In the face of Shu Ran's accusation, celi never uttered a word, nor did he refute a word for himself.
Shu ran didn't look at him any more aggressively. She turned to drink juice and looked out of the window.
At the gate of a flower shop across the road, there is an iron cage, in which a white little Bomei is closed.
Perhaps the weather is too hot, the dog lying there motionless, just spitting stones, occasionally move a small ear, prove still alive.
She didn't like keeping pets. She didn't have the time and energy to keep them. Later, because she had children, she was afraid to hurt them.
The only pet at home is the two rabbits raised by Muchen, and later the two little turtles bought by Xi Jincheng for Muchen.
"Shu ran, come back to Xi house with me. I have something to show you." Celie repeated, taking the crutch from the side and standing up.
Shu ran takes back her sight from the window and looks at the already up Shili Chong, a little puzzled.
"Don't worry, I won't hurt you any more." Celie repeated, took a look at her and walked out.
Shu ran frowned, looked at the contract on the table, bit ya, picked up the contract to keep up with him.
When he got back to Xi's house, he just said "follow me" to her and went to the second floor.
Shu ran hesitated a little, and finally followed him upstairs.
Shili takes her to the study on the second floor. This is the first time that Shura goes to the second floor of the house, and it is also the first time that she goes to Shili's study.
The study is very big. There are many books in it. There are two book walls. The color of the decoration is old-fashioned, but it seems very calm.
Shu ran stood at the door of the study and looked at the study. Celi had gone inside and turned a jade ornament on the bookshelf. The bookshelf opened a small door.
Shu Ran is surprised to see that way to allow a person to enter of small door, here unexpectedly still have darkroom!
"Come in and close the door." Celie turned to look at her again, pointed to the door behind her and said to her.
Shu ran "Oh" sound, into the study, closed the door.
Shili heavy already walked into that secret door, Shu ran didn't hesitate to follow in again.
This is different from the outside decoration style, a small room, inside a shelf, filled with gift boxes, strange is, have not opened.
Shilly stroked the gift boxes one by one. Finally, he stopped in front of the innermost shelf and picked up a gift box with faded wrapping paper and concave corner.
"This is Jincheng's birthday gift I gave him on his sixth birthday. He refused to accept it. He fell to the ground and said loudly that he would never have another birthday.
His mother left him on his fifth birthday. In England, it snowed heavily that day. She said she played hide and seek with Jincheng, but she never showed up again. Since then, Jincheng never had a birthday.
All the things on this wall are birthday gifts I prepared for him, but they were all rejected by him. Later, on his birthday, I prepared gifts, but I didn't send them out again. They were all put here.
This is the gift I prepared for him when he won the prize in primary school. This is when he was in junior high school, high school, University
He every important day, I have to participate, but he did not know it! He can't hold me in his eyes. He will do everything I say.
He plays the piano well. I specially invited an internationally famous piano master to tutor him. I thought he liked the piano, but he didn't even play the piano after he bombed the master away!
He is very talented in traditional Chinese painting. He has won awards in schools and cities many times, so I asked his old friends who are masters of traditional Chinese painting to help him guide him. He threw all his painting tools into the dustbin and never picked up a brush!
I put all my hopes on him and trained him as the successor of the Xi family. However, the contradiction between me and him became more and more serious. He could not hear me or see me do anything.
When pan Xin came into the house, he was only six years old. He moved all his luggage to the backyard alone and didn't want to live with me any more.
You said the happiness of a family separated by a wall, the loneliness of a person, you may never imagine, I stand outside the backyard, across a wall to see his feelings.
Every time he gets sick, he only knows Xiaoxin who is beside him. He will never know that I am outside the door. I can hear every word he says to Xiaoxin.
Every time he was happy, he was only eager to share with Xiaoxin, but he never knew that I was outside, and I was giggling because of his happiness.
Shuran, sometimes what you see is not necessarily the truth of everything. Compared with Jinyan, I admit that I have never neglected Jincheng, but between me and him
There is a knot that he can't untie. I can't get close to it. " With a bitter smile, Celie turned his head and looked at Shura. She couldn't believe and moved her face. He couldn't be surprised.
Tens of millions of people misunderstand that he is not a good father. He didn't care. He has his bottom line.
For Xi Jincheng, maybe he is really not a good father, he let a five-year-old child without a mother.At that time, if he could hurt himself, don't be so self righteous. Maybe Xi Jincheng would not become so cold and lonely now, and would not grow up in the dark.
However, there is no regret medicine in this world, and there is no chance to turn back the time. What has happened has become the past, and always stays in the heart. In the memory, it ferments into indelible hatred.
Celi went out again, leaving Shura alone in the dark room.
One by one, she picked up the gift box. After a long time, the wrapping paper outside had lost its original color, and the pattern on it could be seen vaguely.
On each gift box, there is a card. The signature of each card is "Dad", and the recipient is "baby son".
The contents on the card are similar, just like "Happy Birthday", "congratulations on your first place", "you're great, keep going"
Shu Ran's vision is blurred. What is hidden in this dark room is the father's love of a room. It is unknown and misunderstood countless times. After being rejected repeatedly, it is helpless to hide the love!
She misunderstood Xi Lizhong and Xi Jincheng.
She carefully counted the above birthday gifts. The most recent one was last year. There were 29 gift boxes in total. The signing date was the same day every year, the day before Xi Jincheng's birthday.
In an old box in the corner, she saw Xi Jincheng's mother, a family photo of three people.
Celie put it in a brocade box and kept it well.
This is the first time she met Xi Jincheng's mother. She is a very elegant and outstanding woman.
Very pure British woman, blue eyes, high nose, snow skin, long golden hair, wearing a black classic dress, standing beside celi, smiling like an angel.