Chapter 1141

Shi Yuyan laughed and nodded, as if feeling relieved and sighing.

He looked so cold that even the smile seemed too fake.

Shu ran clenched the cup, for a moment, wanted to say something, but did not know what to say.

"So, even if Cheng didn't come back to you in his whole life, you would still keep this love alone, wouldn't you?" Shi Yuyan raised his head, and his eyes were too deep, which made Shu ran feel nervous.

"Yes." Shu ran bit to bite lip, these answers, isn't he all know? Why do you ask again today?

At the beginning, even she didn't know what she wanted. Didn't he mention her?

At that time, she was still thinking that after 20 or 30 years of her own life, there was no man who only had a few years to know her better.

"In the first half of my life, I don't want much, and I don't want to keep much. I have a place in my heart to accommodate her. Just hide you." Shi Yuyan said quietly, he thought that maybe he even felt some affectation this evening, and even despised himself.

But this feeling he hid too tired, also love too tired, all his life feeling in thinking for others, every relationship is lost in hesitation.

Maybe he never got it, let alone lost it, but his heart really hurt.

The pain made him want to cry, but he didn't know how to shed tears!

What is not love?

From Xi Xiaoxin to Shu ran, he has always loved these two girls, but he always has something to do with Xi Jincheng.

This feeling is really, really bad.

"It's a new year, Shura. I've been guarding her for 20 years and you for six years. For the rest of my life, I don't want to be guarding any more. Five years ago No, it should be six years ago. When you died, Cheng sat in front of Xiaoxin's tomb for three days and three nights.

Later, he solemnly said goodbye to her and told her that from then on, he would completely remove her from his heart and would not give her any position.

He did it. During his five years in England, he lived like a madman. He stayed with you every day, but he didn't want to be treated.

Tell yourself that you are still alive and have never left him. "

He heard the sound of weeping, as if he also heard the sound of tears falling on the floor. Even if he said he didn't want to keep it, when he heard the sound of her crying, his heart would hurt if he didn't listen to the command.

Shi Yuyan closed his eyes and shut all the gloom and haze in his eyelids. Together with the impulse to stand up and hold her, he strangled her in his heart.

"Listen to how many times, you will still cry how many times, your heart, in addition to him, is a calm, calm. If you want to say the most heartless person in the world, Shura, who are you better than?

I just want to follow his example and say goodbye to the past. After that, you will only be my brother's wife in my heart, eh? "

After all, he stood up and hugged her. When the kiss fell on her eyebrow, it was just a little bit of water and disappeared with the embrace.

Shu ran stood there, his voice all over her ear, a word with the effect of the bronze drum shaking the sky in her heart and mind.

She couldn't tell what kind of feeling she felt in her heart at the moment. It was as complicated as a mess.

"What? Don't give up? Still hope I continue to love you, behind the back of the city and you ambiguous Shi Yuyan suddenly raised her chin and approached her as if she were a different person.

"Yu Yan, you and I both know what kind of person you are. There are some things you can't do." Shu ran was not frightened by his words, Quan thought he was just joking.

Until the lips really touched a soft side, she just opened her eyes in horror, pushed him away, instinctively threw him a slap in the face.

Shi Yuyan didn't even hide. He got a solid touch. If the light wasn't too dark, he might be able to see five fingerprints on the white skin.

Shu ran pulled up her sleeve and wiped her lips, as if she were stained with some disgusting dirty things.

"Do you really know me? Whether I can do it or not depends on whether I want to do it. Do you understand? " Shi Yuyan raised his hand, touched her face, and licked the corner of his mouth.

In the dim light, it's like a Satan hiding in the dark, evil.

Shu ran stepped back and glared at him resentfully. More than that, she only felt that it was a shame.

This is not Shi Yuyan!

Shi Yuyan, whom she knew, would never do such a thing to her!

"If you don't go up, I won't be responsible for what happens next!" Shi Yuyan said, then approached her again.

Shu ran retreated step by step. After a few steps, she turned around and ran quickly to the stairs. The water swayed violently in the cup and splashed a lot on the back of her hand.

"Good dream." She heard him whispering behind her, but she ran forward without stopping.Ran to the place with steps, in a hurry, she tripped and almost fell down. Fortunately, she was quick enough to grasp the handrail.

Clapping his chest, he was relieved to hear the sound behind him and the sound of footsteps. When he was worried about whether he would catch up, his eyes lit up.

He turned on the light on the stairs.

Shu ran turned around, he went back to the sofa and sat there with his back to her.

The loneliness from his back once again covered the whole night, as if the scene just now was just her reverie. He didn't move at all.

"Pregnant people can't afford to fall. Be careful." Empty downstairs, is his light cool care.

Shu ran bit her lips, and her heart gradually settled down. Suddenly, she realized that he was just looking for a good reason for himself to let go of this unfulfilled relationship.

Otherwise, even when he was in such a bad mood, he would not still remember to care about her.

"Thank you, good dream." Shu ran said thanks, and went upstairs without looking back.

It's just, understanding is one thing, forgive It's a different story.

If that hug, that kiss between the eyebrows, she can accept it as a ceremony for him to say goodbye to the past.

But she could not forgive him for his last offence, and his last words.

Back to the room, Xi Jincheng has already come out, standing in front of the window, originally back to her, heard her come in, turned to look at her, gentle smile.

Shu Ran's heart suddenly spread his head and covered his face with a huge grievance. Without waiting for him to say anything, he rushed to him without any idea. He hugged his waist and wept silently on his chest.