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Lu Xiaoxi stood in the corridor for a long time before she recovered. Looking at Liu Ming's bedroom, she saw more colors. She turned around and walked to Lu Zhining's bedroom door. She took a deep breath. It seemed that she had made great determination and knocked on the door.

After a few calls.

There was no reaction in the bedroom.

It is to knock a few times, still did not respond.

Lu Xiaoxi took a deep breath and called out: "brother, it's me. Open the door."

After about half a minute, there came a faint voice: "I'm asleep."

Listening to Lu Zhining's weak voice, Lu Xiaoxi felt sick in his heart, and his nose was sour again. In his words, he cried: "brother, please, let me go in. I have something to say to you."

"Xiaoxi, go back to your room. If you have something to do, we'll talk about it another day." Lu Zhining refused.

Lu Xiaoxi pursed his lips, a trace of firmness flashed in his eyes: "brother, if you don't open the door, I won't leave today, and I will stand outside the door until you open the door."

After about a minute, there was a faint sigh on the other side of the door. Then the door opened slowly. Lu Zhining leaned out and said, "what's the matter, please tell me."

Now Lu Zhining is naked, with a thick bandage on his chest. He smells of ointment from the inside out. You can imagine how heavy the burn on his chest is.

Lu Xiaoxi looked at him, tears rolling in his eyes.

The most distressing thing for her is not the burn on Lu Zhining's chest, but his heartbroken eyes.

"Brother, let me in." Lu Xiaoxi begged.

Lu Zhining stands back and gives way.

Lu Xiaoxi went into Lu Zhining's bedroom and closed the door to find that the room was dark and the lights were not on.

Lu Xiaoxi heard Lin Yuyan say that when Lu Zhining was most sad, he would shut himself in the room alone. At night, he would not turn on the lights and close the curtains. There would be no light in the room.

She went to the bed, pressed the switch, and the room lit up instantly.

"Brother..."

Lu Xiaoxi's voice almost trembled: "I'm sorry. If I had been more careful and didn't get caught, it wouldn't have happened

Lu Zhining looked at Lu Xiaoxi's self reproach in his eyes, sighed a long time and said, "Xiaoxi, it's not your fault. It's all my brother's fault. My parents are not here. I didn't protect you well."

"Brother."

Lu Xiaoxi's tears could not help falling down: "don't you blame me?"

Lu Zhining wiped Lu Xiaoxi's tears with his fingertips and said, "silly boy, how can I blame you? I'm your brother. Xiaoxi, you don't have to be sad or have any psychological burden. Go back to your house now and have a sleep. When you wake up tomorrow, just think what happened in these two days is a dream, and then continue to start your life. "

Lu Xiaoxi grabbed Lu Zhining's hand to wipe her tears. "Brother, what about you? What do you do? "

She can see from Lu Zhining's eyes that Lu Zhining's love for Li Wenyue really seeps into her bones, and that choice may become a burden on Lu Zhining's shoulders all her life.

She may be able to wake up as if nothing had happened, but what about Lu Zhining?

How can he face the debt in his heart that can never be made up for? How to face the future life?

Lu Zhining forced out a smile, "Xiaoxi, you don't have to worry about me."

Lu Xiaoxi nibbles at her lower lip. She knows that all comforting words are useless now. The only thing she can do is to place her hope on time and let time wash away the scar that this experience has caused to Lu Zhining's heart.

Lu Xiaoxi lowered his head slightly. A moment later, he raised his head and stared at Lu Zhining's eyes. "Brother, I have a question to ask you."

"What's the problem?"

"Why do you object to my liking brother Liu Ming?"

Lu Zhining was stunned. He did not expect that Lu Xiaoxi would ask him this question under the current situation.

Lu Zhining, who had no psychological preparation, dodged and said vaguely: "I think the relationship between you and Liu Ming is just like that of a brother and sister, which is not suitable for that kind of emotion."

"Brother."

Lu Xiaoxi said: "don't cheat me any more. I know that the starting point of every decision you make must be on my side. Even if something goes against your wish, as long as I am willing and happy, you will agree."

Lu Xiaoxi looked at Lu Zhining's eyes and said slowly: "this sentence is what my mother told me. When I was just sensible, my mother always told me that when I was not born, you always revolved around my mother's stomach, and then I was born. You spend a long time guarding my baby cradle every day, smiling and looking at me."

"Mom said that you have been with me all the time. Although you didn't say a word, mom said that she could see it from your eyes. What you must think in your heart is to protect my sister no matter what you pay in the future."

"You have always loved me since I was a child. Even if I think my requirements are outrageous, you will try your best to complete them without telling my parents. As I grow older, I am more and more proud of you. Because I know in my heart that what my mother said is true, and my brother even loves me more than my parents. ""This idea hasn't changed in my mind. Until I showed my love for Liu Mingge, I thought you would agree, but you didn't. You ignored my emotions and my feelings and opposed my feelings for a person without any reason. From then on, I began to doubt the idea that had been very firm in my heart. Maybe, you don't love me as much as I think. Maybe, you just want to satisfy your brother's desire to control my sister. As I grow older and more self-conscious, my self-concept will inevitably conflict with your desire for control. "

"Brother, do you know that when Duan Puhe asked you to choose between me and Li Wenyue, I always thought that you would choose Li Wenyue, because I'm not your good sister who, although sometimes rebellious, sticks to you all the time and listens to you."

"But when I picked me up and tried my best to run out, I knew I was wrong. I was completely wrong. I hated myself. I doubted your love for me because of this. I'm sorry! I'm really sorry

Lu Xiaoxi was already in tears. Her fingernails were pinched into her palm, and her whole body was shaking slightly.

Lu Zhining held Lu Xiaoxi in his arms and patted her on the back with a touch of satisfaction in his eyes.

After a while, Lu Xiaoxi continued: "brother, please tell me the reason. I want to know that I want to bear the burden that belongs to me. I don't want you to bear it for me any more."

Lu Zhining sighed, "Xiaoxi, is your heart really ready?"

Lu Xiaoxi raised his head from his arms. His tears filled his eyes with firmness. He nodded his head and said, "I'm ready."

Lu Zhining looked at her firm eyes and said softly, "OK, I'll tell you."

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