Xi Xiaoxin is still a mystery.

Have you ever been in love?

Love, he won't because now have Shu ran once put in the heart of love girl erase.

Just how deep is it?

He didn't know that after many years, he couldn't even tell whether his obsession was really due to his love for her or, as Shi Yuyan said, his reluctance?

"Xi Jincheng, it's snowing!" Shu ran looked at the sky in surprise, just thought it was the smoke after the fireworks.

But falling on the tip of the nose of the cold, and the sky more and more floating down the stars, she was surprised to pat his shoulder: "put me down."

"It's dark here. I carry you on my back." Xi Jincheng didn't put her down, instead, he weighed her up.

Shu ran found out that he was just talking and didn't notice that he had passed the road with street lights. Now the street lights are sparsely distributed.

There are very limited places for street lamps to shine, so most of them are dark. Several broken street lamps don't work, causing a lot of dark roads.

Fortunately, the light of fireworks can light up the road for him from time to time.

Shu ran wants to take the mobile phone and touches her pocket. Then she remembers that she didn't bring the mobile phone with her.

There's no signal here. She's too lazy to bring her cell phone.