Chapter 746

The psychiatrist patiently induced Jing Li to say that, but she suddenly stood up from the chair, "I'm ok, I'm ok now, and I don't need to be treated anymore..."

"Jingli." The doctor called her gently.

Jing Li stands uneasily and looks at the doctor.

"If you go on like this, the people around you will follow you and spend every day worrying. Your family, family members, including your favorite people, will not eat well or sleep well as long as they think you can't think about it at any time..."

Jing Li's heart starts to panic. Is Li Jingchen worrying about her every day?

But she didn't want to think back to the days when Li Jingchen didn't exist. She thought he was really dead

Jing Li sits on his seat again, holding his forehead tightly and closing his eyes. His face is full of pain. "I want to see Li Jingchen, I want to see him..."

When Li Jing heard her request, she was ready to rush in, but was stopped by the doctor's assistant beside her. "Mr. Li doesn't want to go in first. At this time, every reaction of the patient is normal. Just give it to Dr. Xue."

However, no matter what questions the doctor asked, Jing Li cried to see Li Jingchen, who looked like he couldn't find his mother's child.

Her expression is very painful, Li Jingchen finally did not control, pushed open the door into the consulting room.

His appearance made Jingli seem to see the beacon light in the sea at night. He jumped into his arms and hugged him. "You're not dead, you're not dead, you're still with me, aren't you?"

Li Jingchen kisses her long hair and forehead, "Jingli, I'm here, all the time."

"Why does my father do that? Why didn't he think about me before he died? Although I have grown up, I am still a child in front of them. Why don't they have their children? I don't want to blame them, but I am lonely, I envy, envy the children with parents. I always told myself that I didn't need to live under my parents' wings when I grew up. But I still can't forget how they died. I can't help but watch them burn. I'm a sinner... "

Li chenjing listened to her cry and did not speak.

"Later, I met my sun. He was Li Jingchen, a man with justice like a myth. But he doesn't like me. I tried my best to get close to him, but he still doesn't like me People in the world don't like me. It really doesn't make any sense for me to live alone. "

"Maybe God pities me. He made Li Jingchen fall in love with me. Although I get together with him less and more, I am willing to wait for him. He's on a mission in Los Angeles. I know he's on a mission with other women, but I can't help watching them cuddle up without any reaction... "

Jing Li suddenly raised his decibel and immersed himself in his own world. "That's OK, but why did he die again? He fell into the cold sea. He could be blown to death or eaten by sharks. Would he be lonely and lonely if he left like that? "

"After he died, I couldn't sleep every night. I always had the illusion that he was right in front of me, but I couldn't touch him. I long for him to give me a hug, but he always ignores me. I wonder if he can't see me. If I go to him, he can see me. I also saw my parents that night. They looked at me kindly, but didn't say a word

Jingli is surrounded by a thick sadness. Her eyes are full of tears. "I really want to go to them. Li Jingchen is so kind to me. He will spoil me a lot of times. Why did he die like this? I'm the only one left in the world. They all have their own happiness. I don't want to implicate Jingmei, my uncle and aunt. I don't want to send Li Jingchen away. I want to leave together with him and leave the world of impermanence. So, I must go to Li Jingchen He will certainly wait for me and continue to pet me and love me. "

Then she began to lose her soul. "If there is no sun of my own in my life, then my life will be meaningless. I took sleeping pills. I really saw him. I was very happy to see him holding other women and laughing, as if I could not be seen I called his name, he seemed to really see me, took me to leave the world, found a place only for us, happy life, I think it's like this, it's like this until old But why save me! "

"Fortunately, Li Jingchen is still alive. He is not dead. He really is not dead. When I saw him, he passed by with two women in his arms, but there was no me in his eyes. At that moment, I seem to have lost the meaning of being alive Jingmei told me that Li Jingchen was just on a mission and would be ready soon. Yeah, he's on a mission. All he does is fake. But why doesn't he tell me that he's still alive? When I took sleeping pills and went with him, he was still alive... "

Jingli is still immersed in her own world. She looks at the nameless place without any focal length in her eyes. She always asks why not tell her that he is still alive

A soft voice burst into her mind, "Jingli, Li Jingchen always loves you, and always loves you. You know that he was with those women for a task, and he also has his helplessness. Why don't you sit down and have a good talk with him? Ask him what you want to know, and he will tell you. "

Li Chen has always loved you, always loved you

Jing Li is tired and leans on Li Jingchen's arms. He doesn't say a word.

The soft voice continued, "your Sun hasn't disappeared, he's still in your world, Jingli you should come out of that painful day, look up at your sun, he has been shining on you, his warmth has been wrapping you..."

Jingli slowly looks up and sees Li Jingchen, whose eyes are full of tenderness. His whole body seems to radiate golden light. She really sees her sun

"You came to this world not to live for anyone, you live for yourself. Even if there are no parents or Li Jingchen in this world, you should live well and live your value. Don't let them worry about you."

No parents, even Li Jingchen, she did not know what reason to continue to live.

"Li Jingchen is at your side now, so you should take good care of him and cherish his days at your side. If you are unhappy, your sun will be unhappy. Only if you are happy, he will be as happy as you. "

Later, Jingli fell asleep, sleeping in Li Jingchen's arms.