Chapter 1253

"You have a nightmare!" Shuran frowned and looked at him melancholy and said.

Xi Jincheng was stunned, but then he laughed and shook his head: "it's a bad dream, but it's not a dream."

These are the processes that really happened in his past, existed in his memory, and belonged to a part of his life.

Shu ran seems to understand, he said, must have experienced a similar, now dream.

Just don't know what kind of dream will be, will let him even dream so excited, tearing the quilt, do struggle.

Shu ran patted him on the shoulder, jumped out of bed and went to the bathroom.

Xi Jincheng closed her eyes, leaned back on the head of the bed, stroked her forehead with her hand, and kept remembering the fragments in her dream.

His childhood, his past, has been forgotten for many years, but all of a sudden is turned over.

In the afternoon, Mu Chen's words are still in the ear. Maybe it's the same uneasiness. A sense of threat that worries about being replaced will make Mu Chen have such a sense of crisis.

Shu ran came out of the bathroom, took a towel in his hand, went back to the bed and handed it to him.

"Wipe your face. I'm sweating. It's sticky and uncomfortable."

Xi Jincheng smiles at her, takes the towel and wipes the sweat on her forehead.

"How are you?" Shu ran was relieved to see that his face was better now.

"It's OK. I dream about my childhood." Xi Jincheng shook his head, pretending to comfort her freely.

"Still can't let it go. Things have been going on for so many years. No matter how big the hatred, no matter how long it takes, it's time to let go.

You carry the past unbearable memories, torture is not your own?

Sometimes, it's much more tiring to think of people as bad people than to turn a blind eye and see that everyone is a good person.

I feel that, like Xi Jinyan, he is as wise as a fool, but he is more relaxed and comfortable than you. "

Shu ran sat on the edge of the bed and looked at him, heartache and helpless said.

Xi Jincheng's action of wiping her face stopped, turned to look at her, noncommittal "um" voice, lifted the quilt and got out of bed.

Shu ran then got up, thinking whether he said something that he shouldn't have said and made him angry?

"Go to sleep first! I feel sticky, too. Take a shower. " Xi Jincheng with a towel hand, explained to her.

"Don't use cold water!" Shu ran nodded and told him to care.

"Well, I know." He went up to her, bent down to kiss her, and rubbed her hair: "you sleep first, don't wait for me."

"Well." She sighed as she saw him enter the bathroom.

When he came out from the bath, she was still sitting on the bed waiting for him. Xi Jincheng was stunned, and then he had some helpless smile: "don't you want to go to bed first? Why are you waiting for me? "

"Wake up, can't sleep, went to see Wan Wan, just came back!" Shu ran vomited tongue, see his hair wet, then ready to get out of bed.

"Don't come down, go to bed quickly!" Xi Jincheng quickly stopped her, wiped her hair with a towel, went to sit on the edge of the bed and looked at her.

Shu ran also followed him to sit on the edge of the bed, side by side with him, turned to his line of sight, a soft smile.

"Why are you looking at me like this?" Xi Jincheng blinked, feeling a little embarrassed.

"Since we're all awake and can't sleep, why don't we just have a chat?" She took him by the arm and grinned at his head.

Xi Jincheng picked the next eyebrow, doted on a smile, nodded: "what do you want to talk about?"

"It's the first time for me to see you so scared. To be honest, is it because what Mu Chen said today irritates you?" Shu ran half guess, half guess of ask, after he went to the bath time, she thought carefully, think this is the biggest possible.

"Probably! Hear Mu Chen say so of time, the heart followed to move for a while, seem to see oneself of five years old that year same Xi Jincheng grinned bitterly. Maybe it's the thought of the day and the dream of the night!

"Oh, you say, if only we could meet at that time?" Shu ran wrinkled his nose, full of regret.

"Even then, what could cognition change? Maybe at that time, you only know how to cry all day long. Can you still think of letting you comfort me at that time? "

Xi Jincheng sneered and asked jokingly.

"Even if it can't be comforted, at least it can be accompanied!" Shu ran thought, in fact, how much she envies Xi Xiaoxin, he will not know!

"In the future, I will be content to have your company." Naturally, he would not know what she was thinking. He went to kiss her forehead. Compared with her regret, he was satisfied.

Shu ran grinned. This is very beautiful!

"Xi Jincheng, seriously, let go of all the past, good and bad, we don't think about it! Let's start from now on, just think about the present and the future, and live happily. Don't worry about so much, OK? "

Shu ran stretched out her hand to hold his face, straightened her body, and looked into his eyes. Suddenly, the seriousness and solemnity made him smile.Xi Jincheng looked at her, did not agree or oppose, just let her go on.

"Chairman Xi is in poor health and ill, but he didn't show it in front of you. I'm sorry for you. The person who hurt you is old and sick. How long can he stay in this world?

Do you want to hate him for one day while he is alive? I am not afraid that he will be sad because you hate him, but hate a person, more tired than love a person, more sad!

The one I love is you. I can't bear to live happily with my children and me, but I have to choose to live with hatred.

Xi Jincheng, I will be heartbroken, I will be sad, I will not be happy

Shu ran bit to bite lip, observing his reaction, don't let off his a glimmer of eyes to reveal.

These words, she wanted to say to him for a long time, but she didn't find the right opportunity.

Now that she has seen him suffer from his childhood nightmare, how can she stand by?

Until she confirmed that he was not displeased by her words and that he was listening to her calmly, she licked her lips and continued:

"I know you don't believe Xi Jinyan, but after all, he didn't do anything to hurt you and me. Maybe we really blame him? Even if it's to test him, you can't guard him so closely that he doesn't even have the chance to show his tail!

Why don't you just give him a chance and yourself a chance, huh? "

"So I sent him to the design department." Xi Jincheng hooked the lower lip corner, I really don't know whether it is tacit understanding or coincidence.

Why is it so in tune?

Before he could tell her what he had just done, she came to the point immediately.